A Beautiful Day

Well it's a beautiful day here after the rains we've had since Friday.  I went out and took a photo from my front verandah as I have the best view of all the surrounding hills where I live it is now Autumn and the time to light our wood fire has arrived which is usually April.. Daylight saving has ended as well last night so we have to wind our clocks back an hour the phone and computer has done it automatically I will get around to doing the other ones later..


The view I wake up to everyday can't imagine being anywhere else..
It's so peaceful living in a small town.

The sun is up and brilliant I love the strength the sun gives you in it's heat and brightness..

Our life is for ever changing as nothing ever stays the same we move on or change career, start a family, lose a job, lose a loved one, divorce or many other challenges life throws at us. So how do we cope with all these changes I have personally just gone with the flow if you fight it that is when you make it more difficult for yourself. You have to adapt to what ever is going on and look at things from a different perspective if you think things are against you..

 I like to think "Everything happens for a reason" we don't always know what the reason is at the time it happens that won't come clearer until such time as you can reflect back and have a look at how your life has turned out and know you wouldn't have done it any different or you have a feeling you were guided in that direction by divine intervention, your Angels are always communicating with you through your thoughts and feelings and they do send other messages you just have to learn how to hear them and pick up on them the more you do the signs do become more obvious especially if you specifically ask for help the answer will always come it does come in Angel timing or in Divine time as they don't run by the clock as we humans do. I am still on my learning curve on how to do this but the first thing you must do is to be open and receptive of the concept as nothing will come if you have a closed mind you can remain sceptical until you are sure they are signs you are getting and always ask again for confirmation it was a message you got.   The messages will come through songs, repetitive thoughts or feelings that are persistant. also number sequences (I haven't looked into that yet) and you will always get the answer you were looking for .

 "You will always end up where you are supposed to be in your life's journey and learn the lessons you are meant to learn while on your path and the changes you experiences are a part of that and what you need to learn, both good and bad as we need to experience both as much as it hurts or causes emotional pain at the time"..    

The Angels won't interfere as you still have freewill and choices to make they are only your guiding light and can only help if you ask them to ..  

 

 

 

Always remain sceptical of any ideas as that way you will question everything from your own feelings and thoughts to how things work and if they are for real.. I am sceptical by nature and do always question myself more than anything that is what I call soul searching as to why life is the way it is and to what is happening around me "Why?" is the question you then go on and seek out until find the answer that eases your mind.. The internet is a great tool for finding many answers to many questions on any subject..

 

I always end with a song here is a youtube one I made for anyone having a bad day or struggling..

 Have a great day whatever it is you are doing I've got housework to do ..
xx love always xx

 

Hugs to anyone that needs one - love from me xx

 If your feeling alone and need a hug

 

 Here is a cyber {{{ hug }}} from me xx



and a tune from Celine Dion that I'm listening to as I brought her Love Album on iTunes yesterday

You are never alone your Angels are always with you..

 

 

Another song I love

 

 



Shyness

I wanted to touch on Shyness seen as I mentioned it in my post on "Who I am" -- I was thinking  this morning on what made me so shy .
Was I born this way?
Mum did say I was quiet as a baby, my nan was fairly quiet of nature as well so may of picked some of her characteristics up..
Was it because my sister done my talking growing up?
According to mum she always done the asking if she wanted a drink or any thing , she asked and we both got one being so close in age.. My big sister also craved attention where as I was happy to let her have it and be her shadow, I didn't need the extra attention so that is probably why I did keep my feelings to myself so as not to bring on that attention one gets when throwing tantrums..
Was it because when I did speak I got teased?
My sister always used to tease me about my voice when I was growing up, so that may be a contributing factor but that was just sibling rivalry so I wasn't to concerned about that.. At school though I used to hate reading out loud when I did in High School some of the boys (they weren't from my class) up the back also laughed which did upset me so I don't think the teacher made me do it again or I refused to I don't remember..

Reading my other post it must sound like I live in a world of silence and don't talk, it's not like that at all as I do get along with everyone and talk to them on meeting them in the street, that shy little girl only comes out when I feel vulnerable or in  uncomfortable situations .. I don't suffer from any anxiety disorders or mental illnesses my only medical condition is hypertention which was brought on with my pregnancies.. I don't like silence as I always turn on the TV or have music going so it is rarely quiet.

That shy little girl in 1973
I was the flower girl for my Auntie ..

A quote for the quiet types that usually get a tag of
 Quiet Achiever as they don't say much just toil away and get things done
without all the fanfare..

I have been trying to find something on the internet about shyness and what I've found so far is not what I experienced as I don't have any anxiety associated with being shy or going out in public or any other symptoms they seem to mention.  For me I think it is just a part of me I was born that way and maybe a fear of those awkward moments of silence that we all suffer from when you just have nothing to say or fear of not being heard because of my quiet voice as I also had to repeat everything most the time which can be a pain in the butt.. I'm not shy because I worry what others think of me as that has never worried me as I have always had a *quiet confidence in who I was and known my own limitations but (I do admit that some times I just need a little push in the right direction by those around me to get things done because of my stubbornness).

[*quiet confidence I knew who I was just kept it and my feelings to myself]..

I found this article interesting.. I have included a few paragraphs from it:- click link to read whole article..
("My more sensible self realises this is nonsense, and that shyness (or, for that matter, non-shyness) has no inherent meaning. There is nothing specific to shyness that makes you more likely to be a nice person, or a good listener, or a deep thinker. Shyness might have certain accidental compensations — being less susceptible to groupthink and more able to examine the habits and rituals of social life with a certain wry detachment, perhaps. Mostly it is just a pain and a burden.

Yet shyness remains a part of being human, and the world would be a more insipid, less creative place without it. As Cain argues, we live in a culture that values dialogue as an ultimate ideal, an end in itself, unburdening ourselves to each other in ever louder voices without necessarily communicating any better. Shyness reminds us that all human interaction is fraught with ambiguity, and that insecurity and self-doubt are natural, because we are all ultimately inaccessible to one another. The human brain is the most complex object we know, and the journey from one brain to another is surely the most difficult. Every attempt at communication is a leap into the dark, with no guarantee that we will be understood or even heard by anyone else. Given this obdurate fact, a little shyness around each other is understandable.")

 

The Music I'm listening to at the moment..

 

For those shy, quiet types don't feel bad because you are not like extroverts as you are not alone there are lots of other quiet types in the world that achieve great things they just don't make a grand entrance and let everyone know about it .. You are beautiful the way you are don't let others tell you any different don't be afraid to step out of your comfort zone and give your fears to your Angels so you can be all that you want to be .

xxx

 

 

Immortality - Celine Dion and Bee Gees ..

 

Our souls are eternal and live on after our body has deceased..

 

Souls will meet up again..

Love is what connects them..

 

 

 

This is the description of a Twin soul where your soul is the mirror (blueprint) of
the other persons soul and you can see yourself in this persons soul they are your soul
as they are one soul in 2 bodies one male and one female ..
You will experience pure unconditional  love and a magnetic attraction and
they will be constantly be on your mind even before meeting as you are on the same wavelength.
Soulmate and Twinsoul are 2 different things the internet has many descriptions of the
difference if you are interested to find out more from those who have experienced it..



"From here to infinity our souls will be one"


Immortality the meaning in religious texts..

 

Procrasinating on posting Who I am - The begining..

Well I don't like talking about myself but here goes..  that is why I was procrastinating as I don't like revealing my feelings not even to those who are close to me so starting this blog is hard as I will be baring my soul and that is just one thing for me to overcome if  I am to start this blog to help others out there as that is why I was guided or need to start this blog up..

 I was born in Australia in a small rural town.. I am very shy and reserved  especially around strangers until I feel comfortable and trust those who I come into contact with so I'm very observant and usually gauge people's mood before I speak (I was thinking maybe I can also sense and feel the mood of those around me).  I believe I am very empathetic and put myself in others shoes unconsciously.. You can guarantee I always put others feelings before my own as I can deal with my own feelings and do a lot of soul searching to sort them out and usually do that when I'm alone but I have always done that even as a child..
As a baby mum said I was very placid and content and usually had to be woken up at feed times and she couldn't believe how quiet I was even when I did cry. So things didn't change much growing up as I've always been this way.

Me at about 1

Me and my older sister (dark hair) eating watermelon on the front step



My older sister is 15 months older then me and was my protector and usually done all the talking and asking for things so much so mum thought I was never going to talk or even walk but I tend to do things when I'm ready as I'm a bit stubborn (I will procrastinate if I don't really want to do something).  Mum said we were like chalk and cheese where my sister can talk non stop and she calls a spade a spade I was opposite we also had different shades of hair mine was blonde and long and wavy and my sisters  was dark and curly, things did change though as mine went curly and darker as I got older my sisters is still dark but she now gets it chemically straightened. We were also different in that I always hid my feelings and never told anyone and if I needed to cry I went and hid under the bed covers and went to be alone till I worked things out on my own even on getting physical injuries I never let on I was hurt and refused to tell even the doctor when needed what was wrong, my sister would always cry at the drop of a hat (or raise of a hand) and craved attention so very opposite to me.. I also have 2 other sisters who are again very different personalities to myself and are not shy like me, my youngest sister was born the day after my 12th Birthday so I loved having a real live dolly to play with I also helped mum a lot with the housework so I would be a bit of a nurturer as a teen.. Growing up I didn't feel indifferent to any one else in the class I thought it was just because I was so shy (but maybe it was something else reflecting back on my past or what I can remember of it).  

My sister playing under the sprinkler in our front yard when growing up..

I was thinking also about my first Angel encounter which must of been before I went to school so maybe 3 or 4 I can't remember it myself but my mum said that I was naughty and was over on the wrong side of the road (the one above in the photo it could of even been around that year it was taken) the road leads out to the forestry and was always busy with log trucks and cars,  mum came out from whatever she was doing inside and said that I must of seen her and knew I'd done the wrong thing so went to race across the road just as a log truck was coming  she knew who the  driver was  and said that she was pretty sure they were going to be scrapping me up off the road and that it scared the living daylights out of both her and the man driving the truck  as he seen me and was pretty sure I must of went under his wheels but when it went past there I was standing on the other side of the road unharmed.. Mum and the truck driver where both very shaken I don't remember if I was..  I do know I've always been looked after and wanted for nothing and just taken things as they were or are and I am very easy going person to get along with..

 

I have only recently been exposed to the realm of the Angels but I have been reflecting back and doing a lot of soul searching into who I am, why I am like I am and into my whole life so far,  also what is my 'life purpose' and I've been learning about the world of Spirituality but the interest has always been there into the mystery of the unknown as a teen I remember being fascinated by a Readers Digest book my mum brought "Into the Unknown" and TV shows that explore the world of the unknown and Mystery..

 

 

On my FB wall Doreen Virtue

Well I'll leave that as my 1st post on me and will share more about me on further posts..  I love my music so will also add what I'm listening to as I write this ..

 

 Bye for now stay safe and love always  xx



Enya - I will find you

Books and cards.. goodies in the mail

Before I add the post of Who I am I wanted to share with you my latest purchases I have the books on my Kobo but wanted the paper versions so glad I did as the Daily Guidance book is a beautiful book in hardcover.  I'm also reading Miracles Happen on my Kobo as I find ebooks help to keep me awake paper versions I usually fall asleep after a couple of pages.

A Beautiful book by Doreen Virtue the pictures in it are gorgeous.

Some Angel Tarot cards now I have to learn how to use them to my best abilities
Doreen does have an online course I can take one day when I'm ready..

A book by Dr Brian Weiss who does therapy based on your souls past lives.. Interesting stuff

"Your spiritual journey never ends as you are always learning and evolving

the more you delve into it.."