Sunday 27 September 2015

Intentions - This is your life purpose xx

Hi all it is now Saturday what have I done today well first I had to do the grocery shopping but I also brought myself another colouring book and pens for I just can't help myself for colouring is a passion when I'm not too tired of course this week I have been really feeling an energy drain so have been going to bed early on about 3 nights which isn't always me as I have mostly been a night owl but some times my eyes just can't stay open also feelings of being over emotional over what I'm not sure maybe just feelings of soul changes as my spirit opens up to what spirit wants me to pass on so a downloading of information as I sleep I do keep bringing up thoughts of a dream I had a while back I think I was home and with my soul family as it was a building with a lot of doors and the people inside were all dressed in white garbs (like robes with a sash) it felt like a cave sort of building but it had plenty of stairs and I was with my beloved and sitting at a long table with a lot of other females around he went off dancing with others as I went off alone down stairs to be by myself for I believe he was going on a different journey then me at some point he came up behind me and asked will I be okay and I said yes and at another point he was washing my feet that might of been in another dream but it was the same feeling and soul. I'm not sure why this dream has been entering my thoughts it must have something to do with my life now so revisiting the plan in my dream to help me recall my own soul as I have asked that of spirit at different points of my soul awakening..
I have these cards that are called "Crazy Sexy Love Notes" and I drew one earlier on my FB page so I decided to put it here as well also ... A love note for you to remember to count your blessing focus on your heart and send gratitude to "all that is" that you have now and don't worry what the future will bring as the angels and spirit are working on your dreams now so when your soul is ready it will come to you for change is in the air. Xx love and light xx I am grateful that I work and can buy things for myself and others. I am also grateful for the people in my life that love me without question or expectations of what I can do for them. I am also grateful for all my kids as they are my life and a major part of who I am.. I love them all with every part of my being.. Xx

In my book of signs and symbols I've just read what the symbol of the
butterfly means "Symbol of the soul and resurrection as far apart as
Congo, Mexico and Polynesia. Also a symbol of life and its cycle;
in Western art Christ is sometimes depicted as holding a butterfly"..
The Back of the card has the message..
Here are the colouring book and pens I brought this morning with the first picture started..
 I do love Millie Marotta's artwork such intricate pattern so grateful
for her talent and her sharing it with the world for others like me that
love to colour and are not so good at drawing, I will attempt it one
day as I used to doodle and attempt to draw in my younger days, I loved
drawing eyes but not so good on the rest of the facial features..
It looks like a pineapple I will put up the finished picture later
as I have done some more since taking this photo..


"Intention" - a card and a message that I have just drawn after mentioning your dreams in my last post now it is time to set your intentions as to what it is you would like in your life so have your thoughts, feelings and intentions all aligned and focus all your energy on what it is you want in your life whether it be your spiritual aspirations, your love life, your relationships with others. You could make a list and even write them down so all your soul power can remember and direct that energy into bringing those things to you,  so you are your own creator by the energy you are willing to focus on for spirit works with that energy and ideas, thoughts and guidance will come to help you achieve what is best for your higher good so don't make exact stipulations to spirit just let them and your own soul know of the intentions of what it is you want for your life, release the old and negative ego thoughts and focus that energy in what it is you want out of life and when guided go forth with action of course when your soul is ready for change it will happen for you will get a yearning in your heart so you know it will be time to enact those intentions into your reality.. All in divine time those dreams will come true for spirit and your own soul always has your back and wants you to create your own magic in life.. love and light xx
 I like the explanations of the picture in the guidebook so I will add that to the message.. "This card shows a woman holding a vessel of water. Her gaze is directed and purposeful as she steadily pours the contents into the ether. She hovers on a starlight background of blue and aqua, the colours of the throat chakra, which represent communication and clarity of thought.
Water has the capacity to shape-shift form, into liquid, vapour or solid, depending on which atmospheric conditions are present. Just as the atmosphere shapes the form of water, so too the power of intention activates and shapes your reality. Indeed, all creation is driven by the power of intention.. ends"
So really your intentions are a state of mind and consciousness to bring your soul what it needs in life but it is also in how we act towards others by what we think so if our intention is to hurt someone out of revenge our thoughts are actually focused on causing someone pain because that is how you were treated maybe by them. So you can change that intention to forgiveness instead and focus that energy on your own soul and internalise why the other person wanted to hurt you first was it something you did probably not as it was more like fear and pain inside the other person that wanted to hurt you. So if your intentions in life are about hurting others it will actually turn back on you for it will be your own fears that are also showing up so you will dance in circles with the other person until your intention and energy focus changes.. that was only an example but in your own mind/heart you will most likely think of other things that have happened in your life to do with your own intentions and what it has brought you. xx
I love Archangel Michael well I love all angels and spirit but AA Michael has such powerful energy I will seek some guidance from him to add to this post..
THIS IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE - the message from Archangel Michael is this is your life purpose so what ever it is you feel in your heart and you are drawn to either by your own passions or it is something that was thrust upon you so something landed in your lap that changed your whole course of action so change was brought upon you out of no-where know that it was divinely guided and it happened for a reason, one you may not realise now but given time you know it was meant to be just because it feels right and it was your souls plan and intentions before you came down to earth for all plans are made in spirit with our creative source, but we are however the ones in charge always of our souls and all the actions and choices in life and in spirit are of our own making for it is our souls that hold the ultimate power of all of creations for it is only a part of the whole of all that is our life on earth and that is spirit for it is bigger and brighter then you know and a part of the whole of the universe for all is connected even that of your soul to others in your life for they are a part of your soul group or family if you like no one is separated from your own spirit all the people that have come into your life have also been divinely guided to help you reach your full potential as a soul so when ever hard times are upon you think in a more positive tone change your perspective over what it is life has thrown you for it is nothing your own soul could not handle for you are a lot stronger then you know and your guides, angels and all ascended masters are with you helping to guide you where ever you go so you are never alone and so loved in this world just by being you, and taking your lessons as your soul intended to, in this life time and all other incarnations our lives have always been with purpose however elusive they may seem if you are following your heart and making all your freewill choices you are and will always be where you are meant to be in life for that is your destiny, try not to worry so much about the future for you are to be living in the now and taking care of today's problems and coming up with solutions or for just revealing all truths for this energy is one that is helping us release all fears to take us to the next dimension of the energy so our consciousness will change as the energy and frequency increases as the planet ascends the soul has to come with it so to lift the vibration of your own soul look to the energy of love for it is the power of the creator that is inside you for it is your true soul where nothing is ever separated from spirit find your divinity and open the door to all that is spirit so you are a part of both heaven and earth so also keep your self grounded by taking yourself out in nature or call on the angels and have them help clear all your chakras for they also help you grounded especially when the base chakra is free flowing with your whole body of energy. If you are not sure of your divine life purpose call on me and the other Archangels help you reveal what is your soul already knows is the purpose of your being on this planet search within your own soul for all answers can and will be found if you follow and trust all it is your mind tells you so if you are filtering your thoughts through your heart all the secrets of your existence will be revealed along with why it is others have entered you life for they may hold the key to what it is you have always been searching for.. Love and light xx
My Prayer: Archangel Michael, you know the details of my Divine life purpose, and I ask you to help me be aligned with my goals. Please clearly guide my actions so that I'm taking the best steps to fully manifest my wonderful and meaningful career.
Archangel is watching over you, guiding you, protecting you and keeping you safe call on Archangel Michael when ever you need his presence for he comes in and clears all negative energy that surrounds you or your loved ones, all you need do is ask for his assistance whenever you are doubting your self and why it is you have come down here to earth. Archangel Michael with his sword of light transforms and transmutes all energy within your soul body and that energy that is in your auric field he also helps you to clean up relationships with others by cutting all cords of attachment that you have with others when the relationship sours, so if someone is causing you grief whether it be family or friends call on AA Michael to come clean up all negativity in that relationship or to cut ties so that person drifts out of your life so you can be at peace with your self and the other person can find their path and someone of a similar frequency for as our energy vibrations lift some of our relationships with friends or family may change as you are seeing things from a higher consciousness and from a different viewpoint so you may clash, this would be a lesson also in tolerance and compassion for the other person's point of view if you can't see eye to eye on many occasions sometimes it is best to walk away for both your souls to find another way so severing ties with Archangel Michaels help should make the relationship bearable... Your own soul is always in charge of how you are treated but also in how you treat others with your own intent of what it is you want out of any relationship you have with others..

I'm addicted to you - more then you know xx love you always xx
I have chosen 2 songs tonight this is an upbeat tune I do love
some of Avicii songs they have great music and lyrics. It is
generally the lyrics that draw me to a song as most the time they
say how I'm feeling at the time this is probably why angels use songs
to send messages you do have to however use your intuition to now when
it is a message for you from spirit or just a song playing as it generally comes
after you ask angels/spirit a question or if you are feeling low they
will come on the radio, your loved ones that have crossed over to spirit also
send you messages through songs so be mindful of the signs and your thoughts
 at the same time and trust in your own senses .
Sending love and light
Remember you are never alone
as your soul goes through
an awakening or just changes
in this energy for with it
your biological body
will feel it as much as our emotional body
You may even take up a fitness
regime as your body needs
to be able to contain this energy
so you may be guided to change
your eating patterns and your exercise
habits so some of your old ways
will need to break away..
Your sleep patterns
may be disrupted so a
mixed up body clock as
spirit and energy works with
you from all of that which
you have been in each
incarnation so things
may come up for you
to work through your
fears so let your ego
go as it will bring to
you a lot of doubts about
who you are, and why
you are on earth for you
did come here to fulfil
a bigger life purpose and
balancing your own
male and female energy
is a must for it will bring
peace and tranquillity to
your life by just being
who you are for your
soul can stop searching
for all is revealed  and
can be located within you
for your soul knows all
the answers to what it is
you seek in life and with
all the lessons that have happened to
you in every incarnation.
LOVE is the energy
and power of your soul
that will see you through
all challenges for love just
flows through your body and
radiates the light for others to
follow for you are a beacon
of HOPE..
love always
xxx

Friday 25 September 2015

The Quest - Finding the house of God, - Twinflames xx

Hi all it is now Friday I have the whole day off with no work so I have been doing housework this is a task I have done all my life so not one I can ever escape from, I used to help my mum with the housework growing up so kept my room tidy I shared it with my sister she was not that much into cleaning so we had a dividing line in the bedroom one my sister made my side was mostly clean but I also helped with dishes, cooking and other stuff around the house when I was old enough, I remember once dad gave us girls a cooking challenge to make some scones, cake or something and he would give the winner $50 I won because I was the only one that done it out of the 3 of us I do however have 3 sisters one was too young or not born at the time of that challenge...
(I have let my mind wander so have come to the topic of Twinflames)
So cleaning is something that most women can never escape from for it comes in under the nurturing banner which is of the female energy so not all men are keen to take up that role the male energy is one of protection and security for the family so the hunters and gathers but not all take that role as all souls are made up of both female and male energy so one energy will dominate in one of those but possess both so all sides come out in you so that energy should be balanced if it is you will be both nurturing and protective of those you love and humanity itself providing your ego doesn't get in the way for it is the cause of a lot of what is wrong in the world for our ego energy is one of fear which has us acting in false ways and have us moving away from our true soul which is the energy of love this is the balance of both male and female energy so the Yin and Yang of life..
Ego energy is a male energy so it comes up in your soul as a protective measure so it will be your defences for protecting your soul but it is also an energy that will have  a negative side to it as your ego is your shadow self so it sometimes shows up and creates darkness in your soul, so it is up to the female energy within your own soul the loving nurturing kind that needs to come to the surface when you find yourself in periods of darkness, your ego has its role but don't let it get a hold of you as it needs to be kept in a box and balanced so you can't get rid of it but you can ignore it in this world of duality it is up to your own soul in which energy you want to feed the negative male energy side or the loving female energy side this is the make up of energy within all souls so a healthy balance of energy is required for your own peace and tranquillity..
Twin flames and the pair will have one of each element the male and female element so it is up to each soul in the pairing to be their true soul one will have the male energy and the other will have the female energy but as an individual soul they will have both so it is a balancing of the two energies within one self that will have them unite when each soul can be both and a mirror of the other soul as in the energy not the ego for the ego doesn't exist within the twin soul relationship for it has to be shed for the couple to unite it will still show up in the way of fears so the soul that has the fears has to look within to release those fears into the light so that souls energy finds the divine love within itself, This is a very emotional rollercoaster ride for the soul going through an awakening to its true self for it is shedding all past and present fears from all incarnations that this soul has had as a human from the time of its creation so most of the time the human and soul within may not even know why they find themselves shrouded in darkness and surrounded by negativity for it comes from in ones own soul but outside forces can also influence what gets connected to the soul body which is energy so the soul and your body that surrounds it has its own "Auric field" this is energy surrounding you and within you this energy does affect your mind and perception of all you see and feel especially when your own energy centres are blocked (Chakra's) if they are all lit up and free flowing your life will be as well for each chakra is responsible for its own roles in our well being and  us staying at peace, balanced and grounded while we are on earth. If our chakras are blocked it shows in how we act, react and how we see ourselves in every situation that comes up in our lives so it effects our freewill choices as well if our energy centres are out of whack it can also affect our physical and mental health..
The god that exists within is the divine love that is your soul the soul you find when you find your Twinsoul for that is the reason you have been searching for that longing that only exists with the whole of your soul that is the feminine and the masculine energy that exists with the separation that came from when souls were created (Adam and Eve) or the Omega/Alpha or the Yin/Yang it is our state our consciousness that unites and becomes whole so we can go on our ascension to the 5th dimension. It is all a state of being and an energy the one of God which is what all our spiritual teachers have been saying all along with the religious texts but they need to be deciphered to the true meaning not the meaning of  a 3d human mindset that has no concept of the soul and its energy everything eventually seems to click when that searching is over and you connect with your true divine nature the one you find when you find your Twinsoul the exact mirror of your divine nature .. the true pure divine love that only they can bring you for it feels like home... You feel whole and complete and just know they are the one you are to return home with when both souls let go and let the universe take care of them and lose the ego self the fear needs to subside in order to unite.. honour all emotions and release them for your soul has done it's work the only mission left is love and what it is that the universe brings us that ignites your passion on earth.. love you always xx

I thought I would draw another Osho card today plus one from my other decks not sure which one yet but I do love to work with Archangel Michael he has such powerful energy and he also helps you to clear yours when you feel the negative energy surrounding you and within you.. if you are a sensitive person you will probably be feeling this energy more so it could be playing with your moods, you could be tired, emotional, you could be waking up in the early hours of the morning as we are downloading this energy as all the portals are opening for those souls that are awakening to their true soul so are questioning themselves and why they are actually here on earth.. I know through out my life every so often I get the feeling to go home (home being where my soul family are) and prayed for it to happen and it didn't instead something else showed up in my life to make me want to stay, most my life I actually had no directions as to what it was I wanted to be not like others who must of had their soul plan already and on leaving school had some idea of what it was they wanted to do.. me I never felt that now I know why for on this journey it has always been my heart that has had to do the navigating however spirit has given me little hints along the way only once have I heard the voice of spirit (clairaudience) it was when I was 17 and one of those times I was calling to go home as I had no direction of what it was I was supposed to do with my life once leaving school because of my shyness I never really put myself out there as I like to not draw attention to myself so I've always been that quiet achiever and done what it was that was expected of me by my parents but they were never pushy just supportive of anything me and my sisters did or didn't do.. It really took me a long time to find my true self and I'm still coming out of my spiritual shell (well that is what I will call it because when ever I spoke up as a child others would say I was coming out of my shell they must of thought I was a turtle) it was more like I came here to observe and to serve others my whole life as I am a nurturing soul that has never hurt another, if I have it wasn't intentionally.... Enough about me now here is the Osho card..
The Quest - finding the house of God..
Gather all courage and take a jump. You will still exist, but in such a way that you cannot connect it with the old. It will be discontinuity. The old was so tiny, so small, so mean and the new so vast. From a small dewdrop slipping from lotus leaf trembles for a moment, tries to hang on a little more, because he can see the ocean ... once he has fallen from the lotus leaf he is gone. Yes, in a way he will not be; as a dewdrop he will be gone. But it is not a loss. He will be oceanic.
And all other oceans are limited.
The ocean of existence is unlimited.
I have talked many times about a beautiful poem of Rabindranath Tagore. The poet has been searching for God for millions of lives. He has seen him sometimes, far away, near a star, and he started moving that way, but by the time he reached that star, God has moved to some other place. But he went on searching and searching - he was determined to find God's home - and the surprise of surprises was, one day he actually reached a house where on the door was written: "God's Home."

You can understand his ecstasy, you can understand his joy. He runs up the steps, and just as he is going to knock on the door, suddenly his hand freezes. An idea arises in him "If by chance this is really the home of God than I am finished, my seeking is finished. I have become identified with my seeking, with my search. I don't know anything else. If the door opens and I face God, I am finished - the search is over. Then what?"
He starts trembling with fear, takes his shoes off his feet, and descends back down the beautiful marble steps. His fear was that God may open the door, although he has knocked. And then he runs fast as he has never run before. He used to think that he had been running after God as fast as he could, but today he runs as he has never run, not looking back.
The poem ends, "I am still searching for God. I know his home, so I avoid it and search everywhere else. The excitement is great, the challenge is great, and in my search I continue to exist. God is danger - I will be annihilated. But now I am not afraid even of God, because I know where he lives. So, leaving his home aside, I go on searching for him all around the universe. And deep down I know my search is not for God: my search is to nourish my ego." Rabindranath Tagore is not ordinarily related with religion. But only a religious man of tremendous experience can write this poem. It is not just ordinary poetry; it contains such a great truth.
This is the situation: blissfulness does not allow you to exist; you have to disappear. That's why you don't see many blissful people in the world. Misery nourishes your ego - that's why you see so many miserable people in the world. The basic, central point is the ego.
For the realization of ultimate truth, you have to pay the price - and the price is nothing but dropping the ego. So when such a moment comes, don't hesitate. Dancingly, disappear .. with great laughter, disappear; with songs on your lips, disappear...

So what is the moral of this parable or your own perception of what it was that Osho was trying to say. I believe it is to look inside your self to find God's house because when you turn away from looking within you are feeding your ego so you are feeding your fears which does make you miserable, for you are missing out on the joys of what it is that God brings because of your fears you aren't living up to your full potential so your soul will continue to search for the house of God until you can stop feeding your ego..
Our souls actually has within it the seed that will have us seeking God as we all know he exists on a soul level because our souls just came from the place we call home into another human form but when in spirit we chose all that will become our life so all the people that come into your life are here to give you your lessons no matter how they leave you, whether they are lifelong (that is a true soul connection and bond) no matter when it was they entered your life they came for the very reason to support you no matter what you've done because that soul connection is based truly on unconditional love, you will still have your disagreements that is just either soul showing their fears or ego as we all do have one. This is where the lessons come from our shadow side so once the lesson is done you need to release the negative emotions this is where the lesson of forgiveness comes in as it is more about the energy in your own soul that will have you realise the lesson and forgive so you can move on to the next lesson by the next person that may enter you life as others show up when your soul is ready to move on to the next part of your journey each person brings you a message from spirit by how they interact with you, some things may be everlasting so your soul will return to that message until it learns what it was supposed to, our ego does sometimes get in the way of the real lesson. I like the saying.  "When the student is ready the teacher or master appears"..  we are both at some stages in our lives..
This is from online.
 
I've just drawn a card from the "Wisdom of the Hidden Realm" deck "The Swan Queen" was the card that came out this is about transformation, intuition and patience as everything to work itself out for like the swan out souls go through a transformation of finding its true nature so it goes through an emotional process one that will bring us peace, balance and a knowing that everything in life is divinely guided so works out how it is supposed to every second of the day that is if we follow our hearts and the intuition that guides us on our way for synchronicity will have you meet all the souls you intended to along your way so when your dreams are manifesting into reality all it takes is patience for your souls already planned the meeting that will have you where you need to be to unite after the transformation of your life so a lot of changes have or will occur so the need to listen to your heart is essential for your ego will have you doubting and going in the opposite direction of where it is your soul knows to go to meet. All will be well and you will be looked after if you trust and surrender to spirit that is guiding you on your souls journey it will never leave you to go astray it will always bring you to your lessons in life for that is what your soul came here for to complete your mission. let go and let love fill the void in life for you are never alone more so now with the soul transformation for you are loved always so need to call on the angels above to help you clear all negative energy so you become the light the light of love that is your true soul for it overpowers all negative fear based energy just by accepting it self and forgiving and placing trust in all that is for all is one in the house of God that god is your soul Namaste, it is in each of you so find the power of love to become the powerhouse of your soul where no one can hurt you or you hurt no-one for fear can't survive if only love exists for it is the love and light that scares of all fears for the energy can not be retained in your soul if you don't let it.. love and light xx

When I drew this card what came to my mind was the story of the Ugly Duckling who wanted to be accepted so the duck went through a transformation and ended up being the beautiful swan.. this is much like the human story and the evolving soul story as we see ourselves as being ugly and not fitting in with the rest of society because we compare ourselves from the looks of our faces, body shape, our wealth, our jobs  etc so we put ourselves down when in truth we are beautiful like the swan both inside and out for we come here to fulfil a life purpose so we choose the perfect form for what it is we came here for.. it is only our ego that judges others and yourself for it doesn't fit into the perfect picture of how someone should be based on the societies belief of how someone should act, behave and look.. When you judge someone you are picking out your own faults for what you see in others is what you have or do see in yourself.. So what you see in others is your own reflection, you are a mirror of other souls especially those who cross your path as they come here to teach you about yourself, your fears in order for your soul to evolve and to transform your inner beauty that only your soul knows..

My song for tonight because I still love it and feel
a longing to return home to where your soul is..
Home - Michael Buble
Sending love and light
I do miss you so much
I wish we could go home
and be together again
home is where my heart
and soul are, so a longing
to be with you again.
To hold you in my arms
and to feel you close again
it would be as if you never
left to go on a journey.
I would never let you go.
 I would feel whole
and complete and never
alone we would
be loved like we
never left the kingdom
of our origin we would be
one again, the true
divine spirit that
we are and as
we were created to be.
One of divine and
unconditional love.
A love so pure it
brings peace and joy.
love you always.
xxx
 


Sunday 13 September 2015

"I am Blessed" and "The Journey" card readings xx

Hi all it is now Sunday afternoon I've just been doing housework and chilling out today catching up on some reading and not much really it is another beautiful day outside.. I decided to draw a card again today to see what spirit wants us to know to help guide our souls on their way.. I have chosen the Wisdom of the Golden Path deck again I love the artwork in this deck they are by Toni Carmine Salerno.. the illustrations are by Yuehui Tang..
 I AM BLESSED a message to look at how blessed you are in life for things might not of turned out how you expected but they turned out how they were meant to, change your perspective on how you see things and your outlook will be different instead of focussing on what has gone wrong in your life count the blessings instead for in life some doors close on us with out reason or warning but then once closed we are put on a different path in life one that is for a higher purpose, this can be frustrating at times and make us feel lost as to what direction life is taking us. Our higher soul never leaves us in the lurch it is just our perception of how things turned out and the choices we made to make things turn out that way or the way things have panned out in your life.. Instead of seeing yourself as a victim of your circumstance it is a chance for you to see it more as an opportunity to wait and see what life and the direction it takes now, for things always turn up at the perfect time if you allow it and don't focus your energy on things you wish you still had but instead put all your focus on things you desire or wish to come into your life whether it be a new love relationship for they will happen when the 2 souls are ready to collide so with synchronicity that special person will arrive but before that happens both souls may have other lessons to receive first so patience is in order so always keep your heart open to receive love and love yourself how you would love another, for a closed heart and no hope is focussing your energy of not getting your wish or manifesting your dream partner for your partner or future partner has already been pre-planned in the spirit world before ever arriving on earth so when the two souls have had other lessons and paid any karmic debts they had all souls will be united for destiny had been planned that way for you to find each other at the right time in both your life's.. So have faith in the universal system and spirit to bring your dreams to you by law of attraction this could also include job and career aspects or the ideas and funds to start your own business or project call on spirit to bring these things to you and try to have faith and believe your dreams are already in progress and they will soon be delivered you also have to work with spirit and take action when the guidance is given so watch for all the signs and take note of all the thoughts and emotions that come to you and write everything down for later reference as you watch the dreams come true, remember time is infinite so things turn up in the perfect time for your soul to complete the mission it come to earth to accomplish.. So if you are feeling stuck or frustrated about where you are in life at the moment stop and let spirit and the universe take care of you for a while and call in what you need then relax and go with the flow of life don't fight it release and let go of all worry so those things you need come to you without the energy blocking the portal of manifestation call on the angels to help move things along but don't give specific instructions for spirit knows you and the potential and all your dreams so are working for your higher good so hold no expectations for things could turn out better than you expected.. Listen to your heart let it lead the way to the illuminated path that has already been set out by your soul and that of others that were destined to show up in your life to help guide you or give you the lessons that you need.. So when one door closes see it as a blessing while you patiently wait for the next door to open for you for change means that you were meant to walk a different path in life only you may of not found it, search within and your soul will reveal all plans. There is a lesson in patience as you wait for your dream to appear. xx love and light xx 
 Affirmation
All is unfolding in the most perfect way for me and others.
All unfolds at the most perfect time.
I am blessed with eternal love and abundance.
I just drew another card from the Mythic Oracle deck it is a Hero card and ODYSSEUS "The Journey" this is a message about your own journey and how challenging you might find things as you go on your path  in life we are faced with many challenges, changes, temptations and lots of choices and distractions over what way do we want to go in the future and not focussing on the end game. For we all have battles to fight along our way things that do pop up unexpectedly, so we have a few hurdles to step over a few dragons to slay those dragons are usually the battle of our own wits and what it is we set out to achieve in life, we sometimes get too caught up in the drama of things within our life but also with the things that are surrounding us, we need to let those things go for they are outside controlling forces and things we cannot change or do anything about in the short term for they usually involve other people and in life we can only control and focus on the things in our life and what it is within us we need to change or control.. Control is a big word for no-one has total control in life we do only of our emotions and how we react to the temptations and situations we are faced with we can rush in like a bull to a rag and not see all the consequences to our actions the same when we do things on impulse we may later regret those moves for we didn't think with our hearts, impulsive actions are more to do with our ego and doing things on the spur of the moment without really considering the bigger picture or wider implications over what we have done, it is never to late though to change tack and think more carefully on what it is you need to do next on your journey always weigh up the pro's and con's then decide on what it is in your heart you know what to do, usually our first thoughts and emotions are the correct decision for they are usually made with our instincts and intuition but we some times let our ego talk us out of the first thoughts so we talk our selves out of the first instincts we have this would be our ego coming in with doubts and negativity as to why you can't proceed on your journey so it is really our ego and our mind stopping us from doing the things we know in our hearts is the right thing to do.. Our souls have a yearning so this would be the first instincts you have and when you push them aside your mind will actually keep you returning to that first thought/feeling  you had so take note and listen to those first yearnings and follow your intuition then you know you made the right choice in life for it is the direction your soul had planned on going without the ego detour which will probably bring you lessons, but those lessons will keep returning if you don't follow your soul yearnings for your soul truly has a GPS of where it is in life you are meant to be at any given time, even while waiting for your dreams is your lesson in patience so everything has a reason and a purpose for your soul you just need to be in tune with all your feelings and emotions to help get you to where the soul knows it is meant to be and with whom it is meant to be with for there are no accidents or coincidences in life only lessons for we are all guided by the same divine spirit and Ascended Masters teams so those in spirit are always with you bringing in your soul requests you just need to learn to listen to your soul speak and not your ego..  This card also means victory if you follow your heart so you will always be a winner for you are following the right path your life purpose that will make your soul happy and at peace with itself.. xx love and light xx
Odysseus - The Myth
Odysseus is a hero of great wit and intelligence. It was his idea to give a large wooden horse to the Trojans as a gift that carried within it the Greek soldiers that were finally able to penetrate the walls to defend Troy.
After the Trojan war, Odysseus made his way home. While stopping over at an Island, he managed to outsmart Polyphemus, a Cyclops who was the son of Poseidon. Polyphemus, full of rage, asked his father to never allow Odysseus to reach his home of Ithaca and Poseidon did all he could to prevent Odysseus' safe arrival home. This long and arduous journey became the story chronicled in Homer's Odyssey..

With both these cards together it means be blessed with what you have now because you were put on this path for a reason one that may not be clear to you at this time and to have patience as the things your soul desires on this journey will come to you but you may face a few challenges first these are challenges within your own soul so when you find the battle of darkness overtaking your will step back look for the light and the love sent to you for it is there to help guide you out of the dark times so slay the dragons, avoid temptations and always follow your heart and instincts to get you where you need to go for it is your souls own knowing that has got you this far, don't give up now for the good times will come and is there amongst your challenges in life, look for the blessings that have been brought into your life through those changes and the chances you have been given so far by already following your intuition your soul has worked hard to be where it now is and you have had many soul lessons on this journey, keep going and never give in - hang in there and have the courage to keep marching forward to your dreams...... destiny awaits you, patience and trust in the universal system to bring you what you need always,  don't let the challenges you face get in the way, battle on and you will find the way home. xx love and light xx
43 in Angel numbers means "Both the angels and the ascended masters (such as Jesus, Quan Yin or a Saint) are helping you right now, spend time connecting with them in quiet meditation, and be calmed by their reassuring presence, which tells you that everything is fine." (DV angel numbers 101)
Keep fighting the inner battle let love be the winner.
Open your heart and let in the love sent to you
surrender to it and let your ego/dark side go.
All will be fine and your dreams will
come true for the battle will be won and
we can then finish the journey home as one.
 
Celine Dion
I love you
Sending love and light
xxx


Saturday 12 September 2015

You Are Unique... Questioning Your Beliefs and Healing xx

 Hi all it is now Saturday night I have got my ticket for Dr Brian Weiss now I just have to arrange the rest of the trip over the coming months, I'm excited and scared about going into the city by myself well I will have the angels with me so I'm sure I will be safe and not get myself lost.. Spring is here I love this time of the year such beautiful weather and all the plants come alive and bloom in their splendour Mother Nature provides us with so much to be grateful for..
Releasing of fear based negative energy is for your soul healing call on the Angels to come and transmute those fears and turn them into the light that light is the love within your own heart for it is the energy that then fills that void where the fear based thoughts were..
I have some Osho cards that have a story/parable in the book that accompanies them I have just drawn one to share with you all.. Before I do that here is information on who Osho is a spiritual and philosophy teacher.

This card is about your Uniqueness- Beyond Superiority and Inferiority..
Every human being is unique. There is no question of anybody superior or anybody inferior. Yes people are different. Let me remind you of one thing; otherwise you will misunderstand me. I am not saying that everybody is equal. Nobody is superior, nobody is inferior, but nobody is equal either. People are simply unique, incomparable. You are you, I am I. I have to contribute my potential to life, you have to contribute your potential to life. I have to discover my own being you have to discover your own being.
When inferiority disappears, all feelings of superiority also disappears. They live together, they cannot be separated. The man who feels superior is still feeling inferior somewhere. The man who feels inferior wants to feel superior somewhere. They come in a pair; they are always there together; they cannot be separated.
It happened..
A very proud man, a warrior, a samurai, came to see a Zen master. The samurai was very famous well known all over the country, But looking at the master, looking at the beauty of the master and the grace of the moment, he suddenly felt inferior. Maybe he had come with an unconscious desire to prove his superiority.
He said to the master "Why am I feeling inferior? Just a moment ago, everything was okay. As I entered into your court suddenly I felt inferior. I have never felt like that. My hands are shaking. I am a warrior, I have faced death many times, and I have never felt any fear - why am I feeling frightened?"
The master said "You wait. When everybody has gone, I will answer." People continued coming to visit the master, and the man was getting tired, more and more tired. By the evening the room was empty, there was nobody, and the samurai said, "Now can you answer it?" And the master said, "Now come outside."
A full moon night - the moon was just rising on the horizon ... And he said "Look at these trees, this tree high in the sky and this small tree. They both have existed by the side of my window for years, and there has never been any problem. The smaller tree has never said "Why do I feel inferior before you" to the big tree. How is it possible? this tree is small and that tree is big, and I have never heard any whisper."
The samurai said "Because they can't compare" The master said "Then you need not ask me; you know the answer."
Comparison brings inferiority, superiority. When you don't compare, all inferiority, all superiority disappear. Then you are, you are simply there. A small bush or a big high  tree - it doesn't matter; you are yourself. You are needed. A grass leaf is needed as much as the big star. Without the grass leaf God will be less than he is. The sound of the cuckoo is needed as much as any Buddha; the world will be less, will be less rich if the cuckoo disappears.
Just look around. All is needed, and everything fits together. It is an organic unity; nobody is higher and nobody is lower, nobody superior, nobody inferior. Everybody is incomparably unique.
God is LOVE and sees all souls through those eyes without judgement, he teaches tolerance, compassion and love for all souls even your enemy for it is those souls that still have fear within their soul they are lost for when they find love they truly find god for it comes from within your own soul, Fear is taught by humans for it is not our true soul, our soul our spirit is God and a part of creation nothing is separated we are all part of one creation on earth that works together to bring that peace and that peace starts with each individual soul as it finds out the power of love within itself for that reflects on how they act and behave as a human towards others, if preaching comes from a place of fear it is not what god teaches for their is only one and it is you that carries that seed to find yourself to bring about peace in the rest of the world.. The new age (as it is called) is full of souls that have found the god within it doesn't belong to religion for god is held within your own belief in your own power that is brought to you from spirit for your spirit is the same spirit that belongs to the whole of creation we are joined as one in the name of humanity nothing on earth is ever separated for it is all energy that sticks everything together.. Don't associate god with only being good things for god is everything no one is a sinner just a learner in the lessons of life that is why every soul incarnates on earth to work on the greater kingdom that place we call heaven but it is not separate either for all spirit is with you every second of the day it is only up to the soul to find it and to break through the veil to let the help in without expectations of miracles to happen for miracles are the very tiny things in life not necessarily the large things that get the media attention.. Your soul just living and breathing is a miracle itself for that is your soul/spirit navigating its way on earth which is what it comes to do in each incarnation for life is our soul school and only found on earth.. The hardest lessons are the most painful ones emotionally for they are what make our souls evolve and grow to the true soul self we are seeking to be which is one of love for the other man that walks on their path for in previous incarnations that could of been your lesson one of hard luck and an ego trail for the soul needs to recognise both dark and light side of the soul, so in some incarnations they need to walk on the dark path but it is to awaken their soul to that side for other incarnations they know not to go there and will have an understanding of that other soul this is where compassion comes from understanding we all have our own path or journey in each life, we will have joy we will have pain for in a world of duality we need both for it is a part of the whole of creation nothing is separate in life you need to experience one to see the other life just works that way for all souls. It is up to each soul to work out the path they wish to take on earth for there are lessons in all choices and destiny from those choices this is why we were created to have freewill,  for all lessons are planned well in advance of coming to earth for each soul knows of its lessons and what it comes to achieve in each incarnation. The soul is infinite and eternal so is the love of the true soul it is always there. Our souls work on a conscious and subconscious level most the hard work of our soul is done on the subconscious level though, that is why we have emotions to help us search for the things we need in life and so they are brought to us when we need them we are always looked after according to what it is our soul needs for that to is a part of the lessons we came to learn either one of poverty or one of riches it is a part of our soul plan in our incarnations to experience both our souls are as old as civilization so we have evolved a lot in the centuries, some belief systems have not evolved with the human soul so they are the ones that are rising out of the darkness to break up the fears that are instilled in that belief so everything does have a bigger picture as to our human evolvement.. 

I have just drawn another card especially for this blog and those that will come to visit it doesn't matter at what time you come for the message will be relevant to your soul at that time you read this for in spirit there is no time it is infinite so what is seen is always the now in spirit. The message is "Questioning You Beliefs" this is what this energy is doing it is having all souls questioning what it is they have learnt about God, themselves and society as a whole for at this time the energy is pushing up all fears this is what brings on this questioning and searching within our souls for all souls are evolving with this energy the earth is moving into a higher plane spiritually as it is ascending with that the human soul also has to be at the same place energetically so it will start to question things about life, especially their own we are affected mood wise by all energy so look to the stars and the astrologers for what it is you may be going through as a human for it is your soul and your whole consciousness that is evolving for they go together.. God is our consciousness and the love we feel inside for it is the energy that makes us who we are as a soul nothing is separated in energy for we do hold our own frequency but that is a part of the whole of creation we are but one in heaven and on earth we are always connected with our own frequency and vibration, that energy that is our soul effects the universe as a whole so we guide spirit as much as it guides us it is our consciousness that determines what happens in any part of the world all things are predetermined we only come to earth to play our part in the bigger picture of the universal energy, so death is a part of that for our souls are infinite and eternal our life on earth is minimal to help our soul energy evolve to find the true soul self it is that is one of love and light.. When we come to earth we go through a vortex a vacuum that helps us to forget our true soul so we have a veil of remembrance of who we truly are for it is only on earth we hold fear, so humans have been governed by that fear which has the human soul not acting as its true self but it acts with the ego self the shadow of who we are is what guides a lot of souls that are trying to find themselves for their souls are still lost or not ready to evolve it is always up to those evolved souls to be the guiding light for others to follow or to be inspired by so they to can find the light or the path to their own self worth and the seeking for the meaning of life in a spiritual way for that soul will be drawn to it as the soul always knows the way. So going down the spiritual path is a challenge of your beliefs from what it is society has led you to believe but it is within your own soul you will always find the answers to what it is your soul is ready to reveal for it knows the truth always.. So this energy is about challenging your mind against your soul and getting rid of all fears that are held deep within from things that have happened in this life time but things are also coming up from other incarnations where you still hold fears over things that have happened in your souls memory so write down and release all that comes to you positive or negative just to release what it is your higher soul no longer needs for this does help you evolve and to stop you pushing those feelings deep down in your soul for all fears need to be faced in order to deal with them and also so you do not carry them into your next incarnation for it will be different energy next time your soul comes to earth so your soul is preparing now for the next journey it may take when your soul decides to come to earth for more lessons it needs. So when you question your beliefs search inside for who you are as all answers are held within work with your guides and angels to help bring clarity and love to your mind about who you are, and also who other souls are and why they have entered your life at any particular time and what you have learnt from them or what you might of taught them as it goes both ways with those who enter your life and those that leave with you, your lesson was it one of trust, hope, love or one based on fear it is your soul that knows the lesson you came for take your lesson and forgive yourself and the other person this is the way you move forward in life and not be held back emotionally by others holding power over you by you not getting your lesson and releasing the pain so forgiveness is the key in that lesson learning.. love and light xx
Until our soul gets those lessons and we forgive ourselves and others
 those lessons will keep turning up in our lives.
So release and let go of all past events, as they hold your soul power.
Your soul has passed them markers ready for the next lesson
 the reason for your souls existence on earth.
Let go.
xxx
Far away - Nickelback
You know I love you, I've loved you all along
So far away for far too long. I miss you.
Keep believing hold on to me never let me go..
Love your soul baby
xxx

Love thy will be done - Martika
This song was on my radio on Tuesday and it is one from my teen years so hadn't taken much notice of the lyrics but now I have seen them and listened again I see they have more meaning..
Love thy will be done
Now I have found it
I know it is my guiding light
and that of others for it is
the energy of creation
it is why we have life on
earth to find that divine love
we feel when in spirit for
that is our true soul.
Our true soul is but one
part of the whole of
who we really are.
I am only half of my
whole soul you are the
other half that is the divine
love I feel inside for you
 and that of humanity that
I strive to teach the way to
finding that divine light within
for it is in the heart and
the emotions that are hidden
all gets revealed as we
reach for our ascension.
That is reached after the
darkness of the soul leaves
so release all negative emotions
to clear the energy and fill that
void with the love and light
I send you as you read this
for all I do is for you and me
to be as one and unite for it
is our destiny whenever
your soul is ready to surrender
the ego self to become one
with the love our soul holds
is unconditional. 
All that has happened in life was
meant to be for your own lessons
and soul evolvement so it doesn't
matter for this mission called life.
I love you always you are my soul
what you see in me is a reflection
of you.. Namaste
xxx
Love and Light
xxx


Sunday 6 September 2015

Understanding my soul and "Who I am" - Weekend post xx

Hi all it is late Friday night and thought I haven't done a post for a while so I would see where my mind takes us as I just type the thoughts that come straight to my mind. I have still been going through soul changes for sometimes I feel elated other times empty so this is a journey of my soul awakening so from the beginning of 2012 (but it has been happening all my life only on reflection you see the links) I have learnt so much about who I am (my true soul) for I do and always have done a lot of internalizing over most things that happen in my life a lot I just let slip through especially if it is others trying to hurt me, I don't or have never got angry at others more so it goes internal so everything happens on the inside there is a reason for this so I am finding out from whence my soul came from I am a part of the Shaumbra  family  I had no idea of this until not that long ago I found out about Tobias at the Spiritual expo that was held in Tumut earlier this year when I had my Aura photo done I got talking to the lady that held that store she felt like family and loved talking with her she mentioned the crimson circle of which Kryon is a part of this group so this is why I also love listening to Kryon I know I've felt this spirit energy before.. I have been reading and I have listened to some of Tobias and it does make me emotional as it brings up my soul remembrance as well as doing my own internal work which involves questioning myself and everything that happens and why exactly I know so much about energy and observing things around me I can see how this energy is working and what it is doing to the human race, it is because my soul works on this energy and learns about it both while on earth then when I leave any human body and return to spirit I still work with others learning all I can about life, human nature but it has been through my own incarnations as well as what I do when in spirit.. Some will read this and think I'm nuts but that is okay for it is only my soul that knows its own journey which is the same for any soul on earth for they to have all the answers to everything they ever need to know about themselves for it is written within your own soul and only your soul knows the truth and when you quiet your mind and only listen to your soul will you hear it.. There are others from this same family for they to know who they are and the code and DNA of the soul blueprint is now awakening but each soul will find itself and the divinity within at its own pace, which is also why I am here to bring in and experience the new energy and help other souls through it as have other lightworkers before me when they to heard the calling of finding out "Who am I?" when you find out that "Who am I turns in to I am" for you have found your inner soul so it is just a matter of working with the energy to bring in all you need for you work with the energy it works with you, that is also calling in spirit and the angelic energy that surrounds us which also includes the energy of our Ascended Masters who have been in human form and walked the earth before many centuries ago. That is a part of the energy that is our creator as it is not separated  for it is a part of one but each soul has its own frequency and vibration which is how we navigate our life on earth and get to where it is we need to go to get the soul lessons that is called our life in human form, your soul is your spirit body without it you would not walk on the earth for that is what leaves when you die or when your human body no longer exists.. your spirit always lives on and all thoughts, feeling and everything you have ever done in any of your incarnations are stored in the crystalline grid which is deep inside the earth a grid of energy yours so when your body dies your spirit goes and visits the cave of creation where you go over your human life events and take the lesson you learnt and with karmic energy your soul has to return to balance the energy of your soul which has you as a human repaying old debts of how you treated others in any of your lives for your soul still carries those emotions and the energy within your spirit body navigates you to where you will again once meet those souls you knew before, soul groups and families are always together in spirit when we are on both sides of the veil (heaven and earth) for that is how souls know each other so you meet up again with soulmates who could be anyone that comes into your life to teach you the lessons both good and bad for the bad painful experiences are what help your soul to grow and to evolve.. Finding your own spiritual nature is more about you then others for it is a change in consciousness that will come with the new soul template so you will need to find the inner you to achieve this as it involves dropping all the belief systems that were ever taught to you by others and society itself this is also why things are breaking down as this energy is bringing up all the fears within your own soul body but also within every system that runs through  humanity this includes our environment, religious contexts, the media which help form our perception of what goes on with life and as it is surrounded in lies that behaviour will become apparent to those souls that have awakened because they come from a higher vibration then those that are prepared to lie and come from a place of no integrity for integrity comes from the place of love so it will make you to find your own truths and in doing that you are always honest with others it shows in your actions as well as your words and if the two are in harmony,  Governments and how they run things will also be changed over time as will the economies and money markets for they are a great controlling force especially as greed is used to control others because money is power if you are a scrupulous soul coming from your ego it can be used like a weapon against another soul of the same vibration that is vulnerable to bribes but accepting them means that person is also fearful and not standing up to the behaviour of the corrupted. Money + fear = power and control over others.. Money + Love = generosity so not being tempted and controlled by fear and your ego is a stand for your own integrity and so is calling out that fear and facing it with courage to take the next step and goes to your souls own self worth and respecting yourself.. **I also forgot to mention while at the Tumut Spiritual expo I also had 2 psychic mediums give me a couple of hints as to who my soul is and they fitted in with things that Tobias had said about not wanting to let me go (which is on the website of the Crimson Circle a farewell letter), plus a few other things like not having guides and that like others in the spiritual community I wondered why I wasn't seeing what others were it was because I connect directly to my higher soul so don't have a guide taking me there which is why the other psychic did contact me to tell me a message.. I did once have a dream where I believe the man in that dream was my guide and I felt so loved and didn't want him to leave my dream but that might of been his goodbye to me as I remember the feeling of love and peace and not wanting him to go I felt that love he left me with for days.. "
 Spirit will always lead you to the places you need to go to find out about your true soul if you are reading my blog it is because your own guides led you here for there might be a message in what I say for you that will trigger the inner wisdom or the searching for yourself with what I write for each soul does have a yearning to find its own spiritual body for it was already born with the knowing but with the outside lessons such as education, religions, media and other factors like your own experiences will be the veil that separates you from all your soul or spirit energy for the spirit goes through a vortex or vacuum where it separates from its true self and becomes a duality energy so male/female, negative/positive, love/fear energy so that is our basic energy makeup of our soul you get to decide which choices in life you make by which energy you use love or fear this is the human freewill and spirit can never interfere with the choices you made so you are led to that lesson in life by your mere thoughts and feelings over where you go and with whom you go with..
It is now Saturday morning I have to go out and do the weekly groceries soon so before I did that I drew a card for the message today when I get back I will do another one from the Chakra deck but this one is from the Mythic Oracle deck a recent purchase so they have a bit about the legend of the Mythical character and what it means in the guidebook but I use my intuition to bring through what spirit needs us to know I do this for all decks.. so my mind goes blank of all thoughts only the message comes through you need to push your own ego and biases aside to bring in messages from spirit it will still be the way I talk as the energy is using my intellect my knowledge of what it is my soul knows and is held within but to bring the messages for other souls my thoughts go to what it is I feel so what comes to my mind is the message, then it is your own intuition that picks up the parts that are relevant to your own soul so the message from spirit is then delivered, all humans do this without even thinking pass messages on from spirit that help us on our path, unless it is from the ego which also plays a part of helping your soul look at itself from another persons perspective.. 


The card was "Pan *Sexuality" so it is time to get rid of fears about who you are and return to the sexual being you are so letting your feminine energy and male energy converge to be at one with who your soul is so by that you need to return to the animal instincts that make you a man or woman that you are and to not be ashamed of what happened in the past for that no longer matters in the scheme of things for it is the 'now' you need to be concerned with it is time to get back to nature and reconnect with the things that give you the animal instincts to just survive and not be reliant to much on the material aspect of life but to get back to your spiritual nature and know that we are all connected and a part of the whole of the universal energy and that all you ever need in life is brought to you with out feeding your ego in to wanting the things you don't really need to survive for it is time to get back to just being the soul and the true spiritual being that you are.. let the energy go that holds you back and never be ashamed of where you have been or who you have been with for all those lessons are gone and those experiences made you stronger so your soul needed to go where it was supposed to even if things never turned out lessons were learned so it is time to release all hurt emotions send them to the light so your own soul can be filled with the light of love that is you.. You are love, you need to be able to both give and receive all this energy and not suppress any emotions let your soul free quiet your mind grab a pen or computer and put all your thoughts negative and positive in words also what you desire let it all come out of your system even it is a letter to yourself or your angels, it needs to come out of your soul body  to bring you that peace of mind and peace within your soul, now is the time to let go of all fears.. love and light xx
What it says about Pan "Although Pan's parentage is unclear, he is usually the son of a nymph and possibly Hermes or Apollo. He is half goat and half man. He is the wild, fertility God of the forest and represents our base animal nature as humans. Pan is the God of sexuality and the tales of his sexual exploits are many. He has a heavy scent of animal and earth and expresses the raw and wild aspect of nature. Pan is a playful God who is also known tor his masterful ability with the reeds we call "Pan pipes". (The card is number 21 which in angel numbers means "Your optimism is definitely warranted! The angels are working behind the scenes on your behalf right this very minute. You can help support the angels' work by saying positive affirmations and believing that your dream is already manifesting." this is from DV angels numbers 101.)

Guess who is coming to Melbourne in November here are the details  if you are drawn to go to see where you may of been in a past life and if it affects you today for we still carry fear over in our soul from lives lived in the past nothing ever leaves your soul remembrance .. I am about to buy my ticket it looks like I will be going on this adventure all by myself as no-one wants to take me so I might catch a train down into the city for I am not a city driver for it has too much energy for me to cope with it makes me feel a bit nervy but I do really want to see and be a part of this workshop it will help me find about my past lives as to confirm and learn more about who I am more for there is more to me that I am yet to discover for our souls learn at our own pace and with what it is we as the human can cope with especially with this new energy pushing up old fears so in your next incarnation you hold no fears and are not tied to others with karmic energy for it is in this life time you can let all that go for this energy does push you to do this so if you have been over emotional over little things or for things you may not even know why you feel so sad, anxious or depressed all of a sudden it is because of your old soul energy needing to be released into the light so you can be at peace and so you can also find your inner core and the lessons your soul came for this is done by internalizing everything that has happened to you over your life time and letting go of those things that no longer serve your higher good for it is those things holding your soul back from evolving into the spiritual being that is you, the soul knows why it came and the purpose but all answers are written within your soul body the only way to bring that out is to quiet your mind of daily distractions and to listen to your heart(soul) speak.. Then follow that soul speak with actions that come from a place of love..
 
Knowing your own soul helps to know others and to understand and know where they are coming from with their actions either towards you or towards others for it is the knowing of your own soul you can help others with kindness and love learn about you and your soul to bring about change and peace in the world as hatred will never solve anything it is love, compassion and respect that moves faster as an energy then bitterness and hatred especially in this new energy for it is instantly turned back onto you for the karmic system of energy is on the way out of the universe with it is duality so you become at one with who you are as a soul but also be in harmony with others through your own actions..
It is now Sunday so I will draw the Chakra card and leave you with that message and for one of your energy centres to work on to help bring you peace of mind, body and soul..
The Chakra Insight card reveals  the energy centre to work on it's our Solar Plexus it the energy centre that is yellow in colour and is located in our stomach area between the navel and sternum this is responsible for our vitality  so it  is our intellect, ambition, willpower, personal power, individuality, self worth, freedom of choice, inner child, the ego and personality it is a part of our souls energy centre that will help keep us balanced in our own power if it isn't blocked.
Inner Child so it is time to find the inner child within you the time of remembrance  of when you were the innocent child of wonderment about the world around you without the worries of being an adult with the daily worries of bills, income and what not if you can return to a time in your childhood now where would you be with no worries in the world it was all about playtime, joy and happiness with your family the bad times were mixed in this but they were not your concern as you were protected from this by your parents, so to find your inner child again you need to let  go of all worries and find your playful inner self and innocence once again.. Finding your inner child again will change your energy by opening you up to the joys of childhood you once had think back to what you used to do as a child and visit that place again whatever you were passionate about as a child still lies within you so might need to be rekindled... Also this card might be bringing up in you fears you had from childhood that need to be taken care of and released so you can move forward with your souls purpose of releasing all fears for that fear may of also been carried over from a previous incarnation so it is a deep seated soul fear that your soul came here to work on to help with your soul evolvement.. So reflect back to your childhood and release all fears and find the joy and happiness and innocence of being a child again so release all your worries to the angels so you can let that inner child free and laugh and have fun again for your soul is calling for it.. love and light xx
If your 'Solar Plexus' is out of balance you may be lacking in confidence, suppressing your emotions, show anger, afraid of being alone or not being able to do things alone, passive, overly sensitive to criticism or easily upset, can't make decisions, weak sense of self, fear of power, a need to dominate or control, ego-focused, stubbornness, inability to trust in the natural flow of life, disorders in the physical organs governed by the chakra such as digestive problems, needing approval and acceptance from others to feel worthy, fearful of rejection, taking on to much responsibility, a great need for material security, feeling as though you have no choice, loss of direction or lack of drive, frequent or ongoing anger and frustration, self worth is conditional on what we have or do feel overwhelmed with responsibility for everyone and everything, constantly active... This is from the guidebook that comes with these cards so if you are feeling any of the things listed your solar plexus may need clearing to do this you could do a guided meditation and focus on this area and sent divine light to your energy centre to help unblock the energy you have trapped for it effects your well being.. look on Youtube or Google for meditations or more information.. The card is #18 which in angel numbers from Doreen Virtues book means "Your thoughts are the valve that opens and shuts your financial flow. As you stay positive, all the material resources you need come to you easily. However, worry can stop this flow, so ask your angels to help you stay upbeat, especially where it concerns money."
The beautiful Celtic Women - You'll never walk alone
and Amazing Grace ..
Sending love and light
If you are searching for your
soul quiet your mind from
your ego chatter and listen
to your heart speak take
note of all emotions as
you read any metaphysical
or channellings from spirit
through other sources
for when you self-reflect
and do your soul searching all
that you know is your truth
for what you read will bring up
emotions and the code of
remembrance within your own
soul this is how you find your
soul purpose and your true
self so never stop searching within
for it is your soul that knows all
the answers of your existence.
In this life time but also
that code of remembrance of
all other lives lived.
My own soul searching
still goes on as spirit
brings me more information
to learn about myself as well
as humanity itself my soul
is always learning of what lies
inside of me internally.
love you always.
xxx