Spirit energy what is it? xx

Hi all I finally got over that psychic attack it cleared on the Sunday after my last post with a beautiful dream and some loving energy from the divine and angels plus a message from a psychic medium I met at the Tumut expo my spirit family which I will do a post on one day passed me a message which got to me on the Monday after my spirit family kept her awake until she passed on this urgent message "that it was okay for me to move on" by this my spirit family meant that I no longer have to take on others fears which was what I wrote about on one of my posts below so I was elated on Monday with both the dream and this message on top of that as it reassured me I am not alone or going to stand alone for other messages have come in since then that I am at home where ever I am loved by the divine and by those that do care for me, so home to me is where we feel loved and at peace so it can be on earth if we don't let our fears or that of others take us away from that place of peace that will always come from within our own soul, for no-one can ever take that away from you with anything they say or do, for our spirit family and angels are always connected to us with love as are the people we come into contact with on earth that are a part of our journey no matter how they treat you they are here to help your soul grow out of love for you (so not everything will be good all the time as they are here to help you expel your fears so all that is left is love)..

That is how I felt in my last post but I have since found out I am home

you just need to go within your own soul and know you are loved even when

you feel you stand alone in life for it is not until we stand alone we find our own

 soul and the wisdom and secrets it holds within our own spirit as our soul is

so full of energy we can't contain it all on earth as it is made up of all types of energy

that has us connected to the whole universe for we are all one and connected through

that same spirit energy.

I purchased some new books and a deck of cards last week that seems like so long ago but here they are well at least the books.. I will give you all a message from the cards later..

 

SPIRIT ENERGY
I want to do a post on this as it is a term I use pretty often to describe what it is that runs through my soul as it is my soul and spirit melded as one for we are one with spirit,  this is all our souls for we are all a part of creation and at one with God our creator this is the spirit energy.. In the spiritual world we have all sort of psychics and mediums so they all have their own messages from spirit to pass on, spirit brings messages through me all the time but none of our souls are different it is all the same spirit energy it is our life force our soul it is what makes us walk on Earth as that is what we came here for it is our spirit that makes us who we are so all messages may be different but the right message for you will come from your own soul so no-one is right or wrong we are just guided by our own light depending on our very souls own incarnation story so don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't be feeling that for that is not what my soul or spirit told me was the message to come through, we are all students and teachers of the spiritual realm but we each have our own soul journey as I said before mine might be different then yours as we do have a soul history that only your own spirit energy knows is the truth you will feel that truth when you read it from any one of the messages that may come through the other mediums or psychics or those that channel messages from our Masters or Angels when or if you read this stuff your own soul will react with emotions for it will know the truth of who you are especially in this new energy when our own book of life is opening up for the veil between us and spirit is opening for a lot of souls are evolving at this time so this is an awakening of the Golden Age so love energy is replacing the fear energy as that is what has caused the denseness and darkness on earth as we had a blanket of energy protecting us and making a veil between us and spirit so when we were born we would forget our spiritual origin and live in the world of duality so fear and love, dark and light energy.. Once you lift that veil between you and the rest of your soul (the spirit energy that is you) you will walk in this new energy as you walk half or fully in it now the new energy is LOVE when you walk in this energy completely you will have integrity and compassion for all your fellow humans for you will know they all have their own path and journey in life so have made the choices in life they have for their own soul growth for we all come in with Karmic debt this is a balance of energy for your own soul that you worked on in each life cycle or incarnation you walked on earth, your soul never forgets these lives or the struggles you went through to get to where you are today and with what ever journey you are now on it can be changed in this love energy that is now coming in on earth as it is expelling all fear out of our souls and any system in Government, Business, Religion, media any system that will no longer work in the old energy which was about fear and survival. If your soul has evolved as I know mine has your whole consciousness and thought patterns will change once you walk in the new energy for you will be connected to spirit full time so you won't need to hold certain rituals to connect for you will always be the spirit that runs through you, you will meld as one soul with spirit for they have always been apart of your own soul only not so connected for we were separated by the veil that separates our soul from the rest of it that would be our higher self, angels, guides and spirit for it is all one energy that makes up our soul the part of creation that makes us who we are, who we have been in all incarnations, who we will be in the future as we are writing our own souls creation now every second of the day with our thoughts, actions and reactions we have with others that come across our paths for in life there are no accidents, coincidences for we are all led by the same spirit teams that help guide us as we have our lessons on earth in each life cycle the soul is eternal the body we have in each life cycle isn't so our spirit leaves our body when our lessons are done in each incarnation we have, we meet the souls we were meant to that help us with our life lessons for no-one will ever leave you with out some sort of feeling or emotions you have to deal with internally for this is what makes your soul evolve all the emotions we feel within our hearts for our heart is our soul centre and the  part of us that does connect us with the spirit energy that is us or the spirit energy of those we meet for it is the energy that guides us all in life even when we think we have made the wrong decision or failed in some way they are just the lessons your soul came here to learn and it takes others to bring them out in you, but it takes you alone to work through the emotions and how you should feel or the choices in how you react to all situations in life for none of it is ever a failure or a mistake as it was what your soul needed at that time to evolve a little bit more, the most painful experiences are the ones that bring on this soul growth and it helps you to search for the God that is within you, not outside of you or in a church (God is the spirit energy that is you and the love that is inside you) religion will bring you to the lessons if they are not preaching fear for God is the love, compassion and guidance in you that you either pass on to others to help them or most the time it is for you alone so your soul can search for the peace and compassion you should feel for yourself and the hard journey you may of been on for life is not all about pain but also the things that bring you joy and love for LOVE is the purpose of all our souls as that is our true souls nature when our soul leaves our body all that is left is love and peace for we have returned home.. Home is also where we feel the most loved so it can be found on earth when you find your soul mate or twinsoul as they are the mirror of each others soul so the one soul from the same place of creation with the same energy and blueprint so the same DNA that is your soul the twinsoul is that Love energy, for you are never separated from your twinsoul as they are a part of your soul makeup and whether you are together in spirit it is rare to find each other on the earth plain at the same time with this new wave of energy over the last 20 years the twinsouls are reuniting at least the ones that have come down to earth at the same time will find each other,  your souls are always together in spirit if one of the twinsouls is on the earth plain and the other is not, it is always the love that keeps your soul together so you are each others guides for our oversoul is part of the same soul one part of the energy that is us..

 Love is the bridge between your soul on earth and your soul left behind in spirit

and the other souls in your spirit family love is the bridge that connects all souls

to each other and the lifting of the veil between you and your spirit energy..

Opening your heart and soul searching is the opening portal to your whole soul

power in being all that you are and the I am in who I am..

I talk a lot about the "NEW ENERGY" is places I visit they probably think I'm nuts but I know this energy as I walk in it and it is what makes me who I am it is my soul makeup this energy is LOVE so we all have it only we don't completely harness the whole of our soul which is the love energy so all our fears will be expelled once we know from where our fears come from, so our soul power is to walk with love and to show compassion for all that is around us, I mentioned compassion in other posts on my blog so it is about showing understanding and helping others through difficult times by simply touching their souls by just being there if they need you without judgements just because we all do come to earth to help our souls evolve that is done by the freewill choices in life we make, so they may not always be wise choices and some of them end up causing us pain, but out of that pain comes our souls evolvement and the compassion within our souls for others that are going through a similar situation for your own soul knows what you went through.. All this pain remains within your own souls memory and in your akashic record so when your soul becomes highly evolved your soul will remember all you have been through so you will be empathic in nature and pick up on the energy of your own soul when you went through similar pain, but also pick up on the others souls that are around you simply because your own veil has been lifted by the energy of love that exists in your own soul being, not every soul is in this place because they have come to earth to evolve and a lot of those on earth carry so much fear still of the unknown, they may not always be willing to learn that there is more to live then what we see or perceive as a 3d lineal human, our soul is so much bigger then that and our own soul energy is immense we are all born with psychic ability but on birth and with the belief's we are taught we put that veil in place so we no longer  connect  with our own spirit energy we do get glimpses of it with our thoughts and our own intuition as we go through life but never question where these thoughts come from it is with our subconscious mind that we connect to our own spirit energy so it is with our thoughts, dreams and intentions we form what it is we bring into our life from the higher dimensions of what it is we need, so we are always in control of our own life and what we draw into it for something were planned in spirit way before we were born, that would be our purpose in life and why we needed to enter earth at each given time we chose to come. So on a subconscious level we have planned for others to come into our lives to help with our own soul growth so not every meeting will be all love and kindness for the events that cause the most soul growth are very emotional and painful as they are the events that make us go inside ourselves to allay our fears and to search for the inner soul that we are, the death of a child done that for me but in everyone's life they will feel pain it could be from illnesses as sometimes with the stress and fears we hold we bring these things on ourselves also the challenge of illness will make us go internal about finding out who we are and what life is about especially our own, and we will think a lot about our family members and how they might be feeling knowing we are sick so compassion will show from all sides, so it is like a chain reaction of emotions that spur on the compassion so unconditional love for others that might be going through the same process but our biggest focus will be on our own soul and how we are going to handle the illness or other challenges we had set upon ourselves...

I'm still reading the book on the Essenes it is very interesting and it was a community that was based on the power of love energy back  two thousand years ago I will go more into that another day but here is a website about this community..  Your own soul could of been living there in one of your incarnations one day I will get past life regression sessions done as I'm pretty sure my soul was there or around Jesus at one time, and Plato as he came up early on in my soul searching about life, this new energy is bringing up our own soul's remembrance so our Akashic records will be opening up in order for your soul to remember exactly who you are but it won't come about if you block the door to spirit and your own veil doesn't get lifted, you will notice the new lot of kids coming in their soul is already in this energy so they will remember past lives maybe in their dreams but they will talk openly about it and be already in touch with the spiritual being that they are these new kids will be highly evolved souls..

I've just drawn 2 cards from one of my new decks of Oracle cards this deck is called "Chakra Insight Oracle" I really like this deck as our Chakra's are our souls energy systems that keep us balanced while on Earth our whole body is made up of energy this is why we need to sustain it with food, water but also our emotional body and internals systems give off energy this is how we intuitively know how others may be feeling when we interact with them as we read each others energy with our body language, voice tone and other methods..
The first card that came out is "CREATIVITY" (Become an active steward for the creative inspiration that is ready to come through you!) this comes in through our throat chakra which is blue so it is all about communication and expressing ourselves to the world in how we speak but also in the finer arts such as those hobbies that might bring out your inner passions such as music, painting, crafts, arts, dancing anything that uses your soul to go into deeper methods of thought that will bring out your creative side as when we are doing the things we love with a passion our spirit energy goes through that veil and you because a part of a higher vibration this is where the lyricists get their music and lyrics for their songs from a higher place that has been reached through their own souls experiences which may not necessarily be from this incarnation for when you search within other parts of your soul will be revealed and come out in your creations, the same with painters and other artists they are just pulling from them the artists they may of been in other lifetimes as that is what our passions are things our soul will remember it was good at and enjoyed it may take you a life time to discover your talents that hide within as they are buried deep within your soul. Our whole life is a canvas so we really create our own painting and our passion will keep us alive because we are fulfilling our souls dream and it may start with your imagination to express what lies within for it could just be the written word that you need to pass on to others in order to help them grow there is no limitation to our creativity in this world as it brings out our own individually in what it is we love to do with our spare time or even in our job as you can make a living out of living your own expression if you can communicate it to the world you are fulfilling your purpose as it will always bring you joy.. Live a little and create what it is you wish to express to the world about who you are.. do what brings you joy as it changes your own energy vibration that you send out to those that love you and those that enjoy your creativity in how you want to express it.. some one will get something from it in order to help their soul grow or just enjoyment over your creativity.. This is card number 35 which in Angel numbers means "A positive change is coming about for you, with the assistance and protection of the ascended masters."

The second card that came out was INSPIRATION (Become a conduit of Divine inspiration and give birth to the star you truly came her to be) which goes great with the creativity card as we draw inspirations from many places in order to create the things in our life that bring out our passions and joy. The inspiration card comes with our crown chakra it is located on the top of our heads it is where our thoughts and ideas come to us so we take our inspiration from many things from other people and their ideas which spark our own or from nature which will have us in a serene place as we go outdoors and see what mother nature has on display we forget about other things for a while as the energy of what surrounds us takes our thoughts in other places this is if our crown chakra is clear and not surround by the daily life and grind of things that weigh on our minds such as our finances and getting things done on time.. When we open our crown chakra we are in direct contact with the divine being we are so it will be our spirit energy that will come through to give us the ideas in life that will help us to keep moving forward with what it  is we came here to achieve and it will keep our dreams and desires alive so through our own inspirations we can bring into our life what it is we need if we act out on those dreams so using our crown chakra energy to help our life flow to the places we want to go or where our soul needs us to go to create the life we came here for our life is limited by our own imagination and opening up to our own potential and the soul power that we are to manifest into our life all the things we need. So doing on impulse because something inspired us to act on the ideas that formed in our mind at the time so not overthinking any ideas that come to us but rather acting out our imaginations if it fits in with the reality of where we are and the position in life we currently are in so balancing our dreams with our real situation and being able to achieve things to your full potential for it is infinite..  Card number 46 means in angel numbers "The angels are saying to you: Keep your thoughts focused upon your spiritual self and your Divine Source for everything. Give any material worries to us."

In my next post I will write about the two chakra centres on these cards from the guidebook as it has a great section on what might be happening with you when these centres are clear or blocked as we should have our energy centres all clear and be centred, grounded and balanced with every part of our lives and with the things that go on around us..

One last quote love is felt by those that have the infinite

connection through their souls so if both on earth you should

connect in this your life time you will meet at the right time

for both your souls..

A song to end off this beautiful song came on the radio yesterday

as I was driving home in the morning after doing errands.

Sending Love and Light

One sweet day we

will be together again

until then in my heart and soul

you will remain as love is

infinite and it will always

be the connection that

unites us in this

the Golden Age

as all souls awaken

to their true soul

power I hope that

when the time is right

we will never be parted

as your love is home to

me, my own Heaven on

Earth would be to hold

you once again and show

you the love I feel that has

never gone away.

love you always baby

xxx

 

 

Angel messages and Psychic Attacks xx

Hi all it is now lunch time (Thursday) I went for my walk this morning in the rain well it is a bit misty, wet and cold as snow is expected a bit higher up in the mountains so it won't reach us but we still get the cold weather associated with it.. I decided to call on the angels this morning and draw a card for anyone that might come to read my blog I hope it resonates with you.. I did call on Archangel Michael I've been doing that a lot over the last couple of days and he left me signs this morning while going on my walk still releasing this negative energy that has attached to my soul so tears were flowing and I asked for the pain to be taken away so the clouds opened up to let me see the sun so he let me know he was there as well as two big calling cards of blue feathers along my walk that weren't there before as I walked around about 6 times or more and didn't see them until after my pleas to take this pain away. Now I do feel much better I hope now all negativity has left my emotional body as I really  don't like to cry and feel my emotional body (my soul) weep.. All the beautiful birds were out they must love this weather I have 4 magpie friends as soon as my car pulls up they come and greet me as I give them something to eat today it was premium crackers that I got out of the cupboard I think they liked them.. I also saw 2 Kookaburra's and pretty green and red birds they might of been Rosella's (not sure) and a Galah..

Today's card along with those 2 big blue feathers I picked up which mean spiritual protection, communication and other things that are on the link above to me it signified Archangel Michael was around as I called him in to clear this energy about 3 times this morning and now the card to LET GO OF FEAR so that is any negative thoughts about your self or others as negative thoughts and other angry reactions are all fear based energy and come from your ego as your soul thoughts are based from love energy, your ego is your shadow self so it will be self doubting and stop you from achieving anything and will be a low frequency vibration so it is very heavy energy that drags your soul down and causes illness, stress, worry and anxiety as well as anger towards others.. Prayer on card "Archangel Michael please help me feel safe and deserving of your guidance. Thank you for clearing me of heavy, toxic or ego-based thoughts or feelings." This card was as much for me as anyone that is doubting I actually drew that card earlier and I put it back in the deck but then just came back and shuffled the deck again and asked for any messages for any blog reader that may come.. Maybe it is also a message because of my last post about my observations of others living sub consciously with fears for they do show in our reactions to others the fears come out so we ourselves can deal with the fear, because we are in this new energy and it is purging all fear from our spiritual body for the new evolved human template so our whole mind, body and spirit is changing form..

**A great article that just came up on my FB wall about empaths and taking on others emotions, this is not fun when it is all negative but  a good article in why there are many empaths around as they are the old souls and the new evolved  human template.. so you might make fun of us now but your soul will all feel it too maybe in your next incarnation... me personally I think I take on others fears as I can recognise them but then they become my own so a lot of internal work is done so I stay at peace with who I am especially after this last week of psychic attacks it is the energy I feel so the words don't matter much it is the energy behind those words that really effect me so you probably don't need to say anything but just have the intent energy behind so your thoughts are still energy that goes straight to my soul and it is big as is everyone else's only they shut the door to spirit as they hold fear of what it is they don't know and have a closed mind to even learning all about energy of spirit which is our soul**

 

I just put up a song on my Facebook page and in the process channelled a bit of a message as I climb my way out of this psychic attack that hit me Tuesday night no one is to blame as I take full responsibility for my feelings as every soul should as it aims to be a compassionate soul themselves as that is what all souls are aiming for in the end as Compassion is born through pain itself but it brings your soul to a place of unconditional love that is for all humanity so when you think with your heart you don't choose who to be compassionate for as all souls are the same as the compassionate soul has arrived at that place through its own evolvement so every pain possible from every situation in life has occurred over centuries of incarnations so this is where the understanding of human nature and the non-judgemental thoughts comes from once your soul is here you can't go back to holding fear or judgements of others so not many people may understand why you are compassionate that is because their souls are not there yet but their fears are being worked on by their souls with every situation that comes up in their life.. It is a hard thing though for those souls that have made it through every painful situation with every incarnation they have had as that pain never leaves you it is brought up through your heart when compassion kicks in for another soul.. Here is the song as I have seen better days then the last 3 and counting it felt like grief all over again I haven't slept much so I'm tired, my head and heart both ache and I haven't eaten much either and many tears so still climbing my way out of this cloud that has come over my soul..

 

I think I've been under some sort of psychic attack for the last 3 days so still coming out of it God they suck I wish people would keep their negative energy to themselves and not direct it at me as this is painful stuff that gets dragged up from your soul in trying to rid your emotional body of it but I was thinking this morning it must happen for a reason and that is to clear your own soul of your own fears as you expel the negative fears of others.. I'm still climbing my way out I hope to be rid of it soon so I can get back to being my peaceful self but it does take a lot of work from you and your angels that are holding your hand and protecting you in the process.. So here is a song to dedicate to anyone that has gone through or is currently going through a psychic attack as it happens to those with compassion and soul regularly as we are the ones that get fears directed at us simply for being the person that we are.. Not everybody walks in the love energy so the fear will get projected back at you with less understanding on who you are as you are most likely known as an over sensitive freak.. Compassionate souls are heart thinkers and are in the position every soul on earth is striving for though they are afraid of it unless of course they seek your loving comfort as you come without judgement as everybody else around you is judging you on your life choices so when the chips are down they will be seeking solace from someone.. Jesus was this compassionate soul that held no judgement of anyone he too came under psychic attack that is when he sought solitude and had to be on his own to reconnect with his soul, all religions aspire to be like Jesus and recite his words but not everyone listens as being in a place of duality our thoughts are either based on fear or love.. Our FEAR based thoughts come from our mind so are negative.. Our LOVE based thoughts come from our heart so straight from our soul and spirit.. We need fear in order to bring out love as you can't have one with out the other that is why we were born with duality as everything needs an opposite in order to work, it is what you do with the fear based thoughts that matter and where our freewill choices come in on which road to take, one where we show our own fears so the one that will cause conflict, or the choice of love and standing in your own soul power and walking away from conflict either way you are still left with your emotional body to deal with all fears that were brought up in any situation.. I do love what god has created in our souls in order for us to evolve but also to come to a state of peace within yourself for all emotions fear or love based are there to help with your growth.. love and light may you have better days and be grateful for all you do have in life for your soul is the master creator of all that it has brought you, no one else is ever responsible for how you feel as it is your emotional body that comes up for you to work on your own soul and a solution to peace within it.. love and light xx

Some soothing tones of the Angel Choir

Sending Love and Light

Missing you

love always

xxx

Compassion who needs it xx

Hi all it is school holidays I have still been working in the mornings I have wanted to do a blog on Compassion as it is at the heart of my soul and every other spiritually based person. I had an interesting exchange on another forum based on compassion it got me thinking maybe that is why this exchange happened as everything is a lesson if you can look deeper into what happens in your life or actually if you dig deeper into your soul the lessons will come out to you. This exchange had me overly emotional again as when these attacks happen it hits me personally as others attack my very being my soul for being who I am the others may not see this as it is just opinions bantering about, I do love to hear what others have to say and the back and forth arguments as that is how you analyse and make up your own mind between what you perceive and analyse through your own mind from your own experiences, beliefs and biases.. You could say my way of thinking is independent as I usually base my thoughts on a higher realm so look for answers that may not fit the social norm not in all exchanges usually people based ones maybe because I see the soul not the ego that would be because I am an empath, compassionate and non-judgemental (this comes with being very spiritual in nature)  another thing is I don't hold anger inside me so no matter what someone says or does I don't get angry at them rather it goes internal back to me maybe this is because I have a "Crystal Soul" the easy going peacemakers of the earth that aren't here to harm others but to bring out the best in them..so I never have been one to be angry at others it is more at me as I have never harmed anyone.
Anger comes from fear so I guess I don't hold fear, well at least not from other sources as this is what creates the world of disharmony that we are seeing at the moment..

COMPASSION WHAT IS IT..
(Copy and paste of what I wrote to explain it from that forum)
Just thinking about the differences between sympathy and compassion..
Sympathy is feeling sorry for them so having pity on them for their circumstances..
Compassion is more about understanding and being able to put yourself in that position from a deeper level then having pity on someone..
With Empathy you do put yourself in that position which brings about the compassion as you actually have the feelings of that person so you are picking up on that energy that you are seeing whether it be from film clips, photo's, the written word or spoken word in real life your mind/heart automatically goes to the body language or tone of the word whether in voice or written as you put yourself in the place of the writer/person this is done unconsciously so whatever they are feeling you will too..
Compassion doesn't automatically mean you accept the said behaviour it just means you have an understanding of the feelings they are going through so you can guide them or help them through it so the person still has personal responsibility for their actions and choices but they should also know they are never the victim of anyone for they have full control over all their feelings and how they react in life to all situations..
Compassion is always born out of your own fears you have had in your own life experiences whether they be in the present lifecycle or previous incarnations, you can't have compassion unless you've been through a lot of pain yourself this is where the understanding comes in..
So compassion is love, understanding and empathy.
Sympathy is feeling sorry and having pity..
Being angry or frustrated is just showing fear usually over things you can't change/control or things you expect or assume of others and in how you think they should behave to your standard, biases, beliefs and own fears..
First I will put up what started this exchange and it is linked here if you wish to look at it video of a woman in pain because her grandkids are stuck overseas in Syria because their parents took them over as well as they joined ISIS the father went over and joined first he used to hang out with the gangland underworld while in Australia the grandmother in the clip below helped her daughter move over there so seen them off in Malaysia all the stories are being bantered about in the media at the moment as one of the grandkids was photographed holding a mans head up for the ISIS propaganda so ISIS and the Islamic extremist have a media unit afoot to put fear into who ever watches them but also to help recruit more radicals so it serves two purposes.. The two different media perspectives on this is the grandmother whom is below helped and abetted to get the daughter and kids into Syria to join the fight but now the father is presumed dead (they still might not have confirmation) she wants to help her grandkids get out of the god forsaken place, one of the perspectives is this lady is lying and just putting on a media show for sympathy so the authorities can go in and help get the kids out so one minute she is talking to the AFP the next report she is not and on it goes... you can catch up on the saga through google if you please.



First I will tell you what I felt from this clip a woman in pain is my first reaction and being the empath that I am I put myself in her position of having her grandkids in harms way and she desperately wants them home, so an empath usually has those feelings and turns their mind and heart to her own kids and how it would feel if they were in this position to me the pain looks real but according to some of the media reports and links that were put up she is bunging it on and doesn't really feel sorrow she is just using the media to bring them home.  Me being the compassionate soul that I am see's the deeper soul inside so know she is going through internal pain that is deep in your soul regardless of what others think all souls feel the same human emotions so to me to have to cast on which side to have compassion is just wrong as compassion should cover all souls not be selective. It felt from the exchange above they wanted me to chose a side to be on and I'm afraid compassion when you have it for all human souls doesn't work that way to pit one person off over another for the choices in life they made, I know in my heart I could never do that because through my eyes I do see things differently to most I can tell you now it does make you feel alone. But from this exchange it told me more about the insight of  human behaviour and how fear is still a major factor and why they need to pit one human off against the other when my insight sees a different story altogether that is one of fear and how Islamic extremists are still working fear into everyone's psyche at a sub-conscious level, even in a story about a grandmother that wants to bring her grandkids out of the bloodbath it is still propaganda and the media being used to give everyone a certain perception about things but each person has their own perception but it looks like a collective based on fear still from the comments this video stirred up so Islam is winning in the fear stakes when you have to choose between the lives of kids and bringing them to a safe environment where they might have a chance of being brought out of the ISIS brainwashing if they are not surrounded by it, or they could go the other way and incite violence either way it is still a toll on the human soul so the damage has already been done to the kids through no fault of their own as it was the parents that brought this belief and ideology into their lives they really didn't have much of a say so now they are just another victim of ISIS or the extremist view of evil as are the souls that have all been taken by this belief on both sides of the equation so the ones that have been slaughtered by this regime are the true victims as the extremists had a conscious choice to join in the destruction.. There souls will go to a special place never to be released or reincarnated.. This evil is all happening for a reason as it is to bring all fear out in the open for cleansing and to bring about change in the world so any system that is based on fear is being shaken up that includes government, religion, education, businesses anything in society that is corrupt or based on fear needs to be addressed because the new energy is love based so all fears are being dispelled in all humans,  but also in every nation so a lot of chaos and fear is coming out from both what is happening around every nation from the economies collapsing and the evil being spread upon us by extremist groups like ISIS and others that are putting fear in the human race as a collective..
This is a part of why the Crystal Souls and Indigo Souls are here to both bring about both the public's attention to what is wrong the Indigo soul is the warrior that brings it all out and the Crystal soul is the peacemaker amongst all the chaos to try and bring about calm and to let others know that no matter what is going on around you with this chaos that you are the source of your own power so you don't have to buy into this fear and be a victim of that chaos that is either in your personal life or the fear being instilled on you by the threat of ISIS or any other evil group there is a bigger universal picture always as to why this stuff is happening.. Those that have been killed their souls still live on in spirit so they are helping  those on the earth to help bring about a solution this is why everybody should listen to their own intuition as that is the connection to spirit that does get us where we need to go..
As a crystal soul I hold no fear this is why I never show anger towards others, I don't like to be the centre of attention, observant of people, shy, introverted and reserved when meeting new people this is because they are also empathetic so pick up on everyone's energy so crowds can be overwhelming not in every situation, very loving, non-judgemental and will help others and  bring out the best in them because they are non-judgemental and easy going.. The new Crystal soul children are old souls that already have the spirit connection me I've had to awaken to find my soul so crystal souls are around and are of all ages Crystal Souls are soul readers so they will look through you and see the soul not the ego for they trust in their own intuition and just know when people are genuine or if they lie so they can read fear in people and will try to comfort them or reject them because they know the person has no integrity and can not be trusted it doesn't mean they will not still help them it just means they know better then to be sucked in by the manipulating ways (they may have to go through lessons themselves first it depends on what their own soul came down to do on their path as we all still have life lessons to accomplish) that is me other crystal souls should hold these characteristics as well maybe not all as each personality comes in with it's own akashic record.
I can also recognise fear in people so this is part of why I may be here to help others through it but in doing this I bring the fear out as I picked up with latest exchange it doesn't do much for my own self-worth as that fear from others is then transferred to my soul and reading those comments I touched them unconsciously which is why I felt their anger, guilt and frustration because I didn't fit in with the narrative of what they were all feeling which had me down like a lead balloon as of last night and and over emotional not so much with what was said but with the fears they all showed I wear that energy so I was in tears for a while as I worked through my own soul and mind to analyse what happened so I didn't visit the blog today I'm not sure when I'll go back as I need to release that energy and that only brought me pain so it helps me by writing this blog of what I observed,  that is fear from ISIS is still getting into people's psyche but not my own because I stand in the new love energy which is also why I'm here to help those in spirit that are coming down into this energy (so those new souls that are being born) by my observations the fear also shows in spiritual topics or what some put in a box and name New Age..
 I also felt so alone so the spiritual path is not easy as it is a lot of internal work on your soul and consciousness to stay at peace because you don't fit in with the way of thinking that society wants to box you into as an independent thinker that is probably why most my life I let others have a voice for when mine is exposed it gets shut down as it doesn't always fit in with others believe it will get easier I'm sure as other souls evolve but that won't happen until that soul is ready and their own consciousness evolves with it as that is what the new energy is about a new way of thinking as the true soul has been hidden in the density and the 3d world called earth where fear and survival have ruled since the beginning but our souls are so much more then that. Jesus did bring in the Christ consciousness in his time so the new energy is returning to that same energy that Jesus carried and still does but he is in spirit and working with us all as his works and words still give inspiration to the churches but they to have gone a bit off the true meaning of God so any fear based scripts need work or the thoughts behind them to evolve with this new energy which is why the spiritual community is on the rise as souls are truly waking up to the God that is inside of them so directly linking to our major life force energy of our creator which isn't separate from us but is our soul..

 

I can tell you the function of what a "Crystal Soul" such as mine is we are here to help anchor the New Energy of Love in  so I don't know if you have heard of a crystal grid but they when made up bring in energy and hold it there well the crystal souls are like that dotted around the universe the twinflame connection also helps to bring this energy of unconditional love in as well even if the twinflames haven't united physically they still hold this deeply spiritual love connection that goes back to the start of creation when the Omega and Alpha see Omega Point and an interesting blog I will go back to this is about Teilhard a  French priest and scientist that worked on the Omega Point.
A crystal soul also holds no fear or is working on that as with this new energy souls are awakening so the ones that chose to reincarnate came for a bigger purpose though we all awaken at our own pace so when our soul is ready a curiosity will rise in you to find out more about who you are and what else is out there as your soul does have a knowing so you may feel like there is something more to your life that is supposed to happen or that there is more out there and you may of had little psychic hints through out your life depending on if you blocked them out of your mind as a youngster or like me never said anything but just knew there was more also most lightworkers have gone through very painful ordeals in this time but also in other incarnations every soul is different and has come to earth for different purposes but our human emotions are all the same no matter of what choices you have ever made.. So if you have to change how you think and how you feel to fit into society I guess you will be made to feel you stand on your own that is if you want to be your true soul self.. In this life spiritually I have chosen to do all the emotional work internally as I have never asked anyone for help or a thing as I constantly am a giver to try to help their souls I don't and never have placed my emotional baggage on others not even my mum growing up this also has been a part of what my soul came to do in order for me to help others walk through their fears and I did bring them out in some. So in ending that I still think I have more releasing of energy to do as I still feel not so good maybe it is more spiritual awakening I did start reading a great book so I will finish that and others until I'm myself again not that I am never not myself but this emotional internal work is hard work so I do need to call on the angels to help me through it as you should too if you are also feeling this energy upon you.. My heart and mind will always remain open and so I will be always connected to spirit as that is who I am that is an open invitation to let the love of the divine into your soul and the angels and spirit to enter your life but you do have to also have to have faith, trust and a belief if you want to see your little miracles and messages from spirit as they do come to you all the time if you are aware and use that intuition and follow your heart in life and not pay any attention to your ego which is what most humans display in order to fit into what the society wants or needs..

This is what I'm reading at the moment Dolores Cannon is a past life regression therapist so she has brought through the past life of Suddi who was around Jesus time and so she is bringing tales of the life of the Essenes which was a spiritual community that was pretty secretive in that century so not much was known about them  here is Dolores blog. 

This is like the angel I seen in my dreams once and sometimes I call to go back home to them if only for a visit in my sleep as when I woke up I felt so loved I didn't want to leave that is how angels make you feel as they are home that is where we are our true soul selves in spirit.

**Sorry to anyone on MSN that I might of offended or made to bring up feelings that you never intended to feel through my comments. The lesson I've learnt from this is to stop putting myself in other people's drama's especially if the topic is based on Islam and the extremists behaviour as it is my emotional body that pays the price as in this case it has brought on what I would call a psychic attack that is where negative energy is directed at me which has me feeling like crap as it has done before. I'm sorry for caring about the human aspect of every soul if the chips were down for you I would do the same and help walk you through the pain but it does come at a price on my own soul as I take on your energy in order for you to clear it I've helped to do that for some over these last couple of years as my soul has awakened to who it is and to what it has always done that is to help others as I did come here to teach others what I know about this new energy and I'm learning all the time more about it and my own soul in order to be all that I can be and to be of service to humanity that was my mission in this life cycle as I know my own soul so well and all it holds is love so it will never feel hatred towards anyone no matter how I am treated I know I've been bullied growing up and I always turned the other check for to hurt someone else is really hurting me more so I only like to see people happy and at peace with themselves and on the life path they have chosen all I ask of anybody is to always be yourself and to speak and follow your heart as it is your soul GPS that will have you on the right track in life and it will take you to where your soul choose to be every second of your life.. What do I think the outcome will be for the lady in tears above and her grandkids that will be up to their own souls and the prayers they are putting in to God so their lives are in their own hands as their souls did chose this path and where they focus the energy will be where their soul takes them into the future, so their outcome is in the hands of the universe but also the laws of the land at the moment no-one can get into the war torn land of Syria so the media reports say so fate rests in the hands of the souls themselves and the outside determining factors so it is not in their control to some degree so the outcome will be they are where they are meant to be for now time will tell if they can get out so no amount of opinions on the subject going about in the media will be the decider of any body's fate as the media is used to help others have a perception of how things are meant to be to fit into the society the human soul at the base of any story is in the end their own destiny decider as we do have pre-birth soul plans that have been made into the future but on earth we know none of that as it is written in our souls book of life which is now opening up in this new energy so you can always change course of  your souls path anytime you like it all depends on your attitude to life and the things you are willing to change internally so get in touch with your soul and where you focus your energy will be your direction in life for you are your own God and creator in that which is your reality.. ** More thoughts on what I think, that is that Karen the grandmother above has done the wrong thing by using the media (it could of been the other way around) because it has brought the wrong sort of attention to her daughter and grandkids plight she should of kept it private within the Government departments that deal with this sort of thing as she has created more drama around the situation because most media outlets are only after reporting on fear based drama's almost every story is about negativity because face it love, compassion and those topics are boring and probably a bit mushy for selling of any news.. negativity will always breed more negativity.. Reading about the daughter she did have a co-dependency problem that is she depends on others to protect her this is why she left to go to Syria as she believed in her other half (soulmate) now he has left she has turned to her mother and her mum doesn't know how to help her get out, but seen as the daughters soul chose this path she is going to have to start be independent on herself and to work her own way out of this mess she has got herself into, as the soul putting myself in her place she is petrified to be in that territory alone with the kids without the male protector as with this ideology the female is classed as a non entity so they are always kept in their place it would be like living in a domestic violence situation where your own soul has been taken over by years of being degraded so her own self-worth and that of the kids would all be very low but they are all to frightened to speak up amongst the population of like minded souls so they have no voice in that ideology for both the heart and mind gets taken over thinking about it to me it would be like living in a black hole (this is your soul) and not being able to climb out alone as you have always depended on someone else all your life.. this will be a hard lesson for all their souls but it is one they chose so have to bear the consequences of that path as we all do ... xx love and light  xx Love to you always forever in my heart xx .. **

On that note I will leave you with this song as I really want to go home..

Michael Buble - Home

Sending Love and Light

I also hear there is a full moon

so it might be playing with

your emotional body at

this time this could

be a factor of what is

going on with me that

and a psychic attack and

taking on others fear based

energy so I will be fine in

a few days when I internally

work my way out of this

negativity created in my

soul..

Love you always

my light is always

shining for others to be

guided home if they need

it as no-one should have to

feel pain alone..

Until next time

love always

xx

OUR SOUL AND SPIRIT xx

Hi  I hope you have all been well, I have and been getting  some messages about our souls and the evolvement of the human soul.. When I went on my walk last Wednesday I was thinking about things one being our souls and how in spirit our souls don't hold fear or the negative emotions that we do on earth that is because in spirit we are full immersed in our own light it is the light of LOVE as no fear exists for it is a total feeling of peace and feeling of being so loved.. It just come to me that while we are in a mediative state we are in that space of peace and love so that is why we can hear our higher self, guides, spirit a lot clearer because our human ego mind is shut down..   "God is Spirit an energy of life that is within all we see and that of which we can't see or perceive with a human 3d mind. That spirit energy is LOVE"..

 

This is word for word what came through on my walk on Wednesday (10 June 2015) remember our true soul self holds no fear for in spirit it comes from love and is fully in the light  when we die it is our soul from this incarnation that heads towards the light that light is the rest of our soul and spirit as it is all in the mix of who we are, our guides and oversoul and the other parts and pieces of our life and all incarnations are a part of our soul makeup and  that is our oversoul our true makeup is spirit as a whole we are not separate from god or the angels for they are a part of every living thing and a part of our own makeup..  So in spiritual truth you only need to believe in yourself for you are a piece of god the same piece that makes me "who I am"  and "you who you are" that is our souls the only thing that sets us apart is our previous incarnations and our belief system which is carried through each life so our soul choose which path to take always on each life cycle it has because our soul needs to accomplish lessons on earth and also to balance energy from other incarnations that is called karma.. So we are always the master creator of everything that does happen in our lives from who we meet who we fall in love with or how long we are to stay together for when the lessons are learnt it is time for us to walk away for our soul contract with others has been paid after the lesson and the fact we had changed because of that meeting. In life nothing is ever an accident, coincidence  or mistake as we plan the most painful experiences to bring us to our own soul growth and the evolution that is taking place for this new energy..

OUR TRUE SOUL SELF

Our soul is the divine part of who we are, we are all a spiritual force of God so our soul is the seed of the Christ-consciousness that we are, our soul is the spirit of us our emotional body. So we are all god seeds but not fully awakened to who we are as our true soul self hides behind our shadow our human side of our fears so we are our ego's until the soul has had a wake up call to reveal the true soul that was created. So to awaken and to stand in our soul power we need to lose all fears that give ego power. God is LOVE so that is our true power that will bring peace on earth and bring us the abundance we need for all incarnations on earth have brought us to this place and the new energy, as with all incarnations of facing our fears and defeating them has made our souls evolve. Not every soul is at the same stage of awakening so only those that have those Christ Consciousness seeds will be rising at this time to help bring in this new template of the soul that is already evolved. So old souls that walk the earth are recalling all past lives and bringing in wisdom and holding that new energy which is LOVE and LIGHT that goes to the core of the "crystalline grid" and the

"magnetic grid" that helps to store the energy that will raise all consciousness to a spiritual level that goes back to our soul core of the seed of creation of which all souls were born. So we are all energy of God (spirit) but not fully awakened to our own power as a human as the energy on earth is dense which is being corrected as earth itself goes through the ascension process as the spirit of mother earth (Gaia) leaves us to take care of our own planet so the environmental light workers are taking up that challenge while every other light worker has their own challenge and mission which will be found within that  soul core as this plan was written in  our souls DNA when we were created. So it is time to awaken to your true soul self and come from love and light and look for all life answers that are held within your very soul so "Who are You?" and what is your path, follow your heart for all gets revealed  through our emotional body our soul and spirit of God our divine life force energy of all that is, because we are all connected through  spirit. Love and light xx

I have been putting these messages that come through on my Facebook page so I have been using that a bit more lately or jotting them on my phone to put up on my blog so I am still here but in other places on the net as my time is spread around and the messages can come in at any time so it is a matter for me to get my act together and put them all on the blog to help you on your journey as I go through my own,  because we are all different but our souls are the same how we connect to spirit can be individual as I asked Kyron and other spirits this myself as I listen to others and hear their journey I know my own connection to spirit seems different mainly because I keep hearing they see angels or different colours and they can even name guides and angels, but with my own spiritual journey I don't seem to get any of that so just a connection straight through to spirit as my soul has melded with all that is so individual spirits don't seem to come through unless I draw the cards or invoke the energy of a certain being I do call on Jesus at times and a lot on Archangel Michael but mostly I just use the collective term of spirit or angel as in truth they are but one part of spirit and the divine so really not separated like our soul as it is all one big connection of energy that is our makeup.. As I do go further into finding out "Who I am" I am led to various places by spirit that point me to exactly where it is I need to go for all the things resonate within my own soul as to who my true soul is.. I have been reading a bit from Tobias and Adamus  (he is Saint Germain) channelled through Geoffrey Hoppe from the Crimson Circle.. Tobias was an ascended master that had been on earth before and he returned as a walk in to a Sam in 2009 so he will turn up somewhere in the future to help guide us all with his wisdom.. I do know my soul so well so does yours and when you come into contact to things your guides lead you to, your soul knows it is your soul by the very coincidences that have happened to you on your life journey.. Your heart and emotions know the truth always so don't second guess your feelings as your soul does know the reason and the mission you came here for when you find your life purpose synchronicity will have you collide to the right people that will help you awaken to your true soul, for they may know yours as well.. My soul has actually found out a lot since I did first ask the question on that day up the cemetery about "who am I" and why was my life like it was and the fact no-body really knew the real me, not even my family that is what I have been discovering since 5th May of 2013 that day I was so heartbroken.

On a Sunday I have been doing free card readings on my Facebook page (well all my readings are free at the moment) the angels will probably let me know if that should change but I'm happy for now to do it for pleasure as it makes me happy to help others.. So pop on over and like my page and put your name down if you want a card drawn especially for you..

On the Wednesday just past this message came in for me so it went straight on my FB page because I started typing it up just before I had to clock on for work at 2pm so I did start it at home but made a quick dash to work as it was 1:44.. here is the cut and paste off my page because I need to add it to my blog as well for you can ask your angels anything and they will answer you, it may be instantly or it may take days as time is infinite if you are in spirit so they will wait for you to be able to receive the message for sometimes you may miss it, but don't worry they will make sure you get it as it will be coming up for you all the time until you act on what it was you asked, angels don't do your work for you as they are not to interfere with your freewill as that was the rule when we were created so it is not one that is broken unless your life is in danger and it is not your time to leave then they may take on human form at least for a nano second before they disappear.

ANGEL MESSAGE AFTER REQUEST TO USE NUMBERS. (Wed 17 June 2015)

This morning at work I asked the angels to send me some messages in numbers so now I keep seeing the 1 and 4 so signs the angels are around with the messages to stay positive as the angels are supporting you with love and guidance. It is not only me but all of us on Earth as we go through energy changes that will transform our life and soul as it evolves into a new template of 'being', so disruption may be felt in your life as the true soul awakens into a new way of being where our fears are being brought out into the light some may be from this life time but others will be brought up from your souls akashic record which is stored in mother earth and the crystalline grid this is why it is important to keep all your energies balanced and grounded to mother earth, so quiet your mind and enjoy nature if you can or when you feel your fears are taking over try to put that ego back in its box but don't ignore the feelings as they need to be released and sent up to the universe so you have peace. So when these emotional things come up in your life try not to despair but deal with the waves and call on your angels to surround you and comfort you with divine love as they hold no judgements over anything in your life they ask you forgive yourself for any transgression as it was done in order for lessons and the important soul growth to help you with this evolution of the soul. They need you to love yourself and know your own self worth on the planet earth as the veil is lifting and with it will be the remembrance of all your souls past incarnations these waves may come in slowly but the biggest remembrance will come from when you were created as you had a life mission that was encoded in your DNA so on awakening it will become decoded in your soul love will be the key to opening the door to the Christ consciousness that you are as your soul is the spirit of the God that is within you the Namaste of the human race. God is not separate from you god is the energy of love in you it is one part of the whole of creation in the universe. Love is the universal energy of life itself and why we were created to be a part of the light that is our soul. All the energies and guides you connect to are actually a part of your soul so they are not separate entities but a makeup of your soul how far you are tuned into that energy is up to you as that is the freewill God granted us to find that God that is you. Our soul is infinite and so full of light and the duality of who we are so a mix of light and dark energy, on the dense earth we tend to have the shadow of the dark that our ego uses in the way of fear but our true soul self our spirit is completely light so holds no fear. So on awakening and ascension our soul is fully in the light of who we are so our darkness and fears get melded into the God and spirit that we are .. xx Love and light xx

If you are on a spiritual journey of your own remember you should never compare your journey or path to connecting to spirit as we do all have our own senses and inner wisdom and intuition to know what is right for us, others may not understand you and some times it does seem like a lonely path as finding the God within you is meant to be a journey within your soul so you will feel so alone at times and feel like others don't understand who you are for inside you have changed as you have reached your true soul that only you will know, so others may not appreciate your journey so will call you names or tell you that you speak bullshit, so just be wary those that do not understand spirit or the working of energy that surround us come from a place of ignorance to things they do not understand and you are challenging their own belief system they have been taught maybe not just in this life time but incarnations before hand so their soul is not experienced enough from the many incarnations you might of had on earth, so don't take negativity personally as we all have soul evolution to go through at our own soul pace the one we can handle.. As you open your heart and mind wider spirit will just come through you as you meld into one but you do have to let spirit know you are open and ready at any time whenever someone needs a message it will come through that is my experience so far. Sometimes you will also question yourself is this real but in your heart you know it is as we are spirit in a human form so some of us are really earth angels.. My heart feels so full of divine love at times and in early hours of the morning I can feel my heart expand so I know I am never alone and someone is sending me this divine love energy, though some days I do feel depleted in this energy as I think some times I give so much of it out and not have it returned it does have my batteries running on low, it doesn't usually last long but some days it does make me feel empty (it may be the energy vampires that accept my energy but not return it so live off it to help them) the thing is though I don't expect others to return just because I give so much of my soul to them .... so I just have to share LOVE as that is what lights us all up as it is our true soul as well as the New Energy that it is we are to live in where there is no fear left in us or around us for our souls  would of evolved.. love and light xx

11 Signs of Spiritual Awakenings that I found on Youtube..

 

Now some music Robbie Williams - Angels

Sending love and light

Until next time I will

try to blog more often

but if you don't see me

in a while check out my

Facebook page as it may be

active with angel messages

and card readings.

Take care of your

soul open your heart

and your mind so

you don't miss your

angel messages as

they will come in

if you use your intuition

for the veil will finally

lift and you will know

exactly from where it is your

soul originated from.

God our major life

force energy and spirit.

A spirit that is found in

every living cell and even

in the earth where we leave our

footprints and soul prints.

love you always

xxx

 





FEAR AND OUR TRUE SOUL SELF xx

Hi all sorry I've had a bit of a break from blogging as I've been working hard over the last couple of weekends and tiredness has got to me and more emotional turmoil with the energy that is coming in so I have been wanting to do a post on 'Fear' for it is has a lot to attribute to our behaviour and our thoughts in the negative energy stakes..
First of all an update of my beautiful grand daughter Katie she is growing so fast and I don't get to see her as often as I like as work and other commitments of life seem to get in the way of all our lives I did see her on the weekend just gone past along with a great niece whom was born 5 weeks after Katie. My daughter said she is returning back to work next month for 2 days and Katie will be going to her other grand mother as she lives next door to them on the farm that is backed up to their property.. I was going through my knitting gear and found many unfinished projects so I've picked up the knitting needles again first thing was to knit a blanket to put in bubba's pram it is done with pom pom wool so it will be quick to finish I will take it to craft group on a Tuesday night and the other UFO's (un-finished objects)  as well to get them completed.

Katie is now 15 weeks old and looks like a little Cupie doll in this photo.

 



FEAR WHAT IS IT AND CAN WE LET IT GO - SO WE CAN BE OUR TRUE SOUL SELF

FEAR or LOVE is where our emotions are based from mine always come from a place of love though fear does creep in sometimes as it is attached to our ego and will have us put ourselves down, but also it will have us acting out in anger, frustration, jealousy, worry and other negative energies that make us work on our own soul as we will see it in others as we are a mirror of all emotions towards others unless of course we can reflect those emotions and not react to someone else's fears,  which I can do as I have never been a person to act out in anger or spite. I think I still had sibling rivalry but I don't think I was ever the instigator mostly the recipient of my sisters tauntings there was mostly the 3 of us so it was usually 2 against 1 and my elder sister chose who  the ally in which teasing she wanted to play with (god love my sisters for they are put on earth to teach us many things and how to battle and compromise is one of them) I actually have 3 sisters one came much later on my 12th birthday she was my live dolly but she fought hard with my other younger sister as myself and my elder sister had moved out of home by then at the age of 17.. I was never one to throw tantrums either as they are born out of frustration over not getting what we want or expecting things from others and when they don't deliver we get angry or frustrated.

So those feelings of anger or frustration are our own fears showing up in order for our soul to make a choice in how to deal with the situation at hand so in a way they show up in order to help our soul grow so fear is a part of our own souls duality system that God gave our soul in order to live life on earth  to help our souls evolve into a new system that this energy is bringing us. It will be to a place  where our dark side (our fears) and our light side (loving nature) are tested. The light side will win out when you always come from a place of love as "Love" is god's true nature so you are finding that piece of God within you that is your true soul. (sorry if things sound repeated as I was putting my thoughts down just now and when I done this at work) ..

At work the other day I was typing out notes on this subject in the memo section of my phone.. FEAR comes from your ego and some from your previous incarnations it is our shadow self. Our soul is made up of both light and dark energy for in a world of duality we need both to survive on earth and to help us make the freewill choices that we do. Our light side are our emotions such as love, compassion, gratitude, joy and empathy towards others and their fate so this will be all positive. Our dark energy comes from fear so our emotions will be negative  hate, jealousy, spite and the need to seek revenge or to harm others but also in the process of these emotions we harm ourselves for it is our fear showing up in reactions to how we are being treated by others and also in how we treat them in return. Your true soul self holds no fear as it is in the light and a part of our major life force (the God within us) where it is protected it is in our human mind and thoughts that will let us down because that is where our ego lives in our fears and our dark shadows of the soul, it is our job to drown out those dark shadows with our divine light that comes from love. Our fears will also keep bringing up our past actions and behaviour to tell us we don't deserve another chance in life because really our fears will keep us repeating old patterns of behaviour that we know in our hearts we can improve.  If this keeps happening to you it is because you never took away the lesson from the first time you started with the behaviour in whatever the situation was if you have a repeating pattern of behaviour that you know is not appropriate those fears will stay until the lesson is learnt, your fears stay with you and may show up as emotional pain, and cause other doubts in your mind until you deal with all fears and learn to forgive yourself and others then let them go all fears will remain deep within your soul if not released. Look deep into who you are, reflect on and why you acted that way and then after reflection you should be able to let go of all emotional attachments to the situation and learn the soul lesson you came for, then be able to move onto the next stage of your life..

Our soul usually has more then one lesson in life and a lot of karmic debt depending on your previous incarnations.. Karmic debt is a balance of your own soul energy and it comes about by the choices you have made in previous life cycles on earth (so other incarnations) this is what has us meeting our soul mates and others in our soul tribe some may only come in for a short time in order to give you that soul lesson you asked that soul in spirit to help you with also because of  karmic debt you might of owed. We always incarnate with the same soul groups so you will know them by soul recognition as your soul always knows maybe before your own human recognition of someone you have met before, some people are closer to you then others for we always attract to us those of the same soul frequency so like minded people of where our soul is at the time of each lesson,  we can change frequency and by law of attraction the same like minded people will be drawn to us like a magnet because they are on the same consciousness level as you are.. Because everything is energy our emotions, thoughts, letters, numbers, absolutely every part of creation has its own energy and light frequency (quantum physics) it is all recorded in our askashic record and in the crystalline grid and that is a part of our soul so no previous incarnation ever leaves our soul the parts of it we need for each lesson on earth will always find it's way to us for our soul is so large that not all of it would fit in our human body as the energy is so great,  that is why we have a higher self and a lower self (this is also a part of our light and dark energy) but we can merge them all into one so you are directly connected to the major source of creation this is through our own divine light energy the  one of love and compassion for all of humanity itself and for the creative source and angels which are a part of the makeup of our soul so we are never separate from spirit as they are always a part of our soul it is one big fireball (or lightball) of energy though we do only call on the parts we need including help from the Angels and Spirit as they do need to be invited into your soul make up in order to help or guide you, we do have our own angels born with us but that is also a part of the whole energy system that keeps us alive or our soul working and alive.

Our heart centre is our soul centre all divine connections come straight through the heart so our emotions, our thoughts and just a knowing is a part of the wisdom that comes from our soul and our past incarnations of lives lived on Earth so the more life's your soul has had the wiser you should be as you would of been through pain, joy and all other human existence many times over and the lessons you learnt in one life may never be repeated depending on if you learnt the first time as some souls tend to repeat the same things and are most likely born with those fears still buried in their soul that will come up at some point in order for the soul to grow and deal with all past fears.. If you can release all your fears in this life or incarnation you are in now, you may be able to break free from all karmic debt you owe including those in your soul tribe with this new energy we can clear all karmic debts owed, so you call on spirit to ask if you can now be free of all karma so any debts you still owe will be released so you get to have new beginnings with your soul energy,  you can then start living in the now and making wiser choices in how you interact with people you come across when fears are shown to be coming out you may start to make a different choice in your reactions.   If you find yourself in conflict with others it is because of those fears that haven't been released so have showed up in order for you to deal with.

Learning to forgive is a part of letting go of our fears and the emotional pain in our past caused by others will continue to cause self doubts in you because you haven't forgiven yourself for the part you played in  the situation that keeps coming up within in your mind as the old emotions of pain we still carry around we have pushed  them so far down in the recesses of our soul where we don't have to face them are the basis of our fear.  When we are in a place of darkness  those old fears will come up to cause our own doubts about who we are and our own self-worth which does affect how we interact with others as we will either come from a place of anger or a place of low self esteem where we will let others treat us as worthless for in our hearts that is how we feel, so we give others our power and energy and they will take advantage of you as they can see you are vulnerable and at a place that is not equal to who they are..

Fear will also have us not reaching our full potential of who we are I remember when I was first looking for a job after my youngest son turned school age when I knew I had to find work the first job I tried for I got a rejection and it wasn't even for skilled work  they were looking for workers to go on a factory line  in a packing shed so putting apples in boxes and grading them.. so it isn't work that needed much in the way of experience it even said it in the advertisement, I had to get up at 7 in the morning to go for an interview and the man doing the interview couldn't even be on time  so early in the morning, he was very rude as he was chomping on an apple, so it was a very casual affair and at a place that was local so every body knows every body else and half the crew that works there know me, so I had the interview and the manager said he would ring me if I got the job, because I have been a stay at home mum for most of my time, my resume was lacking and so in my mind I felt worthless anyway as I hadn't been in the work force for a long time because of life and my path of where it was I was supposed to be, that was at home with my kids to help guide them and watch them grow in safety especially after losing Phillip that was were I know I was meant to be.. He rang me a few days later to say I wasn't needed (instead they put on a some of out of town people interim Chinese) when I asked why and said was it because I have been out of the workforce he said yes, so that set my mind to a place of fear thinking no-one would want to employ me now so I hardly tried I did however go onto further learning and got  a Certificate III  in Business Administration and started an Accounting course before my current job came along so my self-worth returned along with a job and my awakening all at the same time as other things were going on at that time as well to do with who I was and why I was here on earth as I felt so worthless to be me.. Everything does happen for a reason I know now that the first job was not for me as I have heard many tales of it not being a nice place to work, I do love my job now as my bosses are both great and I get to do a lot of thinking as I work as I am mostly by myself.

So our fears will have us fail for that is what our ego wants us to do drag us down to the abyss so our fear thoughts are never from our soul or heart, our fears will have us afraid to fall in love again if we have been hurt by relationships in the past as we are still holding on to those painful emotions that will have us not wanting to be hurt again those fears will have our ego having a ball with all the negative thoughts of why we will never open our hearts again to love another this will come back to not taking away that soul lesson and growth that caused the break up the lessons could of been in trust your soul usually knows the reason why things happened as they did.  So you need to face all fears or they will continue to resurface from your soul in order for you to have that soul growth, some might try to drown these fears in alcohol or with drugs as they have not dealt with the pain and want to hide from it or not go to the same place again with other relationships, jobs or any other situations in life. Most people act their fears out towards others.

 

Lies I just wanted to mention people that lie and do it constantly will do it out of fear, fear of being rejected for who they are or for what they have done to cover up a behaviour they feel ashamed of as their emotions have brought up the feelings of guilt which comes from the heart to know you have done something morally wrong towards another, the narcissist will push those feelings of guilt so far down into their soul that lying comes second nature to them so guilt turns to denial and blaming of others just so they can set themselves free from having to feel guilt so they will quite often have to play the victim of everybody else which has caused their misfortune of being caught out in lies.. Fear will turn up in all sorts of situations and our choices in what we do with those fears will determine our destiny as all lies eventually catch up with us as truth like love is a part of the divine and it can never be changed as those that speak with integrity will always be speaking from their heart so their soul and it never tells a lie as it always knows what is hidden within past and present lives over what we have done so our soul always shows up with how we react and act towards others in every situation. Violence also comes from fears that have been with held within your soul from present or past incarnations if you are born with a violent disposition your soul has come to break free of those fears if it can with those freewill choices we are born with over how we treat others, violence is also brought on by low consciousness and the need to drink alcohol or take drugs to ease that pain or fear held..

I think it helps to know where all our thoughts and feelings come from whether out of LOVE so all the positive egoless stuff which is our true soul self and our power or the thoughts born out of FEAR which will be in the negative tone towards ourselves but will show up in others as we do reflect our feeling when we interact with each others.

As I act from a place of 'Love' and I have most of my life as I have never hurt another with intention even when they hurt me I tend to leave them to their own devices as I guess as an empath they are negative emotions I really don't need so do avoid interaction with such negative people and turn the other cheek and avoid them or stay reserved before letting anyone get close to me it has been for my own protection even if I didn't know it at the time why on reflection I can clearly see my own souls truth and intentions of why I am like I am and fear has never been a big player in my life but I must still hold some past life ones as to why my shyness shows up like a wall that protects me it to is a part of being empathetic by nature..

There is no fear that shows in our soul when we return to spirit for it is fully in the light of love and peace once we leave the dense Earth atmosphere.. so you can live that way now if we learn how to face and defeat fear when it shows up in life..

I have just listened to this free recording on the Crimson Circle about Energy Vampires they would be the people that zap your energy and your self worth with their behaviour as they do come from a place of fear or expectation of you being some one they want you to be, not exactly who you are. It is well worth a listen as are other free downloads on this site if you are awakening as you will know the signs..

I've just drawn a card from Archangel Michael to add to this post about fears and hopefully help you to let go of all yours..

ASK ARCHANGEL MICHAEL TO HELP YOU WITH THIS SITUATION

So if you find yourself with fears of your own or in having to deal with others that are coming at you with fears of their own as they are a reflection of your own fears, you can call on Archangel Michael to help you with the situation and to help you with courage and confidence to deal with others and to let go of all your fears so you have no reactions and end up in a fight for fighting is a circle of fear in order to help each of the souls involved bring about lessons of resolve and to face your own fears and emotions in life that do help our soul growth.. When people are coming at you in a bullying way know it is not your fault but they like to bring others down in order to feel superior as they come from a place of fear so a low subconscious level of energy on their part, if you stand in your own soul power the fears you have will not show as you can walk away from them with your self-respect in tact as really they are only looking for your frightened reaction to their fears of being not accepted, so to turn the other cheek and to walk away will have them looking within to face their own fears as you will not be feeding them with your own.. You may still feel afraid inside when the bully comes but stand up and don't show it to them as you are giving them your soul power instead.. So call on Archangel Michael or any other angel or God and ask them to replace all your fears with love for it will bring about your own peace of mind and a sense of being your true soul self.. xx  Prayer on card "Archangel Michael, thank you for assisting me with [describe the situation]. Please help me be filled with faith and peace at all times."

After such a long post I will leave you with music and some Love and Light to beat all fears.

Some more Nickleback - I'd come for you

Sending love and light

Lose all your fears

so you can come from a

place of love for

yourself and all that

you have been through in

your life for it has all been

for a reason as all our pain

is for our soul evolution

and the lessons we

needed to come and

complete on this our

soul life earth journey.

Love is our true soul

state our own divinity.

So it is God our source

energy that is held within,

we all have lessons and

karmic debt to pay and  

to learn on earth in order for

soul growth so we can

awaken and help with love

and service to all humanity.

Love is eternal and infinite

within our souls and will

always have us connected no

matter how far apart we are

our love and souls are one

with who we are and our

DNA and soul make up

are the same and will

never be broken for

all souls are spirit by

nature and are the same

only not all evolved

or connected to such

an extent that they have awoken

 to their true soul self

where fear has no place as

we are fully evolved into

the Love and Light energy

love you always

xxx .