Tuesday, 23 August 2016

Aradia..Fecundity and the unknown.. xx

Hi all I got a new deck of cards Monday "The Gospel of Aradia" so I thought I would do a post using the messages from this deck the cards have lovely artwork and are of good quality ..
You may not know who Aradia is Pagans may of heard of her she is an image of the divine feminine energy ... On the box it says "The story of Aradia is steeped in Mystery. Was she a goddess or a flesh and blood woman? To some she was the first witch, to others a leader of a resistance movement, and still to more, a wise teacher with female disciples. A spiritual mentor and a powerful role model for women to aspire to, Aradia travelled throughout medieval Italy and Europe teaching the ways of the Divine Feminine.
"FECUNDITY" -  Meaning fertility or new growth so a message of planting the seeds for the future and planning on what it is you want to create by planting the seeds for your soul now and being positive about what it is you want to grow in your life be in  wealth, a new career or job, a relationship or what it is your soul needs or dreams about the energy is right now for you to ask for what it is you need and to start creating it by your thoughts and intentions because that is the energy that draws what you need to you, start with a belief that what you want or need is already a part of your life as you manifest it into your reality so if you want to grow your wealth picture your bank account growing while doing the practical things to make it happen, but also requesting from spirit what you need in order for it to grow then the opportunities will be drawn to you be it extra time at work or a pay rise the synchronicity or your request will start to take place.. If it is a relationship you are after picture in your mind your soul mate as it would have been pre-set already by your soul to meet up at some time in your life time so when your soul is ready you call on spirit to help bring your souls together but be patient because all souls have to be ready so you both may have further lessons or karmic debts to finish off first before synchronicity has you together at the right place to meet for the first time because at a soul level you already know each other you will feel it on meeting as well as when you look in their eyes the window to the soul you will recognize each others energy as well as those are things that remain the same through out eternity so does the love energy between your souls.. If your are wanting to add to your family now is the time to plant the seed so asking spirit and letting the soul know that you are now ready to conceive but be patient as all souls including that of both parents need to be in the right energy and ready as well for synchronicity to work to bring all souls into your family setting so some changes may have to occur first to your surroundings or your job situation, but when all souls are ready then the seed you planted then grows at the right time soul is ready for the change in life that will occur..  So plant the seed, believe and have faith that what you need will come to you when you most need it and follow your heart and guidance and take the action steps needed to get to your final result which may include lessons along the way so your soul is ready for the oncoming challenge.. Believe in yourself also for any hurdles that might come up while you manifest your dreams into your reality for they will happen and all will fall into place when your soul is in the right energy and your mind and ego are also not in control.. You may need to train your ego so when any negativity pops up quickly learn to acknowledge your feelings and thoughts then keep positive and know of your own soul power as it knows the way.. love and light xx
I drew a card this morning before work so I have been sitting on it all day but it is a great card to come after "Fecundity" because once you plant the seed of what you want to enter your life then you have to trust and believe that spirit and soul will deliver it to you when you need it, so once you plant the seeds for your future let go without trying to control how it is going to come to you let
the "UNKNOWN"  factors of the divine timing and the mystery of what is behind the door to surprise you so hold no expectations or put in orders of how you want things to turn out..
Trust in what it is you don't know at this time because you are still going through lessons to get to that seed you planted in your souls plan.. You will still get your guidance every step of the way so when you do it is up to you to take each step as it comes and release any fears you have about change as when you plant the seeds for your dreams to come in change will happen at the right time whether it is through a blessing in disguise or synchronicity has you in the right place to meet with someone that gives you an opportunity along the lines of that which you had been hoping for know that it was heaven sent and through your own intuition you will be in the right place at the right time, if it is not fully what you wanted don't be alarmed as you may need to get lessons on the way to prepare your soul for what it is you wanted to enter your life so with any changes that may occur in your life know that everything happens for a reason in order for your soul to learn and to grow so what ever situations come up know they are for your soul to get ready for that which you were hoping, praying and wishing for your soul to come in.. Your soul already knows the way of it and what it is you need to learn in order to fulfill your divine life plan which will have you always learning and growing as you advance in life as we are always moving, nothing ever stays the same and time is irrelevant for your soul because the energy of your soul is timeless, if you are facing health issues and are putting things off until later it may be time to act on that which your heart is telling you  and to also will your body to heal itself by not focusing on any pain but by putting that energy into healing by telling your body it is healed instead of giving your energy to the pain you are training your thoughts and soul life force energy to bring in what you need in the way of healing..
So let go of the control of how things are going to happen and just trust in your soul and its power as you work your way towards fulfilling your dreams and your life purpose as it will fall into place at the right time when your soul is ready for the next challenge.. Be okay and content with how your life is now as the changes will come as you take each step and release what it is that no longer serves your souls higher purpose always call on the angels to help you shift any negative emotional energy as things progress from the seed you have planted and be positive about where you are going and envision your soul already there and be patient..
If you currently feel stuck and are a bit impatient for things to happen it is because your soul knows more is coming but the timing is not right so release that energy while you do your soul searching and releasing of fear energy.. Everything is as it should be even in your unknowing state of mind... Love and light xx
Just looking at the picture on the card it is a closed door so when the time is right the doors of opportunity will open for your soul have faith that your soul knows the way and follow your heart, you will reach your destination soul is counting on it..
In the guidebook Stacey Demarco (card author) has written a little verse which I will also add for you.
When all falls apart,
Space opens up,
Courage and trust
Must fill your cup.

The void is not dark,
Yet our shadows and fears
All swirl and rise up,
Then our wisdom appears.

There must be a bit of an energy shift at the moment at lunch time I felt so tired and drained I was almost asleep sitting at the computer but as I had to go to work so I had to snap myself out of it the weather done a pretty good job as well just as I arrived at work the hail started falling, snow is expected to come close to town and it was cold enough for it.. It is now Friday morning the sun is out but the wind is like ice so snow must of fallen in the higher alps..
Sending love and light 
I am that I am 
a spiritual being 
having a human 
lesson on earth 
as I have had in 
many incarnations.
I set out my soul plan
a long time ago
as in heaven the soul
is timeless and the 
love that is carried 
in my soul is eternal
for those that are my
soul as it is as one 
energy of love for all
souls as fear doesn't exist
where love resides.
Believe in what it is 
that is unknown to 
you at this time.
Follow your heart 
and you will always 
be led to where it was your
soul and human body
was to go in this lifetime.
Ride through your emotions
and release what it is that 
you don't need and you 
will be led to where it is 
your soul was destined to go.
Love you always.
It is eternal and infinite
in your own wisdom.
You know this is true 
So let your heart lead the way.
To where you are supposed to go..
love and light 
xxx

Saturday, 20 August 2016

Family shots, Listen to only Love xx

Hi all I have started my new post with new guidance that I will draw in a minute first  I will show you a few photo's of my grand daughters and one from my childhood my sister just sent it to me via text I would of been about 9 or 10 at the time I am the one holding the swinging monkey on the left.. Mum used to make most of our clothes growing up or we had hand me downs from cousins as there were quite a few girls in our family, I have 20 cousins out of them 8 were boys and all older then me the rest are girls  including my 3 sisters (so my nan and pop had 23 grandkids and plenty of great grands)  I had no brothers so I was very shy around males but shy around all people I'm very reserved and kept to myself I have been a great observer of the human spirit because I didn't open myself up to just anyone..  My elder sister in the photo she done most of my talking for me when I was little I never had to ask for a thing because if she wanted something and asked for it we both got whatever it was we are 15 months apart..

Some more recent photo's of my grand daughters from 10 days ago when I met them at 
work because they joined playgroup for the first time which is held at the school.


Enough family shots and childhood memories for some reason I don't remember a great deal of maybe because my soul has moved on from what happened it feels like is a lifetime ago..

I have just called on Archangel Gabriel and have drawn "Listen Only To Love" so a time to release all fears and listen to what it is your heart is telling you, let go of any doubts and negativity about any situation that is going on in your life, and listen to your emotions and let go of any negative aspects of what it is you are going through as all is in divine order you are going through your current lessons in order to help your soul grow and evolve into a stronger, freer being of light it is time for you to let go of fear and to raise your soul energy higher so you can reach the divine power of your own soul and to be at one with yourself and all of creation, as a part of your soul divine mission in this life time you are to ascend to a higher way of being. In order for you to do this you need to be at one with who you are and why you are here at this time and to work and be of service to the wider community so you can help carry and be a part of the change of consciousness by holding your soul in the higher power of love. as you manifest in what you need you need to release fear and ego when it comes to you, do not be afraid of the emotional journey as it is necessary for you to release all that is and all that was and to live you life in the now time so you can be the creator of the next part of your journey without the restrictions or the karmic energy of any of your past action you need to release that now in order for your soul to move forward with your divine mission and to bring in your manifestations and dreams you need to release all that it is that comes to your emotional body, do not be afraid of this as we your spirit and angel guides can help you shift energy and be of the light of your true soul body and that of your soul essences of pure divine love release your fears now free your soul from others ego be who you are say what you mean speak from the heart and know your own truths in order to work through them and release your soul from any pain and emotional healing you need at this time you are loved and never alone be at peace with all that is going on at this time.. love and light xx
On card "Don't allow fear to distract you from your Divine mission!"




I have drawn a card now from the Romance Angels and the message is to "Retreat" so time for a bit of time out and for a bit of soul searching to find what it is you want out of life and to set your intentions as to what sort of relationship you want going into the future, you need to start with the search for love within your self so you can draw to you the love you want out of life without the control of ego or fears your soul is love and it is your soul essence so a need to release fears, so you can be all that you are to bring in your soulmate and to lift your soul to a higher vibration in order you open your heart to all that it is and to bring in what it is you crave and desire at this time in your life.. Your soul wants to move forward so in order to do that you may need to retreat out into nature and to move away from all distractions as you go within and do some soul searching in order to release that wall and that which no longer serves your higher purpose in life and that of your divine soul plan.. You also need to release you soul from the ego and fears of others that are trying to control you and block your soul energy from moving on so old issues from the past may be resurfacing for you to deal with and to release as those lesson are over your meeting with other souls have served there purpose and left you with soul lessons, know what those lessons were for your soul in order you forgive and to let your higher soul you are ready to move on from that situation that keeps coming up that gives you pain and is controlling your thoughts as to why you can not give or receive love as your past experience of being hurt are building a wall around you heart, so you feel no self worth of the chain of events that caused any breakups.. It is time to leave old ways and habits in the past as your soul is no longer in that lesson move on and move forward with your divine life mission of love and light, live in the now time and accept what is until your heart tells you it is time to go to the next stage of your soul journey.. Retreat and be committed to the bigger soul plan you have, set your intentions and have patience as all falls into place you need to be at peace with yourself and at one with who you are..  love and light xx
On card "It's time to disconnect from the world."




A loving word from Jesus now "PRAY ALWAYS" (Luke 21:36)  a message to always ask spirit or the angelic realm for what it is your soul needs to help you on your soul journey call in anything you want to manifest into your live believe and have patience as what you are manifesting may take to to evolve as your soul needs t be in the right place at the right time to bring in the opportunities you had been hoping for or dreaming of. Trust that all your prayers are heard an it is your energy of the soul that helps you to bring in and manifest all you need in life so do not fear of ever going without as god will provide all that you need so release your fears and let things happen on a natural balance of your own soul energy so stay positive about what path you are taking and follow your heart to where it leads you in life, follow your passions and pray for what it is you need to stay on your soul mission for all will be provided to you when you need it and when your soul is in the right energy to accept all that is given to you. love and light xx
Last message is from Archangel Michael "Admit the truth to yourself, and act accordingly" a message to face your fears and face your truths and to admit to your feelings and to stop putting off what you know you must do and to act out according to what it is you are feeling, and stop hiding behind a wall and turning to other substances to try and hide what you have been putting off and admitting you have a problem because of your past lessons and facing your demons in order your soul can move on from this current situation you know what you must to in your heart. Stop suppressing what it is you know in your soul to be true and admit to what it is you are so afraid of and release your soul from your past. Learn how to forgive yourself and any other soul involved don't look at your future through the lens of the past as your soul has moved on from those lesson. Learn to love yourself as you would another open your heart you are deserving of love and to both give and receive it as you have done nothing wrong. Don't let your self doubts affect what could  be face your fears and your problems and free your soul from this torture you don't need to keep doing this and running from things that are your destiny and a part of your soul plan, keep going you have more to give don't sell your self short and be a mirror to that which you adore.. Call on Archangel Michael to help with any energy blocks and to cut any cords of attachment to the thing that you no longer need in your life as the are affecting your ability to reach your higher self and your dreams will be held back  the energy blocks of you not being at one with yourself and at peace with who you are, and the situation you are in that is of your own making you don't have to be afraid as you are loved, safe, protected and never alone in this world.. Let go, open your heart, open your mind and let things happen in a natural flow of your souls life force energy spirit will bring it all together when it is time after your soul is free from this energy block of putting off what you know is to be true.. xx love and light xx
Written on card - My Prayer: " I appreciate your support in helping me face my feelings with grace and acceptance so that I can be lovingly honest with myself and others. Thank you Archangel Micheal, for giving me courage and strength."

 I have a bit of a Rumi energy on the blog today so I will leave you with a Gift of Love let the energy fill your heart as it does mine and it raises your soul higher to where it should be when I think of you.. you are my soul essence love you always xx 

Sending you  Love and light 
let it be your soul essence
as it is mine. 
I am that I am 
A spiritual being of 
love and light
xxx 

I'm still here with spirit xx

Hi all sorry I have neglected my blog badly I have been using Facebook a whole lot more over the period that I was not on my blog.. It is now the 20th of August I started this post at the end of July so I will post it now as spirit doesn't have a time like earth so it could still be relevant to those they may pop by at anytime, my soul has been doing a lot o shifting since the last posts and this one so I have been doing a lot of soul searching and moving energy which drains me at time as it has been an emotional roller coaster... Along with work and having extra shifts in that time over the weekends I have been neglecting this blog but spirit does send me messages all the time through the angel cards to "Write" which has come out numerous times over my absence of this blog.. I have been doing lots of colouring in  in that time as it helps take your mind off the energy one is shifting.. I have been hit with fear energy a lot and because it is not my usual at peace soul energy it knocks me about emotionally  a bit, I don't have depression or anything like that but it makes me feel like a drained out battery as I work out where the energy comes from I then have to call in the angels to help me move the energy from my soul so I feel myself again as I have never been one to get angry, frustrated or moody most my life I have just gone with the flow and accepted what is as I done my own thing...

In that time I wasn't here  writing posts ..  I did have had an addition to the family another gorgeous grand daughter her name is Emily Jane she was born on the 18 May I have only seen her a few times in her 8 weeks of life I will get to see her again tomorrow I have invited them up for lunch as we all seem to get busy with life and the weather has not been so great with winter coming on and work commitments for all of us, we just seem to run out of time to do things we like..
 Katie 15 mths old
Emily 2 weeks old 
I know also my own soul has been going through many changes since my last blog, sometimes I felt so drained of energy and the physical body needing to get out because of the wet and snowy weather, school holidays and other reasons I haven't got out for my walk as often and I think my body does feel this change not to mention eating much crap that I know I shouldn't but the emotions some times drives you to do things you know you shouldn't...
I have been doing a lot of colouring in as well which does fill in my time but I know I should be doing other things like catching up on my reading and doing my soul realignment course I signed up to and have now paid for..
This week a lot of cards are coming out to say that we as humans are being to serious and I have seen the "Sense of humour" card come out with other card readers through the week a couple of times, so it is time to lighten up as we are dragging our own soul energy down because I have now drawn the card below about "Opening your heart" about 3 times this week so spirit does want us to start to lift our souls energy so we are in alignment with what is going on in the universe as new energy portals are opening up all the time.. Maybe we are not grounding ourselves enough as well and being stuck inside and not getting out in nature which also raises and grounds our soul energy with mother earth and our own souls data and energy that is stored underground in the crystalline grids, there has also been activity with the sun so that affects the magnetic grids and our consciousness so a need to stay on top of things on an emotional level as well as making sure our earthly body is also getting what it needs in being grounded and centred in our own soul energy and being balanced within our own life and not taking the chaos around the world as our own energy but to release that chaotic and fear energy from our sensitive souls and to feel peace with where we are and were we are going as a human species..

A message from Mother Mary this is a message I also received last night from Jesus in another deck  with an app on my iPad* it was also the message from the 14th July so spirit can see souls closing off instead of shining their light and accepting the love given in compassionate actions and the love spirit sends down to you in your guidance and messages that you may not be hearing so a need to look within your own soul and reading your own energy through your emotions is necessary, don't close yourself off emotionally*
 .. In this time of fear and chaos in the world also with all the changes on a personal level many souls are closing their hearts because of the fear of feeling pain, so now is not the time to let into fear but to open your heart fully so you can raise your own soul energy and so you can receive clear thoughts and the guidance you so need as lives are changing all the time in this the new energy so you need to keep your heart and mind open from any indoctrination from any source and to use your discernment over any information you are getting of a spiritual nature. What you need to do is to turn inwards and read the energy of your own soul so that is to recognize and to know where it is your feelings and emotions are coming from and to not suppress or ignore your inner knowing but to acknowledge and accept where all your thoughts are coming from and to release those emotions that are no longer serving your higher good and to be able to discern and know what it is that your own soul energy is telling you and to be able to move in the right direction that your soul knows to go because you did have a pre-set soul plan and it is up to your freewill and choices to either follow your heart or ego energy at this time and to do what is right for your soul at this time without being dependent on others for your guidance but to be able to follow your own instincts and intuition what ever your situation is..
We are going into a new way of being so we are being downloaded with the spiritual tools as we need them, your soul knows this and you have been implanted with the Christ seed so all the information is at your fingertips and will be there for you once your soul is ready to accept what has been given to you before you were birthed onto this earth.. Your soul knows the way of it so trust in what your heart tells you and leave the rest for it is the fear that speaks through you over way things used to be in the old energy, things have changed you have changed since the past you are no longer that person but a much wiser soul..
Trust in your intuition and that information from spirit that now guides you, your soul knows follow your passions and you will be where you are supposed to be in this life as your soul evolves in this new energy be open to change and accept what it is that comes to you even if you don't currently understand what that is. Know all and every one is divinely guided by the same source so every thing is in order even among chaos things work themselves out even if you can't see the result now, you will see the reasons why at a later date..Open your heart and your mind to accept and get the guidance from spirit have faith in yourself, and do what you need to do for your soul, other souls will admire your genuine and straight forwardness if they are in the same heart energy.. xx  love  and light xx
"I allow myself to feel the full range of emotions, especially all the forms of love.."

I have also drawn some cards from the Loving Words of Jesus deck and the same cards have come out that have come out this month..
"Love one another; as I have loved you. (John 13:34)" .. with all this political turmoil and chaos going on around the world don't lower your souls energy vibration by showing hatred and seek revenge but instead show compassion to the world as it needs much healing in the current energy climate.. For your own souls energy you need to be the love and light others aspire to by setting an example and showing your compassion and understanding towards all souls not judgements or hatred which is an energy that gets suppressed within your own soul so you become bitter and don't always see things clearly........
"Watch and pray, that you enter not into temptation. ( Matthew 26:41).. a message to make your choices from the heart and don't be led by your ego into situations that you could avoid if you listen to your emotions and intuition about things you know you shouldn't be doing but do anyway in a moment of weakness.. 

"I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you. (John 14;18) .. A message that you are never alone and can always call on the angelic realms and spirit to come and comfort you in any time of change or struggle with so many changes and chaos around you may need someone to uplift you so call on the angelic realm and someone will come to your aid, or the angelic realms will help you come and shift the fear from your soul energy, you may feel alone and isolated in your thoughts but you are loved always and never alone in your sorrow.. 

The message from Tuesday the 19th

The message this morning is from Archangel Michael for those or someone on the blog that has been working on something or is trying to manifest something into their lives there will be "A favourable outcome" so everything will turn out for the best with everyone involved and those that needed lessons will have got them in the process so you can release any worry now as it doesn't do your soul any good and it lowers your soul energy vibration, so if you still need some solutions or answers to come in they might be blocked from entering your energy field so release all fears and worries now be grateful for what you have at the moment and what you are manifesting will be with you in no time..love and light xx
What ever comes to your mind first when you read this is your own message from spirit so each and every one that this resonates with also gets their own guidance if you just stop and listen to your self talk or read your emotions because it sets off a chain reaction with what it is going on internally within your own soul so it is like reading your own energy but you do have to be truthful with yourself and know where your thoughts and emotions do come from they will be either come from your heart or your ego (if it is negative it comes from ego) if you are in denial about your own choices the thoughts to will come from ego trying to talk you out of what you know deep inside on what you need to do to improve or better your own life for you are in charge of all your words, thoughts and actions, there is no outside force that creates your life your soul is wholly responsible for what you created for your self, so there is no such thing as free speech as you are always responsible at a soul level for everything, how others react to what you say is there choice and if they use it to threaten you it comes from a place of fear and ignorance to facing the truth so you are never responsible for others fears only your own. Fears usually come to you via lessons so you can work through any pain or emotional discomfort that it is causing you so knowing when to release that fear and not let it control you is one of those lessons because out of fear we make terrible choices that will affect our soul more then it does others.. Fear lessons will also come about so you can work on your self confidence and being able to stand up for yourself and your belief system.. Without fear we would not have freedom. Once you can release those fears from your soul that is when you taste true freedom because when there is no fear only LOVE remains which is your true self so how others react to your words is their problem not yours, it is only yours if you continue to have others fears as your own as they will emotionally control you until they are released.. love and light xx
Have a great day I best be off to work so I think that was a further message about fear and letting it go so all that you have left is love which is who your truly are and why your come to earth to discover that and to vibrate at a higher energetic level as a soul so your choices are in alignment with your higher soul because you can reach it without the middle man or spirit.. So release your worries as everything will work out and everything will fall into place how it is supposed to or as a benefit to all involved.. love you always xx
With the position of the flash light it looks like Archangel is holding a extra big ball of light as he does and you can call on him to protect you with that big ball of divine love light energy that he has to help you release any fears but to also protect you from the fears of others.. You only need ask and the beloved angel of light Archangel Michael is beside you protecting you as he does me xx love and light AA Michael my guide and protector in this life and every other incarnation I have had where fear was my lesson xx

The messages from this morning 22 July

I have drawn a card or two this morning I have Archangel Gabriel with "Retreat" you may have been feeling the effects of the full moon energy so you may need to retreat a bit and organise the things you have been putting off and to make them a priority so you can get things done and dusted and move onto better things that you want to get done at this time, procrastination over things in your heart you know you need to get done and tackle so you are free from this task in the future.. Also time to be on your own to do a bit of soul searching to work out what it is you want without trying to control how it is going to happen but by taking things as they come when they come to you and leaving what you don't know about your future, there as their is no future only what it is you are creating now. Time is infinite so the past, present and future are always now so the future could mean just a minute from now on the human clock but in spirit the time is always now so without expectation of what is going to happen next in your life you need to create the now moments all the time and then all that you are dreaming for will fall into place minus your worries so living day by day, minute by minute without looking at your clock but feeling your way with your emotions and intuition and knowing when you have to pull back from others just for your own peace of mind and get your own soul priorities right for that moment and not bringing on arguments for the sake of it and having to be right all the time, stepping back and listening and taking in what others are pointing out to you and questioning yourself and if they could be right after all but not getting offended by it but learning from what it is others have to share even if you don't agree with them at the end of the day it is not about them but the emotions that you have to work through to be at peace with the world..
The second card was from Archangel Michael "Ask Archangel Michael to help you with this situation" so what ever your situation is in life and currently at this moment that has you stressed or worried call on Archangel Michael to help you sort through it so you can be at peace as the angelic realm comes in and changes your souls energy and with that they replace your worry with a solution you may not get it straight away but when you soul loses that worry the messages and guidance is then delivered to you, through a way you will notice the answer may just pop into your mind, or someone might give you a suggestion that makes you ponder the angelic realm always give you signs and the solutions if you are paying attention and observing the world and not worrying and letting things pass you by.. The answers are always to be found if you seek them, they will be there in no time but your soul does have to be ready to receive them if your own energy is not right you miss the chances given but don't fret because they always come back around again when the stars are aligned and you are ready and at peace to accept what is given.. You are never alone and always attached to spirit and the energy of others so this is how synchronicity works and you are in the right place at the right time or how you can some times miss disasters your spirit guidance gives you messages so you may have a change of mind and do something different that is not your routine but you will be where you need to be every minute of the day if you are paying attention to your thoughts and emotions and not just brushing them off, do be wary where your thoughts come from though heart or ego because (one the ego)will have you going the long way around with lessons to get to where you intended if you just followed your heart and instincts in the first place.. So you will always end up where you intended and are meant to be no matter how long it takes you.. love and light xx 


Love lifts your soul beyond your ego let it be your souls driver.
I will leave this post off with my new favourite song or one of many.. I do love music as it has always soothed my soul.. As a teen I used to listen to the radio or tapes at night so usually went to sleep listening to some sort of music of the 80's era mostly.. I will do a new post with some fresh angel guidance so will work on it now put it may not get up until tomorrow as I feel like I have my energy back so some new cosmic portals may have opened for my soul to feel charged again it may be the full moon energy.. 
Love and light 
Lay it all on me
I will take away 
your fear energy.
Love you always 
no matter where 
you are because 
love is eternal 
so everlasting and
 a part of your souls
memory it never dies 
even when your body
expires the love 
goes on and on
as it is our 
souls essence
so it will go on 
into all lifetimes 
we spent together 
through out or souls
creation , our soul 
blueprint is the same
I am your spirit guide 
and you are mine 
I feel so lost without
you as you are my 
Twinsoul, you will feel
me through your higher
soul when you reach the heights
of love that is your soul energy.
I feel you and your energy
through soul .. 
love you always 
xxx

Sunday, 15 May 2016

Ask for What You Want. Rest and Open Your Mind To All That Is xx

 Hi all it is now Sunday afternoon no news of a new arrival yet into my family my daughter goes to see her doctor tomorrow so we will see what bubba is up to her due date is tomorrow so she may be induced some time this week if baby doesn't seem to be in a hurry..
ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT
A lot of confusion with souls with so much chaos going on around them, it is time to focus on what it is YOU want to bring and manifest into your life as the more peaceful you are as a soul the more things will be peaceful around you no matter what is going on as it is not in your control what others are doing in this world.. You are responsible fully for what you are manifesting into your life as it is a part of the whole of creation the more love and light that surrounds you the more love and light that is spread to others in the world.. 
I have called on Archangel Gabriel this morning for any guidance that is needed at this time  "Ask for What You want" so another message like part of yesterdays and to seek within to what it is you really need right now in your life and keep your energy focused on manifesting it to you with faith, belief and hope in your heart that it will come to you in time with patience.. If you are currently feeling stuck in your position in life call on the angelic realm to help get your mind out of the fear based ego manipulation that you can not achieve what you want, need or desire for you right now as everything does come together when you know what it is in your heart you want and wish to achieve you are the creator of everything in your life by your thoughts and the law of attraction you draw that energy to you that becomes your existence, you can get yourself caught up in a negative karmic cycle just as you can get yourself caught up in a positive one it all starts with your thoughts and what it is you are wishing to achieve.. but be truthful with yourself and manifest into your life all you need from finances, a new career path or love interest as you can call any soulmate you were to meet into your life and when they are ready they will appear at the right time the soul is ready for the next step in your path.. never stop focusing your positive thoughts on what you need, and see yourself already there whether it is a book being published or being with the one you love that you have not met yet everything is possible in this life and your soul knows its own plan you as the human just has to remember it and it will be your choices that take you there, with synchronicity all falls into place.. Don't focus your thoughts and energy on what you don't want as it to will be manifested as you are in total control of your own needs so be clear in what you are manifesting as your wishes do come true.. xx love and light xx
"Clear communication with yourself, with God, and with others helps you avoid misunderstandings and speeds up the process of answered prayers."

I have just drawn 3 more cards with the question of how I can guide those who come and read my blog or FB page to bring them to a place of peace.. 
 SADNESS & ISOLATION 
So a message for those that have had some sort of shake up or change in their life that has brought on some sadness and you feel the need to isolate yourself from others just so you don't have to feel pain or let others know how you are really feeling as you don't want to bother others so instead you try and cope and deal with any sort of loss or change on your own and you really are feeling stuck and isolated because you can not currently find a solution as to why things had to change as they did so you feel sadness and fear there fore you are having trouble on focusing what is ahead for you so you are feeling a bit stuck and have no direction as your mind is not letting you move from where you are emotionally.. It is time to change that perception of being stuck because that is the energy you are drawing onto yourself  out of fear that things will need to change within your own life as you feel like you are getting no where, this is what is blocking your souls energy and not letting the ideas or solutions come in because you just can not see the light at the end of the tunnel with your current position if you are struggling financially let the thought go that you will not have enough or not bring in more financial aid when you need it as this is what is blocking those ideas and solutions coming into you, and you cause yourself a negative karmic cycle based on fear which can't see outside of itself or an answer to your prayers.. You need to keep your focus on what you do have going good in your life and work on a positive karmic cycle and know that all your needs are being fulfilled maybe not all your wants but the basics of life and having all that you need, and knowing if you ask the divine part of your soul that your needs have changed that those dreams you have and are focusing on will then start to form with further guidance and then taking action when you know things are not working out so well at the moment.. These moments in time of your life never last as they only serve as lesson and challenges you need to overcome at the time of what choices you made that brought you to that place in your life, you have freewill and choice to change any aspect of your life at any time but the thought of change is sometimes overwhelming if you can not see how your dreams are going to be fulfilled that is where faith comes in and knowing that your current position is not permanent but just another stepping stone on your path to the better things that are coming into your life once you let go of trying to control destiny as it will be your fears that stop you from taking action or moving forward on your souls path.. Trust in yourself and your own divine plan things are not going to be as they are now if you keep moving forward and search your soul and be really clear with what it is you want and asking spirit for their assistance to help bring in what it is you need, desire and dream about.. It is within your reach so don't isolate yourself ask for what it is you need without guilt as every soul on earth is here to help each other and that comes with our lessons both negative ones and positive ones as that is our dual energy system and you can not have one without the other it is how you see your self and how you can lift yourself out of dire situations that you may of found yourself in through out your life.. Let go of what it is you no longer need emotionally that way you are inviting the new into your life but the first step is admitting to yourself that change needs to happen and then setting your goals to get yourself out of the current situation.. You can do it the soul and human spirit is so strong it just takes courage and commitment from yourself and learning to take care of your spiritual and emotional needs first and letting go of any negative aspects so the positive karma can come into your life and stay there.. 
 CROWN CHAKRA 
This is the energy centre that opens your mind to all solutions and your own spiritual wisdom of life as we know it from past incarnations once you open this energy centre the whole universe opens up and your own souls wisdom and that of spirit comes rushing in but it will be one step at a time as it means trusting yourself and trusting the messages you are receiving are for real and from spirit.. One step at a time and your whole world opens up to infinite wisdom so you find all your solutions plus more the hand of spirit reaches down into your energy portals so you can then invite in with your intentions all the answers to the questions you have of spirit but also of yourself and what or who is your soul as its wisdom pours in and you will be led to where it is you need to go, to find out exactly who you are and your life purpose.. The soul always knows of your divine plan and where it is you need to be, it is just a matter of searching within for all the answers will resonate with you as you discern any information you may get from others as your own soul knows its own journey in life and it is your own intellectual wisdom you are tapping into to get you to where it is in life you need to go..  There are many meditations on Youtube that will help open and activate all your energy centres of the soul as they do become clogged or unclear if you have fear based energy surrounding the Chakra centres and things in your life don't seem to be working out try activating or clearing your souls energy and open the world of the universal energy system into your own mind, body and soul as it is all connected and is the life force energy of who you are in human and spiritual form.. 
The crown chakra helps to clear any mental issues as well so it brings healing to you if you need to clear your mind of unnecessary clutter and chatter that has you seeing only fear and not the light at the end of the tunnel so work on clearing all energy centres so you as the human can become balanced and be able to manifest in life what it is you need with will power and courage there is nothing you can not achieve.. Picture a white or any colour divine light run through your crown through your whole body and light it up and cleanse your soul of any insecurities or impurities that are no longer of any service to you or your highest good that includes any emotions that you have not let go and have come suppressed within your energetic auric field..
SURRENDER TO REST AND SLEEP
"To prevent burnout, slow down. Honor your need for quiet time and peaceful sleep to rejuvenate your mind, body and spirit.".
 After all you've been through with the soul reformation and letting go of any fear based emotions it is time to surrender to sleep and rest up so you can re-energize your whole mind, body and soul call on the Angelic and Ascended Masters realms to help your soul remove any toxins that have your mind, body or soul be constantly on the move and keeping you awake at nights. You need your rest so you don't burnout or over extend your soul energy as when you are always on the go it is your mind that starts to play up as you don't know what to do with yourself if you aren't always on the go. It is time to stop this karmic energy behavior so you can become fully and whole as well as balanced again and when we ask for angelic guidance or assistance it will be in our sleeping hours that the spirit world will come and visit you and change your souls energy system if you ask them to and others can come and visit in your dreams to leave you messages of love and hope and leave you feeling so loved and cared for.. There is a time for action but also for rest as a human body can not be sustained if it is exerting energy all the time, if your body has got into some sort of routine of insomnia it is time to try some meditation routines just so your mind can stop racing and you get your sleep and rest and your crown chakra when open all information comes in with clarity, because your mind has settled into a different routine.. Call on the angelic realm once again to help you calm your mind so you have clarity and can clear you mind of unwanted thoughts and energy when you need to be balanced within yourself.. When you are balanced energetically on the inside the life just flows and you can handle any of life situations that comes up because you mind is clear and you can find your solutions more easily or just welcome change if things happen out of the blue.. You know you are safe and protected and can handle any of life challenges that come your way... More sleep equals less stress and anxiety because your mind does become clear and all divine guidance can be heard and action taken as needed without fear... love and light xx 

Dream big, open your heart and mind and let the guidance come in so you can achieve your dreams without fear or ego manipulation but with faith and belief in yourself and in your own divine plan that you are creating from this moment on.. With all your karmic debts paid it is now time for you to fill in the blanks of where your life is now taking you search within your heart and work out what it is you really want out of life or who you want in your life and start making plans to be at that place, or imagine you are already there as you take one day and one step at a time to recover from any of the life changes that have taken place.. Ground yourself and write down your first goal you wish to achieve if you are one that likes to make plans.. or if you are like me you are lead by the heart to where it is you need to go so I just put in my soul wishes and keep my focus on where my heart wants to take me and wait patiently as other souls get ready and then everything falls into place as I have had dreams and visions of my future with you in it.. I have seen the visions in my dreams so I know it is coming I don't know when or how but I know it is a part of my destiny in this life time.. so it will happen my soul tells me so.. love you always forever in my heart and soul eternally xx 
 Open your heart and release fear and you will feel how much I miss you
and want you home where you are safe, warm and protected from harm.

This is so me it just came on my FB wall and it was how I was feeling over the last couple of weeks so emotional I know my soul was going through some changes with the universal energy that has been pushing souls to awaken as our earth goes into ascension our souls are moving to a higher frequency in energy vibration in doing so the soul needs to go through a process of throwing out from our emotional body any fear energy that is no longer serving us as a soul and that we are also uniting as one soul of all that is the energy in the universe.. so to do that we have to relive memories from our past that still are in emotional soul body we didn't release or get our lesson from so know everything is okay and that your soul is just going through changes that won't last, but your ego is playing mind games with you so you don't move forward as it wants you to stay in the darkness of your soul. You need to surrender your ego which means getting rid of all the darkness that still exists in your souls emotional body so it could be things from this present life or stuff coming up from past incarnations. either way you need to call on the Angelic realm to help you move past this fear so your soul can become the pure light and love that it is.. So your soul is really having a battle with itself over the light and dark energies and you need to let one go so you can feel whole again and stop fighting and struggling with the mind control games the soul is playing.. You need to focus on the love and light in your life concentrate on your heart and send the love out to those that are a part of your life and are deep in your soul and send them love and also yourself as you really matter to all those you just sent love to and need to continue to be a part of their life even when you feel you are in the darkness it will be that love you feel that guides you home.. You are never alone as you go through these soul processes as the Angelic and spirit realms are holding and loving you tighter as you go through any pain as anything emotional really cuts down deep but it does need to come up so your soul can face those fears and release them so the new can come in, so changes will happen once you feel whole and yourself again.. Tears and crying helps your soul immensely to wash away all those unwanted emotions you have been suppressing. As a child I always hid under my blankets when I needed to cry and I refused to cry in front of anyone because I didn't need others to comfort me as these were challenges I had set myself to work on my feelings and what they meant so I could bring myself back up, also crying brought attention on to myself and I have never liked to be the centre of attention or to be noticed as I like to observe and just be me which was shy and I probably built a wall around myself just to protect that person that was hiding inside that has only recently come out in knowing who I am and why I was so shy and introverted and never needed to seek attention from anyone.. It is even harder to cry now with this soul awakening as it can hit you at any time like at work, all you want to do is cry for no particular reason just that your soul is hurting and all those emotions and thoughts running in your mind need a release valve and it is through tears it comes so I have cried myself to sleep on many nights over the last 3 yrs as I have also been crying to help others release fears as well that come through me.. Some times it has felt like going through the grieving process again and having thoughts of no one understanding you and being or feeling so alone and knowing their is only one person just like you that would understand as they are going through the same thing and you only want to hold them to let them know how much you care and hate to see them hurting so much.. 
ARTISTIC EXPRESSION

I have just drawn a card from the Ascended Masters and Paul the Venetian has come out "Artistic Expression" so one way to release all this pent up emotions you are going through is to go through the channels of your own creativity whether you are a writer, singer, love to play music or dance, or pick up a paint brush or do art/craft of some kind it is a way to release your fears or the love you feel by filling those passions with the creative outlet that gives you the most pleasure even if you have never tried a particular technique or tried any type of art now might be a good time to do it to help take your mind off other things as well as releasing what is inside as it comes out in your work.. I think this is a message for someone to let their creative passions out in writing even if it is only for you now you can share it later as it will bring out what it is you are feeling and you so much need the relief outlet so you can get back to being your cheerful, optimistic and happy full of jokes self .. You are not feeling in that frame of mind at the moment so it is time to get yourself out of the karmic cycle that you have got your self into and leave your past behind as it is no longer serving you and it is only taking your soul power and making you feel so down, it is time to get past this period in your life and open up to what it is your heart is telling you and to express yourself to those that matter in your life and to stop hiding behind the pain that keeps you protected behind a wall of silence that you mask to others that you are okay, because you really aren't and you do need to admit these fears to yourself so you can move past them, call on the angelic realm as you no longer need to keep struggling in life when you are able to manifest what it is you need at any given moment in time.. find your passion and it will be your soul path you have been seeking as it is seeking you, write down all you are feeling and call on the angelic realm to remove what it is that no longer serves your higher soul as it is bringing you down to a low vibration which has you feeling in a stuck position with no direction or solutions to get you out of the current situation, let go and let god bring in those answers, open your heart and clear your mind and be at peace with who you are and your journey so far as you have accomplished so much of what it is you came to do but that is now over and it is time you moved on to other things that light up your life, your soul knows what this is as it will be your first thoughts when you read this message.. Hang in there and never give up believe in yourself and move forward now .. xx love and light xx
 Sending you love and light
You are in my heart 
now and forever more.
Rest and relax
get up to full speed
and let your energy return, 
get your pen and paper 
out and express how it
is you are feeling
open your heart
and your mind and 
you will be able 
to hear and see me
as well through telepathic
channels that only
our soul can hear
and connect this has
to happen first before
any physical contact 
your soul needs to 
be at peace with itself
and to be able to process
all emotions and be able 
to release any fear that 
comes to you for the
Twinflame connection
is so intense all fear
needs to be released now.
In order for the next step
of our soul evolution.
I give you my strength and 
courage and so much love
to see you through these 
dark days as they
will not last we 
still have so much to do.
I can't wait for the day
to see and hold you once again
like at the start of our creation.
When we were one with
all that is our spirit and soul.
I love you always give 
me your pain and I will
take it away and never
let you fall into the abyss again.
Love and light is our soul
always and eternally.
xxx 

Saturday, 7 May 2016

Happy Mothers Day.. xx

Hi all it is now Saturday night tomorrow is Mothers day, the best part of life is to have kids they are what makes life worth living I have been blessed with 4 - one is an angel in heaven but not too far away as he remains a part of my soul and  a part of my being forever and we will meet again..He has given me so much in his short 5 yrs I am blessed he chose me as his mum on his journey, his soul got the lessons it needed while leaving lessons of life and death for my soul that has led me on my soul journey to find out where he went that being his spirit or soul as he left me clues and hints that planted a seed in me that has only grown over the last 4 yrs and I have found out so much about me and my soul and those that are connected to it with so much love it hurts to be with out them, but I am patient as I know that dreams get fulfilled once soul lessons are received so everything will fall into place at the right time..
The kids dropped a present up through the week so I will open it tomorrow.. My daughter has about then 8 days until baby #2 is due so I think she is staying close to home at the moment so I won't see her or my other son as he has to work this weekend so I will have my baby home who is 13.. So I won't be doing much I will go visit my mum at some time and take her a present down, I will make a card first in the morning..
Celine Dion - Goodbye's the saddest word 
a song about her mother when she passed away..
 If your mum has left you on the earth plane, she is still with you in spirit as my son is with me, and you can still talk to her as if she was with you because in spirit the soul remains a part of you and in your heart so you only need to think of her and she will be there for you and leave you signs that mean something to you and resonate with the time you had together so the sign may be some of her favourite things she collected, or something like a food you favoured you may smell her favourite perfume or smoke if she was a smoker.. it will be your own 6th sense that will know you had a visit from her in spirit as she is never far away from your thoughts.. All souls that cross back over the veil send their love to you and want you to know they are still with you when you go through any of life struggles and they are willing you to show your strength and what they taught you and you will pull through any challenges life has to offer..
I have just done a reading tonight from Mother Mary here is her message.. 
 I drew a few cards from the Mother Mary deck today.. "Mother" came out so did "Family" on this special mothers day a message to take care of and nurture yourself as much as you nurture your family as you also matter and what you need should be taken care of every day not just on one special day of the year when the feminine energy is celebrated.. The more you have inside and the more you feel not taken for granted the more you have to give to not only your family but to each other this goes for the males also as we a dual energy system of male and female soul energy so all genders need to nurture self and each other.. This does not mean you have to be hard on your self or each other and have compassion and understanding of your needs and emotions and also that of others as you are not separated and are a mirror of each other so if any fears show they will be felt not only on a physical level but also a spiritual one as you are connected always in spirit you are one with each other in all that is your soul as the energy is not separate but one with the universe as a whole your soul has its own vibration which is connected to your soul family and your soul group so you help each other on this journey through life as you each get your lessons and synchronicity will always bring you together through the energy vibration of the souls you are to meet and to ascend with. Your soul knows this and your divine plan if you are in contact with your higher soul you can reach that of your plan you may not know all details or how things will eventuate but you will know there is more to come and other lessons that may still to be learnt for all those involved in this your soul plan.. All is in divine order you will know when it is time to change and your opportunity has come your intuition and soul knowing will know it is time to move ahead with the rest of your plan. it was written a long time ago in the planning stages of your life and mission on earth in another realm.. Your family loves you no matter how far apart you are.. All mothers in heaven send their love as they heard and felt all the messages from the earth realm they are so proud of you and all you have done with your life and that of the grandchildren they never met or some they did..much love and white roses are being sent to you from the one that adores you and was so glad that you chose them to be their/your mentor and mother in life.. love and light xx

Your soul always knows what it is you came here for and the lessons you needed to balance your karmic energy and to experience what you needed each time you made a choice and decision on your life path.. No choice is either wrong or right as it is what you chose to learn at that time so you are fully responsible for your own actions and choices on this your soul journey, because a soul plans it all before entry to the earth realm, there is a veil of remembrance though that the soul goes through so it is then with your freewill and choices your lessons are given and shown to others that have come on your path as nothing happens with coincidence or by chance as your soul is always working with you on a subconscious level over what it is you were to fulfill, if you open your heart and your mind what you used to do on a subconscious level you can now do on a conscious level because those guides and angels were an inbetween you and your higher oversoul so a messenger between the veil.. Follow your heart and you will always be where you need to go and it will be your dreams that will give you hints and through other signs sent from spirit you will just know who you are and where you have been but with so many lifetimes and lessons the soul has had it leaves an energy imprint on you which is forever so you need never repeat the same lesson again depending on if you got it the first time as sometimes souls fall into a karmic pattern they sometimes have trouble getting off so they will just repeat the old relationships and people skills that will always draw to them the lesson they will or was supposed to get.. Once you get your lesson in life it is then time to move on after your soul searching and coming to a conclusion of what it was your soul needed to get lessons in, a lot of time it is patience as we put in our wishes and dreams and when we don't see anything happening we tend to start thinking other things so the divine keeps up with your current thoughts, intentions, dreams and what it is you wish to manifest from any part of your life so relationships, bringing in of a soulmate, financial affairs and career of jobs the things you need to make your life easier are what you manifest as you need it.. Worry and stress will always be an energy that blocks your manifestations as you are in fear of not getting what you want so the cycle is broken and the plans changed as your thoughts have expected an outcome already.. It is your thoughts that will always create your reality and what it is that you are bringing into your life.. You cannot control anyone outside of yourself or the situations that will come up, you can try to control but you need to come from a place of fear and put that fear into others so make them feel emotional guilt or some sort of reaction to get them to do what it is you want, but in the end that person will always end up doing what they want because resentment and other negative emotions will start to fester with someone that is using fear to control you, it always creates drama and chaos it may take a while to fester but it always comes to a head and all souls involved end up getting the lessons intended.. So you can always chose your battles or not as you can walk away from any fear based emotion that will feel like you are not in control of your life.. So alway honour your feelings and if it doesn't feel right or you don't really want to do something speak up so the other person knows where you stand and if they don't like it they have the option of walking away or respecting you for being genuine and they will find another solution or someone else to do their work for them.. 
I might leave it there with the mothers day wishes and come back later as it is getting late my kids spoilt me today I received a fit band, a colouring in book, chocolates and some socks.. It was raining for most of the day so didn't get a chance to walk and test the fit band if it isn't raining after my morning job I will go for my usual walk but in my job I get over 10,000 steps usually without the extra walk around the sports field.. 
Sending love and light 
I love you with all my
heart and soul..
You are my soul and 
we are united as one the
love is eternal and united
one of a divine kind so 
where ever you are I am
Love yourself and you
love me as I am all that
you are we are united
as one always.. 
You are my twinflame
so my guide my lover 
in spirit and when the 
time is right we will
unite on the earth plane..
Until that day keep 
your dreams alive with
positivity and faith in 
all that will be the divine
plan as was set out before
we had to do what we did 
because of karmic debts and
energies owed to ourselves and
also to others, you have done
nothing wrong you are loved
always for what has been your 
life path so far as all was done
out of love for me and our 
ascension together all is 
working out in divine timing.
Patience, hope and faith in 
you and me to be as one
before we become whole 
and completely united 
in body, mind and spirit..
Open your heart and listen
to soul it knows the way
 to what is our destiny..
 love you always.
xxx