Hi all sorry I haven't blogged for a while it is now ANZAC day and I'm very tired I was up at 4am this morning as mum asked me to help the ladies of the CWA to get the breakfast for those that attended the Dawn Service we were expecting about 40/50 going on previous years but there was a big turn out and about 100 turned up we had enough food it did get rationed but there was still a lot left over so the plates could of had a bit more on them.. we served toast, snags, bacon, scrambled eggs and tomato.. so they all had plenty and enjoyed it..
I'm a bit to tired to think but here is a message I left on MSN this morning about the diggers and from the diggers that had been running through my mind about all that they and the family left on the home front must of gone through at that time for war effects the whole nation and the spirits of the ANZACS souls still remain on the homeland where they grew up.
Wars do
shape your nation and those spirits or souls that do live on that land
for the energy of every soul remains on the land where it was born and
souls usually return to the same place maybe different locations but
still apart of the same culture for they also return with the same soul
group they have been with for every life cycle everything is recorded in
our book of life as the energy we give out, so all those lives lost in
overseas battles their spirit still remains on their homeland and you
could probably feel them all around you today if you went to any dawn
services or are going later today. Our souls are eternal so there spirit
is a part of the land and will always remain they all send their love
to those they never got to see again for they haven't left really just
changed form and they still guard and watch over us all so our freedoms
stay for they fought for that. Love and light they send down to all you
that remember them for they haven't forgotten you some have returned in
another life so they are probably those children that you love so much
for our souls do return on our choosing for more lessons or to come back
to love where we left off last time I was to also mention those mates
that returned home you had your buddies right by your side as they
watched your struggles to cope with all the battle scars and were there
to hold your hand on the long dark nights of pictures going over in your
head and they look forward to meeting you again when it is time for
your return home to heaven to thank you for your mateship on those hard
days they all wish to say goodbye now and hope this message brings some
peace and love to those who remain.... xx Well thanks diggers that
comment started out as me but I think some wanted to come through my
channel (heart and mind) for it is always open to give messages to those
that might read this sorry don't think I'm callous or playing on this
for I don't like to ignore what comes through my mind so have to write
it down a lot does come through my comments here. xx
Thank you to everyone that has showed up or is a part of my life
today I love you all so much xx
It was my Birthday through the week so seen I have been working so hard I brought myself a few things online so I got a few new decks of cards and books so the first card I pulled this morning which I put on my Facebook page but the message is really a good one for all of us..
I do Love talking about and feeling Loved who doesn't for it is our life purpose everything is based around love whether we are on Earth or in spirit we are all searching for that special person that makes us feel whole again they are out there and your SOUL is the first one to find them but it helps to love who we are first so when you meet them you can give yourself fully to that person and they won't be looking to change you for your true soul will shine through your ego.
Good morning everyone I thought I would break in my new Romance Angels oracle deck for those who happen to read my FB page and are hoping to find a partner or someone special to love at this time of their life.. the message I got was "LOVE YOURSELF FIRST" - so you need to treat yourself with kindness and not look on your past relationships if you have had any for the start of a romance begins with you and how you treat your soul is it with love and kindness you would show ano...ther for if your soul has some fears it will show up in your other relationships for you may have some soul growth and work to do before the perfect soul-mate comes into your life for all our souls do work towards self-worth and to have unconditional love towards another so you don't come in to change some other soul to fit your perfect partner for your partner should be made to fit and compliment each other, so some romances that come into your life are just for those soul growth stints so don't look back look forward and start with love of self first for when that soul mate comes into your life you are already complete for you know your own worth and what it is you are prepared to accept for if they try to change who you are, it is a warning sign of it not lasting for they were expecting someone else or they only love the parts of you that make them feel complete so you are here to help them with soul growth as well.. So if you are complete and happy with who you are the rest will fall into place call on the romance angels to help bring your soulmate Archangel Chamuel will also help you to locate each other when the call is put out don't be too specific for your mate and meeting is already planned if it is meant to be it will be for synchronicity will have you both in the right place at the right time to meet and yours souls will know it was meant to be for your soul already has the plan for you to meet one day but it will be when you least expect it so don't despair and work on self-love first for those souls who are not looking for a partner just yet self-love is essential for we need to treat our self right for when our soul is ready that lover will come along.. If you already have a partner self-love is essential as well for it will only strengthen your bond for your soul will be content with who you are so you won't go searching for what is missing if you have found your true love for you should feel happy and content.. love and light xx
If others can't love you for just being you they don't deserve to be in your life for to
try and change someone is to not love them unconditionally or completely.
Music James Bay - Hold back the River
Love this song..
One more beautifully put together tune from Muso
a nice one to put me to sleep for my eyes are now
struggling to stay open so goodnight and sweetdreams.
Hi all I'm still here after my last post the new energy is making a lot of lightworkers and others a bit emotional, sleepy and other things as well it is doing something to all humans but some may feel it more then others if you are sensitive or an empathic person which I am you will be feeling the energy shift of the universe, if you follow some of the astrologists (I like David Palmer the Leo King and Elisabeth Peru she is in Qld) sites they are explaining what you might be feeling as our body, mind and soul are all recalibrating to help us with the soul evolution that is now taking place.. The Mayans did predict this when they said it was going to be the end of the world some humans took it literally and were preparing for the worse but it was a shift in energy they were predicting so out with the old energy and in with the new which has been happening for a while so we are in the transition stages of the new energy shift which is forcing us to let go of the past so that could mean in this life time but also from past incarnations that we still hold fears from for we do carry some of those within our soul which will affect some of our behaviours in this life time depending on what fears or trauma you might of had in a previous incarnation if you died in tragic circumstances.. So this is a time to release the old emotions that no longer serve you which will make you emotional and teary and you might not even know why, but it is a release of negative energy that you have within your soul so write down everything you are feeling and ask your angels to take away all the emotions that no longer serve you and to replace them with love, so you are at peace with who you are and to also forgive yourselves for anything you might think you have done wrong in your life and if it affected others it is also time to forgive them so you can move ahead and into the new energy so you can discover your true self or your soul self so no ego for that will bring doubts and negative energy into your mind. This new energy is pushing us into new challenges as well so spirit may be leading us to our true path by getting rid of people or jobs that don't serve our higher good or have taken us off our path so some relationships might be feeling a bit of tension because of this energy and bringing out the true soul self which may appear to change some people. So it is most likely pushing people's ego's out if that is who they are or the energy of fear they run off will show in their demeanour. So what ever energy your soul is running off it will be amplified by the new energy so if you walk in the light (love, integrity, compassion and tolerance etc) it will show but it may also make more noticeable to you those that walk in the shadows so in the dark energy of the ego which is self-serving and centred on material superficial stuff in life. The new energy is bringing up this stuff so our souls can deal with it and not suppress all of the emotions within our soul for it wants us to release it all so we can find our true soul and the divinity within for we have more power if we are living in the power of god which is love as it is not only an emotion it is also an energy one that drives our human soul for it is why we came here and when we were in spirit all our human ego traits are dropped so everything is done out of love, or planned out of love for our souls to evolve with the lesson we came here for.
I like this quote for it reminds me of what I do
with not asking anyone for help I do battle through
my struggles whether they are emotional or physical
I battle on regardless.
I've just drawn a card for my FB page but I will relay the message as it is from Archangel Michael but it is for us all not just the Earth Angels that I originally addressed for we are all our own powerbase for survival while on earth that power lies in the knowledge of knowing your own soul
so setting limitations of how you will be treated by others will fall into your power but it also means that you have the power to also affect others with your own words and actions and how you treat people for what you give out, will be a reflection of what is returned to you.
REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE -
Today's message (Wednesday) for all earth angels that read this post it is from Archangel Michael he wants you to remember who you are "You are a powerful, loving and creative child of God, You are very loved".. As you walk your journey on this earth we are to be reminded of why it is we came to do this you may need to soul search and find your true soul if you are not quite there for we are always learning while on earth, but we came here at this time to show others the power of our love and light to help them through this energy phase which has us all releasing and letting go of past pain, during these times call on me AA Michael to help you ride the waves and pass over all your emotions in doing this you will regain your power that is the power of your soul with the wisdom and the love of god you are stronger then you think - stand your ground when you are challenged over who it is you are for you have a purpose on earth for it is this time you chose to have life, you knew it might be a bit rough but it is now time to embrace all this new energy and regain the power that is you always shine your love and light for it add to the energy of the universe but don't let others tell you, you don't know what you are talking about for in your soul you know the truth. Some still might be trying to find out what that is but you are always loved and supported by us in spirit that will guide the way. place your trust and belief in your own self and the intuition of all our energy to get you through for it is now time to show those lost souls what to do, some will still live in fear and most likely call you names - let it go release it for that is only a sign of the soul that they are and their truth is not the same as yours so they can't be changed until they have their freewill choices to believe what they do, it is just a sign they are not as highly evolved as you which is also why you came here this time to help plant the seeds and when the other souls are ready they will turn to you for they will see your strength and the energy in your light, there is no time constraints when this will all happen as the energy shift effect different souls at different times depending on their own path and when or if they decided they might turn to god in the time of need. Some souls are only new to this incarnation stuff so they will not be interested in anything spiritual as their energy is more then likely focused on material and superficial stuff they won't be changed but they also play a role in the energy they give so their may be what looks like chaos around but it is not anything to concern your sensitive souls as everything is always divinely guided by us in spirit and all human souls so just be prepared for anything to happen but don't take anything to heart just concentrate on your own role and your own little world stay centred and at peace so you can help all of humanity for that is all our roles.. lots of love and light you are always loved and protected so stand in your own power and be brave call on us when ever in doubt for we are here to help your soul too to help others .. bye for now love and light let it shine xx Thank you Archangel Michael xx
On Tuesday after an emotionally charged day and a lot of release tears I finished watching the movie "Son of God" which I downloaded over Easter.. sound track above "I Believe" .. Watching what Jesus went through I was calling him to give me some of that strength after questioning myself all day. Jesus was silenced because of his belief and the laws of the day say he blasphemed against God by claiming he was his son which is why he was sentenced to be crucified but he went through some torture first before he was nailed to the cross he knew it was coming for he was psychic and had the power of God within him as we all do for that was his teaching. Also his disciples eventually got killed or went into exile for spreading the word of Jesus and God. As I watched all the people being beaten I thought I was probably there at the time as well or my soul was as others might of been too, all this information lies within our akashic record of every life we have ever lived every thought and action we had which makes up who we are for all the energy of our soul would not be sustainable while we are on Earth so only the parts, bits and pieces of energy come with us as we are born for the tasks our souls sets us up for the lessons or karmic debt we owe from our past actions in each life time so we call on the personalities we need to see us through for what it is we want to learn this time. Did you know our human body would not be able to contain the whole energy of our complete soul for it would burn up that is why we tune into our higher self and other parts of the energy that is our soul to help guide us as the energy over the veil (in spirit) is all connected so your higher soul is connected to others so this helps guide our movements but our freewill choices will always guide our soul in what direction to take to learn our lessons, it is our own soul that is always in the drivers seat of our life and it is our thoughts, belief's and karmic debts that will push or pull this energy known as our soul around so from pre-determined lessons in life to either pay back that Karmic debt (which is a balance of your soul energy from previous life actions) to other lessons your soul wanted to go to, it is always our current soul energy that is in control by our very own thoughts and actions. So we are our own powerbase after all we are energy in a carbon based body. We are always connected to those in our soul groups and synchronicity will bring you together when the time is right to meet for those lesson whether it is a short lesson or a long lifetime connection your soul will always know when it is time to end the relationship or to make changes in your own life, for you will have the feeling of being stuck or just knowing there is more but not understanding what it is you need or want so your soul will go searching or spirit will intervene to help with putting you on the right path so by chance something will come up in your life that changes you or makes you find a new direction in life.
Today's Thursday guidance is "Harmony" so to be at peace with yourself you need to be at peace with others so in relationships it maybe time to make peace and to see the other persons point of view and to maybe not agree with them but to try and understand where it is they were coming from in the way they treated you and why they found it necessary. A lot of people act out of anger because of some fear they have which could stem from something that is happening in their life at the mo... ment, it could be a soul deep reason not even one they are aware of, so maybe something you said triggered that reaction which caused a chain reaction in you. Forgive them for your own peace of mind so any emotions aren't playing over in your mind causing un rest in the relationship. You don't need to keep rehashing old issues in your mind as it will cause you to react in fear yourself towards others so you won't have harmony in your life as you still carry that person and those old feelings with you. Forgive and forget for you and let the other person walk away as they no longer serve your higher good and will keep bringing disharmony and disruption to your life, if it is a relative you can still only contact them when necessary or as little as possible for they are most likely in your life to push your buttons to make you self evaluate who you are for there is a reason everyone comes into your life to help you with your soul growth so some are sent here to test us to see what choices we make in how we react to their bullying or irritable ways for everyone is ultimately a reflection of who you are in the way your emotions come out. So to stay in harmony with yourself and other forgive and release all negative emotions to do with that relationship do it for "you".. love and light xx
I like this quote for once you find your own soul, you do see everyone as a soul and no different then you, only they had their own choices in life for their journey and soul lessons are not the same as you so you will not judge them.
One last song as I've talked enough I think I have to work this weekend and the next so I'm busy, busy, busy again with daylight saving finished my body clock has not adjusted just yet for I get very tired in the afternoons or by night as I started this post yesterday, I also started one on Sunday but got so tired I will go back to it for it is in the draft stage I wanted to go into finding the God within which is actually your soul, but you do need to perceive how you look at God and yourself in a different light which I will try to explain as it goes to the heart of being the spiritual being that you are where life and death are seen as a recycle of your soul so you can learn other life lessons each time you come to earth.
Hi it is now lunch time and it's another one of those emotionally draining days I feel so tired and my tears just won't stop, I don't feel like eating but I really should because it is lunchtime and I do have to go back to work soon.. My soul is in shut down I think as it feels like I'm going through grief and feel so alone because I can't help you as you go through this pain and because your not there I feel so alone.. I went for my walk and the tears didn't stop as I came to a fork along my path and thought what a great metaphor for how I feel today so pretty sure it was a message from spirit just for me to say it will be okay it is just a little hiccup he will find his way, but I picked the fork up and threw it away, there is also a message in that I just wrote by throwing the fork away it means release the emotions of what is making you feel this way.. I was listening to Kryon as I walked around the oval Lee Carroll has been at Ullaru so in Australia, I'm pretty sure he was talking to me as he mentioned sharing tunes from your iPod (at 16.50) and about feeling alone right near the end I think what Kryon was saying only made me cry more.. Here is the channelling I was listening too.. I do love Kryon for I get what he means for I have the inner knowing and he has backed a lot of things for me and he gives me spiritual logic and answers a lot of things I question but also teaches me a lot to pass on as I make my discoveries.. So when I looked at my phone and FB all the messages I was getting was LOVE and you are loved from the songs on the radio as I turned the key the radio was singing about love I feel the angels were talking to me to keep going to shine my light but my light goes a bit dim when you are not around.. I know you need to take time off to help your soul grow and my time to will come to do the same for I'm not sure of my path or how things are going to go for I never plan my future just go with the flow, it is in God I always place my trust for he has so far in my life brought me all I need..
Here was the fork on my path as I walked around the oval this morning the photo was taken after I tossed it as I thought about things while I was doing another lap. Here is what I wrote on FB later.
When you get to a fork on your path pick it up and throw it away and keep on heading in the direction your soul knows to go. The fork I came across on my walk this morning a sign to keep on going. Thanks kyron and spirit for sending all these messages. Love and light xx you are never alone and always loved xx I just wondered what would you do with the fork? "The fork being a metaphor for when you come to a difficulty in your life".. Stand stagnant with the same worries while you decide which way to go or toss it aside and keep on going in the direction your heart is telling you to go.?? ** I also mention Kyron because in his book the Journey the man named Michael is going on a journey and after every house he comes to a fork in the road he has a map (the map is blank and he is to use his intuition) on which way to take to get to the next house as he goes to each house he is equipped with everything he needs to go on his journey he always has freewill to make his choices but if he listen to his intuition he is following his heart. All through his journey there is a dark shadow following him which represents his ego (fear) it is trying to catch up to him and trick him and stop his journey.. Michael's journey is a his life it is a great little book with hidden meanings in it with Kyron's metaphors.. xx
The card I drew this morning was about "SPIRITUALITY" so this is a card to remind us all to look at who we are and find the God that is within us for all our souls are the same a creation of God so we are all the same, once you find out who you are, you will see you have the power of god within you to help each other and be a compassionate soul and look after your fellow man for we are all here to achieve the lessons for our soul energy, the energy is changing for it is time for all souls to see the wisdom and mastery that is inside you, you don't need outside sources to make you feel a certain way because you are the master or hero of ascertaining into your life all that you need by just believing in yourself and loving who you are for you are like Jesus and can manifest into your life all the love and abundance that you need. LOVE and not FEAR is the base of spirituality for God is love and all that we need for that is the souls aim when it comes here from spirit to look for what it is we had in heaven that is unconditional love, for with that comes integrity, compassion and empathy so peace..
With spirituality it is all about you not getting others to believe what you say but to help them to discover for themselves that they to have had the miracles in life and angels around for we are all guided by the same spirits with our own special team that guide our soul where we promised to go when we came here to earth to fulfil a mission, and to discover our life purpose it is not easy as there are a lot of emotional roller coasters to ride as you make these discoveries for you may find people that are connected to your soul through current relationship or new ones might be found but in reality we are all connected and really one for the universal energy is something we all are a part of.. To start you on the path of spirituality you have to start with "Who am I".. and go from there your guides and angels will help you find the answers you need so trust in them, trust in yourself and enjoy the journey start that soul searching for you hold all the answers to everything inside for your soul always knows, follow your heart for your true path and never give up when you hit a fork in the road, keep on going for you are never alone.. 77 in Angel numbers means "keep up the great work! Everything you're doing right now has the midas touch!."
Spirituality is about discovering your soul so your true self so you have power, truth and knowledge of knowing why you are here, spirituality is never about anyone but you for we all have our own truth's of what it is our soul has been through all of the incarnations we have lived through my soul is an old soul so do often feel alone even though I have family and loved one's around but for these last couple of years I have been about finding out who I was but I was being pushed to discover these things because I do have a higher calling of why I'm here and my soul mission is only love and helping others awaken to find them self as well I was feeling pretty lost as I sat alone up at the cemetery that day crying my little heart out because I knew there was more, I have found it and it has not been easy for I have had many days of how I feel today and things go over in my mind of who I am and why I feel so different to others for in my blue print of life I have a soul energy but I am only half of the whole for we all have a twinflame and when you find them you go through a transformation yourself to do a bigger duty to help lift the energy of the planet so that is the shift we are going through and a lot of twinflames are finding each other so have to go through a lot of soul growth and finish off with karmic debt from previous life times for this is the final incarnation for them if they connect but they have to connect with themselves first and find the god within before they physically unite so god won't let that happen until both souls are in harmony with them self and god for the love is that intense when they unite they need to be at peace with their own life and who they are for they carry the same blueprint and soul energy so they feel each others pain, they know each other for they are the same so they won't be able to hide a thing from each other in the way of feelings for they are spiritually connected in everyway.. They feel complete as one but when separated they feel disconnected from the other so they are probably going through soul growth or further lesson.. More can be found on the web about the Twinflame relationships google it..
Hi all it is now Sunday and I'm feeling peaceful today maybe I needed a bit of optimism thrown at me from the last messages as well for I know everything will be alright and things will turn out and in divine time all the things we want will come to us.. I've just put a roast and a cake in the oven for dinner tonight so being a bit domesticated today but that is everyday for that is what my soul chose me to be this time around, here to look after others welfare but must take time out to also take care of me which is a job we all must do in the hustle and bustle of life just take a little break from it all and take the time to do the things you enjoy either by yourself or with loved one's.. because if you look after you first, don't forget to have some fun for it helps keep your energy reserved to look after others in return it also raises your vibration..
Don't be pulled into others darkness instead show them your light so they can find their way out of that darkness alone, but beware when they start to drag you down to their level it is time to let them go and find your light again and hope they can find there way one day, for what is meant to be will be. So stand up for others but also stand up for yourself to remain strong.
After yesterday's message a bit of positivity for today keep looking up, for when you look down you are bound to trip over your negativity for your eyes are closed to all the potential of what it is you could be doing, it's not what you can't do but rather what you can even if you think you have nothing, for all things start with a dream or a little thought and grows for you have planted that seed of hope.
The Indigo cards and message for this week..
AUTHORITY - Just a reminder of why the Indigo's are here they are here to challenge the authority figures that may not always be truthful or be in a position to enforce other rules on people because they do not come from a place of integrity, so you are here to go where others fear to tread in dealing with the authority figures for you have the instincts to root out any problems within any system that seems to be no longer working in society to you are shining the light in the dark places where others fear to go.. Also Indigo's don't like being controlled by others especially those in authority so they may some times hit out in anger when they feel they are being controlled by others which in turn gives the Indigo grief for acting out in anger so they start having self doubts about what happened when faced with situations that challenge those in authority for no-one likes being faced with the truth and some react in hurtful or hateful ways towards the messenger which is most likely an Indigo for they do challenge others with the truth all the time.. so just be wary of your own sensitive nature when having to deal with others try and come in with a less aggressive approach for the answers you seek will come easier if you don't put the authority figures back against the wall..
EMOTIONAL SENSITIVITY - "Honour and respect your deep sensitivity, as it is a gift to us all". So don't be scared off by your sensitive nature as well are your hard exterior for it is our sensitivities that can detect how others are feeling so it is where our intuition and sixth senses come in for you can feel others so can anticipate their reactions when you challenge them and be wary of those that might not be coming from a place of trust. Know yourself and what it is you allow others to get away with in how they treat you.. Open up your empathic heart and you will see others through a compassionate eye even if they seem to be doing the wrong thing, remember they have their own path to walk so will make choices you wouldn't you can mention it but in the end you have to let them face their own consequences because our choices do create our destiny for we either learn from them or do it again so next time we might make a different choice if faced with the same situation.
WRITE ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS - Start a journal or blog and start expressing all the thoughts and feelings you have for you never know what wisdom lies within your soul until you start writing about everything that runs through your heart and mind for that is where our creativity starts and where our messages from our guides and higher self come from, you could try automatic writing where you start of with you or a question you need to ask of your soul and in the beginning it will be you writing but slowly the pen transforms and just flows without you doing much thinking at all, you do filter what is coming through your heart but it will be your pure heart and thought that speaks so your higher self will begin to take over once the flow starts on the page.. You may eventually use these thoughts and feelings for you can refer back to them as you never know what will come through until it lands on the page. Besides that it helps you to release all those pent up emotions so you don't have to burden your soul with them for you can then ask your angels to help let the negativity of your feelings go so all that you are left with are those peaceful ones that are for your higher good so the loving feelings if any will remain with you but the hateful, hurtful ones will be released whether they are about yourself or others for we need to let them go to find our inner peace. My Prayer: Thank you for helping me tap into my God-given creativity and wisdom so I clearly express myself and glean insight, blessing, and healing."
You may also get your guidance and other ideas from writing down all your thoughts for our guides and angels do send us things from time to time to help guide the way to where it is our soul needs to go so they will plant the seeds for you and your freewill can help to make them grow..
ASK FOR A SIGN - Always ask for signs from your guides and angels for they do give them and if you are uncertain ask again to clarify and if the same messages seem to be coming up all the time rest assured it was heaven sent and the answer you had been looking for.
MANIFESTATION POWERS - "Use your spiritual gifts and natural abilities to attract your desired outcome." God equipped us all with the powers to make our dreams come true so we manifest into our life what it is we want or need Indigo's are great at doing this as they are great movers and shakers and know how to get things done that is why they are usually leaders or are able to lead others into doing things as well so they cause a chain reaction by the very actions they do as th ey are very inspiring to others. Jesus was a great at manifesting what it was he needed we are no different for we are also the son or child of God, Jesus was the leader to all men to show them their own power to get what it is they need so if you can dream it you can have it you only have to believe in yourself and being able to manifest and achieve all it is you need. Take it step by step and all will fall into place have faith for doubts cancel out the energy of faith for what you believe is what will happen that is how you manifest by your thoughts then actions and asking for assistance from your spiritual team for they make it happen if you are serious and have great intent on doing what it is you trying to achieve.
BE PROUD - So it is time to stop and celebrate all that you are for you have been through so much all the trials and tribulations, all the ups and down were all meant for a purpose to help your spiritual growth to make you into a strong person that can with stand all life throws at you for the hardest times are meant to make you strong once you get over the other side of all the emotional hurt. So be proud of all you've done for things can only get better after you have a fall for the only way is up once you have been down, so keep your thoughts positive for there is nothing you cannot achieve once you put your mind to it for you are always loved and supported by spirit to fulfil those dreams. On card "It's time to celebrate all that you've achieved, all that you are, and all that you will become!. Every once in a while it's important to stop and acknowledge what you've achieved and to be proud."
Remember in life there are no mistakes, accidents or coincidences for everything is meant to be to teach our soul a lesson for that is why we came here to learn and to balance our karmic energy. You've made it this far keep going for the best times might still be ahead and it will turn out what your soul planned it to be, your struggles might be over now so you can have a life of peace if that is what you chose it to be. So be proud of who you are and be proud of who you are yet to be, be proud to be just the person god made you to be. Love and Light xx
FOCUS CARD - Is the same one that came out last night so you may have a spiritual career ahead of you maybe you just can't picture it yet maybe that is why Archangel Michael wants you to start writing all your thoughts and feelings down for you may start channelling messages in the future to share your wisdom for you may not know your psychic powers just yet, you as an Indigo have a lot of wisdom to share so your spirit team wants you to start recording or writing down all you know bring it up from your soul without much thought for that is how the new energy is working for us, and bringing old souls Akashic record up to explore for every light worker or spiritual person has something different to add for they have their own unique record of all the lives they have lived so a lot of knowledge is to be shared to help all souls reach soul maturity and to help them cope with this new energy for old souls have seen lots of things in all there life times but it is only now we get to share them just to be of service to all of mankind.. So what ever ideas you have been getting lately are what you are meant to be doing whether writing a book, blog or motivational speaking all that you need in the way of finances to help you get the project off the ground will come to you, don't ask how or worry for the spirit team will get them to you by either giving you more ideas or someone will come into your life to assist.. Use your instincts to know who to trust and if this person is heaven sent remember to ask for signs. 78 in angel numbers means "your present focus and actions have tapped into the universal financial flow of abundance. Stick with your current plans, as they're on the money".
Some quotes today to share the love and to
uplift your spirit and soul.
I feel like sharing the love tonight so here is Elton John
and another just because I love you and Celine Dion
Hi all it is Saturday night and I've just done a card reading for my blog and anyone that comes to read it I hope you get the messages you need from the Angels to help guide your soul for that is why we have angels within us and surrounding us to support our soul to where it is we need to go, our freewill will always win over so we need to listen to our inner voice and follow our hearts for we will always be on track to where it is our soul knows to go for the lessons we came to learn, however what ever choices we make are not a mistakes just a chance for us to look at and within our self for the answers we need to help us on our way for some of the things that do happen maybe just karmic debt from a prior life time so we came to even up that energy to help our soul growth, for in this world of duality we are to experience all kinds of things and the emotions that come with it that is how our soul grows and evolves otherwise we would be stagnant and always in the same place as a soul and that is not what God or our soul is about or why we chose life.. Today I haven't done a great deal I went and voted then done some housework and reading, it has turned a bit chilly now Autumn is here so we lit the fireplace to take the chill out of the air in the house there is nothing like the warmth of natural wood heating love it.. Today I have been emotionally up and down this energy is also playing havoc with my emotions so the tears have flowed a few times today so I have been feeling a bit melancholy and doing some more soul searching today and sending love energy out to those I feel need it today and everyday.. for we all need some love energy in our life or we do feel alone in this world.. You are loved always xx
We are all connected by the energy that gives us all life so be kind to one another and to yourself for you are perfect in every way and made to be the person you are for a reason, others will judge you or hate you but that is not your problem it is theirs for not seeing the real you only assuming they know the true self or the spirit or the soul of who you really are for only you know who that person is and the journey you have had to walk as you get your life lessons..
The angels, guides and your spirit team want you to know you are fully supported with what ever you decide to do with your life if you are looking at changing jobs or starting fresh in this new energy they are standing by to love and support you as you decide what it is your soul needs.. Our Angels and guides love us unconditionally and see the struggles we go through but they also know it is for a bigger purpose and are always ready to support you in any way all you need to do is ask and have faith they have your back and all your dreams, desires and intentions will be met in divine time we don't ask for specific things for they may even deliver something better then you expect for they know your soul and what it is you came here to learn so they will send messages to us through our thoughts, emotions help with ideas to get us started in where it is we need to go, we do have to put in the effort and do our part but if you believe all things do come to you for a reason even people for they are also messengers of God with the angels and guides within them to help you out when you need it, so accept anything that comes your way for it may be heaven sent to help support you in your time of need..
The next card is #78 spiritual career so if you are looking into starting a career in the mind, body and soul area you will be fully supported and all that you need to start up your business will come to you if you state your intentions and stay positive as to where it is you want to go in life for our spirit team always supports us you only need to ask for help and keep the faith and in divine time all you need will come to you by the law of attraction even your clients are drawn to you by external forces of spirit. 78 in angel numbers means "your present focus and actions have tapped into the universal financial flow of abundance. Stick with your current plans, as they're on the money". So what ever ideas you have been getting whether they are in the spiritual field or not maybe you haven't even thought about going into that field yet with motivational speaking or life coaching for whatever wisdom you have you need to share it with the world as you have been through a lot of struggles maybe so have a lot to share with the world for how you climbed your way back up when you were knocked down, but hidden deep within all our souls in an unknown wisdom just waiting for you to explore and to share your discoveries with the divine for they will help and support you all the way it might even be writing a book for all our creativity comes through our soul and lifts our vibration so we can hear and feel our guidance to help us.. If you have any ideas and don't have the financials just yet try not to worry for all things start with just a dream and then you ask the angels to help you gather the funds and before you know it your dream is up and running. Don't forget to thank all the angels for the blessings they give you in your life, for the more blessed you feel the more things will come to you when you need them..
The final card is from Archangel Michael decide to be happy now. With this new energy and change we are experiencing at the moment a lot of emotional stuff is coming up for us to deal with but it is always up to us and an internal thing to stay happy with who we are and our current circumstances as nothing is ever final so the situation you are in won't last but you need to let go of those negative emotions in order to find you inner peace and happiness if you are having trouble with letting go of that which doesn't serve you call on Archangel Michael to clear the decks and replace them with joy, for negativity will block the positive energy you need to succeed and follow your dreams. Negativity will see your ego have the power so your dreams and desires will be stopped in their tracks until you can see things from a different perspective in your life and the circumstances you have found yourself in at the moment. Change perspective and you will see things just fall into place as spirit is ready to support what it is your soul needs. The prayer on the card "Thank you for helping me open my heart to happiness, joy and bliss. I am now willing to see all of the goodness in my life."
Happiness always comes from within so no matter how you are feeling try and look at things from a different perspective at least for a day, for it only takes one day to change your whole outlook on life if that one day turns into everyday along will come your inner peace. Positivity brings a peace of mind so if when all you feel is a negative energy look for something to be positive about in your life for it only takes one thought to change the way you think.. Optimism brings success for you see yourself out of a difficult situation or you just know everything will be okay because it always is, you just might need to take a detour or a different route to get to where it is you are going..
So many quotes online here are just 3
When one door closes or something happens in our life it happens for a reason that reason is the universal forces pushing us to where it is we need to go or to change the way we were doing things for it might of taken off our true path, sometimes we get a little nudge from spirit to help wake us up to face who we are and to bring us back to where it is our soul promised to be in life at any given time.. Our soul is bigger than you think our soul is a part of the universal energy that does push and pull us around sometimes and the lessons we get are hard on us emotionally but that doesn't last as god gave us all the power to overcome the hard times.. and we do get help from spirit if we only learn again to communicate and ask for what it is we need to help us on this journey called life..
Negativity stops our soul from hearing the guidance that comes from within.
The song playing now on my iPod is
Cold Chisel - All for you
Another song Goo Goo Dolls -Iris
From my favourite movie City of Angels for they
are really around us in life guiding us for a bigger
purpose if only you could see. I know you have run
away for it scares you so, but that is okay for I will go
it alone if I must for you always have the freewill to
change your mind and I'm not ready anyway for I
still have spiritual growth to go through it is in God
I trust to lead the way for all our dreams to come
true, I am probably talking to myself as I am
often alone for I am an independent soul with
good intentions and it is only love I need to give and receive.
My love is what brings my light in wanting to help
and nurture your soul for I want to protect it from any
more hurt for I also feel that pain for you see we
carry the same soul energy..
Sending Love and Light
I hope everything is alright for I have faith in you
and fulfilling all your dreams for they will come
true if you have a little faith in who you are and know
nothing in your past matters anymore for you are a new
person with a lot stronger disposition for all you
have learnt is far behind you it is time to put a smile back
on your face for the spirit team is your support in
whatever it is you are destined to do for it
is your soul that has already chosen the plan
and Wendy was your #1 fan she is still standing by
our side as she watches over the world she left behind
she now has a better place to see that everything is as it should be
for you will remain her honeybun forever if you remain having fun.
For love is the only thing she now sees in everything we do and love is
the only thing that matters in the end. So keep on living and loving
for only you know how the dreams you have will be
fulfilled so hang in there and you will see the angels
are standing by to support you in everyway the only thing
that is stopping you is what goes on in your mind so turn a negative in to
a positive for the best things are waiting for you yet to see.
Hi all well it is Thursday evening and there is a Autumn chill in the air we had to light up the fireplace I'm in a another room where my computer is and all my craft gear (my office). Today has been one of those days when I just want to cry I was okay this morning until I started soul searching as I some times do about my life and all that has happened I've been going to do a post on how to 'search your soul' for that is where my journey with the angels started not that long ago last year I found out a lot about myself and others connected to my soul it started with a book ("Saved by an Angel" by Doreen Virtue) that was a suggestion in an email on the day Phillip would of turned 21 I did blog about it here as I was soul searching and asking lots of questions which I was always led to the answers for our Angels, guides and spirit love to feed our curiousity of their side of the veil as it is called by Kryon who I discovered on my quest to learn about souls and where we go when we die for when I lost Phillip I knew about psychics and sensed when my son was around by the clock so I just delved further into our souls and mine working out the times the I was saved by Angels it has been many some I don't remember. Our Angels and guides live within us but it is up to us to awaken them and to invite them into our life to help with our journey that is our freewill god granted us but God is also within us as we are his creation, so we are a part of the whole of creation we aren't separate from God or each other for we are all connected by the same life forces that is our soul.. Each soul is different and each soul has it's own lessons and karmic debt from other life times which we came to even up the energy with our life lessons so we all have different energy and different paths we need to take but we are all the same really emotionally it is only our thoughts and beliefs that set us apart..
SOUL SEARCHING
To go inside yourself all you do is look at all the emotional turmoils and the events you have had in this life time and see what lessons you learnt from those times for they were for your soul growth and karmic energy that needed to be evened out which was to teach your soul something else so you wouldn't repeat the same pattern. If you had a lot of work to do in this incarnation you might have a lot of different jobs or past relationships for everyone comes into teach our soul lessons that we wanted them to come in and help us with only you will know about those if you search your own soul now or when we return to spirit we get to review every thought, action and reaction we had for it is all recorded in our Akashic record that we have carried over in every life time.. When I started searching my soul I started off with "Who am I" so why did I have certain character traits my main one why was I so shy I now know why it was for my own protection but also because that is what my soul chose to do this life time because I had a bigger purpose which I am still discovering but I also have an inner knowing what it is, but still have to take it day by day as I don't know my future or my destiny only my dreams that I have put in and I trust they will come to me, as they always have in divine time. I also looked back on every major event in my life or how I came to meet the people I have in my life but also I have been reading a lot on our souls and other books I have been guided to when I had questions which triggered other memories within me and a lot of new emotions since I shut down my heart because of the grief of losing Phillip, something opened it again an intense love I've never felt before so I invited the divine and angels into my life but this has all been in timing with the new energy shift that all humans are experience but lightworkers (or those that are spiritually aware and here to help others) and those more sensitive will be feeling the energy shifts for they started a while ago so it stirs up your emotions, may make you tired, feeling drained and even waking you up early hours of the mornings or keeping you awake especially if you have a lot running through your mind like bringing up things in your past that you still hold emotions over even things from your past life that you may not even know about, your dreams might be bringing in these past life events so you can deal with your souls emotions.. So my emotions and tears have been all over the place so having up's and down and a lot of tears shed some from others energy, sometimes over my own negativity and other stuff that is being dragged up out of my soul most the time I have no idea or things will just set me off with the tears flowing I have been feeling like this from yesterday in the morning when I was thinking about my own journey and how I feel so alone sometimes mainly because I am independent and don't let others in on what I'm feeling so haven't let many people get that close to me so I feel I have pretty much walked alone as I think independently as well so others probably don't really understand me, they don't even try most the time as I'm generally ignored or was most the time, maybe having a soft voice contributed to that... My soul only required love, support and security in this world and that is what I have got with my family around, the rest of the journey is up to me so I put my trust in God to bring me what else I need for I have found it only can't reach it just yet.
So to sum it up to go soul searching look at..
Who you are?
Where you've been?
Who has been in your life?
How did any relationships end?
Do you have any remaining emotions attached to that ending?
Would you do anything differently?
What have you learnt from any experiences?
Any other question you have of yourself such as character traits and why you think you are like that?
The further you delve into your soul the more you will understand who you are and where it is you are heading for our soul does know what it came to learn and why you have certain traits, ask your angels or guides for they will point you to where it is you will find the answers but most of them lie within you for you are a lot wiser and know a lot more then your human self.
A song break love this song.
James Bay - Hold back the River
So on Tuesday I was doing some soul searching at work and thanking the angels for always being around me and pulling me up when I was feeling down and I have many times when growing up, and lots after I lost Phillip as I so desperately wanted to join him as the pain was that great all grieving parents feel the same what stopped me was love, love of my family and not wanting to put my mum through that same pain I was feeling at the time, love of my kids and not wanting them to find me and not having anyone there to watch them grow and make sure they were looked after in everyway with a mothers love although looking back I know I wasn't there completely because I had closed my heart to feeling anything else so went into auto pilot and just got up and done what I had to, to make sure everyone was looked after meanwhile hiding my own pain I tucked that neatly away where I didn't have to deal with it for I cried until I could cry no more at the time for how many years I don't know for looking back I can't remember some of the things the kids done growing up, so when it comes to telling stories of what the kids said and done I come up with blanks maybe because that was how I was feeling so nothing stuck in my memory.. So looking back I should of been there fully for my kids as they were probably feeling the pain of losing a brother as well but I just couldn't, I think I may of been pushing all feelings away from everyone just so I would never have to feel pain again I did eventually pull myself out of it but not until my heart opened could I do that fully and release all that pain. Anyway just after thanking the Angels when I finished work and hoped in my car it was 11:11 so I knew the angels were around me and others I had been thinking about.. The message that came out at work I put onto Facebook through my phone as it came and added a bit more when I got home for lunch.. I should also mention other times in my life I have also wanted to go home so I didn't think I could cope with life and the changes in it but then things would just happen to convince me to stay so I had a reason to stick around I never had depression or anything like that just an urge to go home but most the time things have just fallen in my lap at the right time so I do know I have been looked after with some effort from me but not much.
WHY WE CHOSE LIFE
We don't come to earth to change other souls we chose life to change our own soul on the path of life that is our journey we all have our own soul lessons some good some very emotional, soul growth comes through the most painful lessons that change who we are and our outlook on life in general. When you learn one lesson you move onto the next, if you don't learn the lesson the first time your soul will continue with that lesson until your soul growth has... taken place that won't be until you surrender to the emotions and let them out to the universe if you keep holding onto the old emotions they will only drag your soul down letting your ego have the power over you so you can't see your self worth and the love and light within. Lesson - Let go and let god have that which doesn't serve your higher good so your journey in life is a lot smoother always search for the light within for it is your power. **Other souls are on our journey by our choice as we asked them in spirit to be there and to act a certain way into helping with our soul growth so everyone that has entered your life at some point was asked by you out of love to help your soul grow and to help you balance your karmic debt that your own soul decided it needed in order to learn the lessons it came here for, but while we are on the earth plain we are given freewill and choices in how we react to those lessons and if our soul is where it wants to be, our soul talk comes through dreams, ideas and thoughts so when you look within and quiet your mind of all the daily clutter your soul will reveal what it wants to learn next or where it is you need to go in life.. The soul always knows what you had pre-planned as your lessons it is only a matter of quieting your mind enough to hear your inner voice and guidance as long as negativity and your ego has the power your soul will be taken on detours to get you to your predestined plan, that is why it is essential to keep your ego in line and to only use it to weigh up the pros and con's of all the choices you make. Nothing is ever a mistake, accident or coincidence everyone and every choice you make was meant to be to help with that soul growth and the evolution of mankind itself**.. Keep smiling because you are loved and not alone through this journey of life the angels and spirit have your back and will envelope you in the energy of love for mankind and humanity. love and light xx
Today I went and had my haircut and brought a few presents for myself I'm watching the movie now my son Sammy is in the room and is asking me how can you type and watch a movie at the same time Heaven is for Real the son is just in the hospital now and the dad is praying not to take his son I done that when Phillip went into hospital when he was limp and lifeless as a 20 day old because he had a hernia blocking off his bowel so was rushed to Melbourne hospital I remember praying to God not to take my son from me yet at least let him go to school and learn to write his name and that is all the time he had but reading the books I have I believe it was pre-planned that way for when our soul comes in we can chose to die within a certain age range after we learn our lessons or to come in and help others to reach spiritual awareness in theirs which I feel Phillip done for me because on a few occasions I have talked to him through my Medium ship cards and he said he was with our pets and out the bush where the accident happened we put one of our deceased dogs after it got attacked by a neighbours hunting dog of some description, he also said he was my guide which I believe as well because of the little hints and messages he left me before and after his death and through dreams and just little things he said and the fact my 2 year old seen his spirit floating above his coffin when we went to view him before his funeral, I did hear footsteps run up the hall way one night but when I checked on the other 2 kids they were both sound asleep tucked up in bed. Then the clock only rocking on special occasions which I blogged about it has now stopped again not sure why.
Here is what I brought a book and a movie.
I've just drawn a card for tonight and guidance for anyone that needs it for the message will always hit the one it is meant for, it could be for anyone that reads my blog they will know and have their own messages so watch for your own thoughts and feelings as you read my post..
Archangel Raziel wants you to "TAKE BACK YOUR POWER" we all have our own power it is held within us as God created us to live in our own power we do this by setting our intentions and knowing when to let go and release emotions that no longer serve us and being able to walk away from situations that we know are dragging us down as they sap all our energy that is when our ego comes in and we start doubting ourselves and why we are here at all, we lose focus of our true path because we become trapped by our own negativity but it could also be negativity from others that have been judging us or our actions towards others. By getting our power back we can walk away and have the strength and courage to keep on walking because it doesn't matter what others think of us all that matters in the end is what we think of our self and being able to live with our own truth.. If you aren't happy with your truth change it for we as souls are always in charge of our own destiny by our very own choices we don't have to chose to live in a negative energy, we can rise above that and start living in the positive and knowing you can get past any hurdles and pain in our life, because we have done it many times. Our soul is always in charge of how we want to feel when others are coming at us, we can chose to ignore others and listen to our own truth or we can listen to others and let them have our power along with our ego who loves to see us down in the dumps and playing things over in our mind about how bad, or stupid we think we have been to let others walk all over us.. Things don't have to be like that for you have the power to change your feeling and when you find that power no one will ever again make you feel small or used because you won't let them for you can walk away when you know it is not in your best interest. You also have the power to manifest into your life the things you want, desire or need by simply living your truth and asking for heaven's help to bring to you what you need to help you on your journey for everything will come to you if you stay focused on what it is you need, if you need more money or job security you start by asking and staying positive that all the things you need will come to you in divine time so you always have to believe you are worthy of these things and know that what you think will be the outcome you were hoping for.. If you picture your success already and see your self where you want to be and take things one step at time and stay positive by law of attraction and the energy you are putting into what you want will just come to you when spirit sees you are ready it will just fall in your lap so it could be instant or it could take more time depending on what your intentions are and if it involves other people for with divine time everyone needs to be in sync so things just fall into place.. On the card "Use your God given power and intention to manifest blessings in your life." Call on Archangel Raziel to help you find your power and courage to do what you have to do to bring you some inner peace to regain your power ... love and light xx
Knowing your own soul is giving you power for you know yourself that well you won't accept or expect things from others so they can't take from you what you are not willing to give.. You will be less of a doormat for you will know your limits and not let anybody hurt you for you can love without conditions and not expect anything in return. So start your soul searching and find out "Who am I?".. It will be worth it and you will discover others on your journey as I have.
An awesome song that was just on the movie sound track of Heaven is for real
Compass by Rascal Flatts..
Sending love and light
Sorry if I said anything to upset
you for my heart is breaking too.
I wish I could help you
and take your troubles away
the only solution I can find is to
invite the angels into your
life for they help me so
much with mine
and they led me to you
for a special purpose only you
can find that within it is okay
to feel sad, mad or angry
just know if you were to release
them, all will be okay for
you will be free as no one
will hold their power over you
by clinging onto old emotions.
The only thing I feel is love and compassion
for all you have been through for
you don't deserve any of that when
your only intention is love but you
deserve to have that love returned for
just being the awesome person you
are for I see the god within you that
others may not know for I know
that soul for it is the same god that
is within me.. missing you..
so I'll go to bed and shed a tear
and hope you will be okay
so sending my prayers and the angels
with their healing divine love
are doing the work for me.
