Have Confidence, Give and Receive and New Beginnings and fresh start xx

Hi everyone it is the last day of February in a leap year so Happy Birthday to all those born on the 29th and don't get to celebrate the right day every year.. Today is one of those days you sometimes have where you have a feeling and you just can't  put your finger on what it is if there is something not quite right or as if someone wants something from you and you just don't have it in you to give them what they need sort of feeling, so not sure what it is about I'm sure it will come to me later.. Also a day where I feel so alone in the world maybe because of that feeling I just described maybe my soul is going through energy changes again but don't know what, why or how also others expecting you to be like them and you know you're not so you feel like you are being picked on for being different.

 

I was fine when I woke up in the morning after I shed my fears/tears my  soul is just going through changes and feeling like some wanted to shut me down so I think this goes back to my souls history and still shedding those fears. 

The message from 1 March 2016

I have just drawn the angel messages for today and I have used two decks but got the same message in both so Archangel Gabriel and Archangel Michael are both saying have confidence whether it is in what you are creating for yourself or your future have confidence in what you do and your own abilities to manifest into your life what it is you want or need because you can have both creativity and experience in all matters that surround the soul path you have chosen for yourself in this life the divine plan you set eons ago will fall into place trust in yourself to achieve what it is your heart is telling you and have courage and optimism to see it through you don't need anyone in life but yourself to work out what it is your soul planed quiet your mind and listen to your heart what it is you are feeling is real and will lead you to the path destined for you at the right time in your life you may have things to finish on a soul level to connect to those you wish to bring into your life as you are already connected and love is always the connection you are never separated even when apart you are still as one soul in this life and every other trust and have confidence in what you are doing for all will be as you wish it to be and as you imagined.. Let go of doubt and move on your path with courage for you will be supported and loved so never alone as you complete what you must first, in your heart you will know what this is.. Don't worry about your work for those that seek the truth will seek it out and be drawn to it no matter what you do, it is okay to move forward if you feel stuck in your situation your soul will know the next step.. xx love and light xx 

The message for 2 March 2015

"Giving and Receiving" are you balanced in this energy so not only giving to others that will take advantage of your kindness so they will expect you to do certain tasks for them for nothing which will make you feel you are being taken for granted and are you allowing others to give you gifts in return or feeling guilt when they do if so stop it now and accept all that is given to you but in return make sure you also give so a kind word, a smile a lending hand to someone with out expectation of anything in return.. Learning to give and receive can take a lot for some souls as there are takers in the world that take the givers for a ride look at yourself and see if you have an equal balance of both with what you give and what you allow yourself to receive.. If you feel you are being taken advantage of stop giving so much to those that are using you let them carry their own load for a while this could also be emotionally so they use you as a battering ram and expecting you to always bail them out emotionally and not listening to your advice so they need to be let go of for your own emotional well being, plus it will benefit them to go it alone because they will get the lessons they came for with out relying on you for everything they suck your energy leaving you empty and exhausted from their drama's in life, let them go to make room so you can receive those good deeds in return let others do things for you.. If you feel you are being used trust that feeling and follow your heart out of the situation. xx love and light xx
Do you know people usually turn to you when they are full of fear from the drama's in their lives sometimes they only need a friendly ear so you don't need to do much but listen and understand so you then become a release valve of emotions for them so they quite often only need your shoulder and don't need you to fix things, use your instincts and you will always know what to do without over exerting your own energy reserves in trying to solve the worlds problems that is not always our task as a sensitive soul.xx

 The message from today 3 March 2015

The message today is from Archangel Michael I drew two cards again because I wanted more information.. The first card was "New Beginnings and a Fresh Start" with all that your soul has been going through it might be time for you to start to break away from your old habits and to look for new opportunities that will come your way don't fear change if it comes to you it is only your soul knowing it has to move from its current situation in life as it no longer is working out for you, you know in your heart what you must do so call on the angelic presence in you life to help you make that change one step at a time and what you require will be sent to you after you manifest what it is you need to make the changes you need. You know in your heart things are not currently working as you expected so you are being pushed in to a negative position you can't feel you can get out of but that is just your ego talking you can and will make the break away when you have all the necessary things together and your soul will know the right time to act, don't let those negative thoughts about your future stop it from happening because it is your soul plan and destiny to do what it is in your heart and to keep following that and to fulfill that what you are most passionate about. Your soul always knows the way, the answers and what it was you planned for this life and others following for they are written in your book of life so it is in your souls memory over what it is you are to do you know when the time in right, to act you will have a strong urge in you heart and mind that you will not be able to get out of your system because it was destined to happen when your soul knew it time to act and that time is now have courage and don't fear change for it will put you on track for what it is you came for.. The second card is "It's time to leave this Unhealthy situation" so you know this is not working for you follow your heart cut out what is not healthy for you and leave behind your current behaviour and start fresh with a new vitality and change your soul has raised consciousness so it is time to move with it and leave the past behind from your lifestyle choices that are making you sick, to the belief systems you once had it is time to move forward with your plan your soul knows what to do and you are getting your guidance it is up to you to act and do what is best for your higher good so your body, soul and mind are all aligned to take you to the right place once you close the door on those other past pattern they will be filled with a new way and new opportunities that you will create and manifest into your life because your soul has its plan it is your ego that has you feeling in a stuck place because your soul blueprint is soaring only your mind is stopping you from catching up to where it is you should be.. you are loved and never alone as you go through any soul process have courage, faith and trust in yourself and the universal system that will take you there and home where you belong, home is where your soul becomes one with who you are your true self a spiritual being of love and light that can manifest and create any thing in their life it starts now claim your divinity and there will be no stopping you from fulfilling all your dreams.. love and light xx

Talking of 'New Beginnings' or maybe just more learning for my soul I just signed up for a 10 week course to learn how to read the Akashic record of other souls to help them release old patterns of behaviour that goes soul deep so in their souls DNA and memory banks this is an online course.

 Soul Realignment website link.

Also on the 19th March I decided to go to a workshop in Wagga on medium ship with Ross Spencer so more learning it is only a one day session.. I seen Ross Spencer before at a platform event at a Spiritual Expo last year.. So that should be an interesting and insightful event..

It is now Friday I have this morning off before work this afternoon so I will finish this post and start the yearly reading starting off with this month March I have already started it and written some of the information down so it is just a matter of typing it down and getting more messages as I do that..

 In this world not everyone is going to love you don't take it personally as they struggle in life themselves and come from a place that only they can change by looking at their own behaviour and how they treat others in the world because what they give gets returned to them we are but mirrors of others but we don't have to take on their fears because you can reflect them back for not taking responsibility for their hatred because it has nothing to do with you but with their own self worth..

I don't feel the best today going through more soul changes and sick and tired of people telling me how to be when all I want to be is who I am - a loving compassionate soul that doesn't wish to hurt anyone in life, but they feel it okay to hurt me because they don't understand or want to understand who I am and what I am passionate about in life that is to see everyone having their own power which comes with the energy of love you don't have to believe in god or any religion the only one you ever need to believe in is yourself and to not let yourself be treated like crap in the world from others that carry fear and hatred because those energy tie your soul down so you are easily controlled and manipulated to be like one of the crowd that you stand out from.. Those with hatred and fear in their souls really fear the truth of their own ignorance and need to find others to blame for their own failing because they can't face them themselves so their escape in life is to blame you for their choices because that way they don't have to face their own reality, until such a day that the very thing they fear most will be the lesson they came for.. be wary of how you treat others because it will always come back to you.. love and light xx
I will leave you with beautiful song by Guy Sebastian as I have found my Angel they just don't know it yet.. love you always xx

Sending love and light

Never be afraid of who 

you are and to show 

the world what you are

made of you never 

know when you will

be the Angel in someone's

life by just your presence

and your energy is all they

need around to give them 

comfort and to know someone

cares after all we are

all god's children and 

deliver his messages 

everyday and are 

here to teach and to be

students of each other 

as we go through the 

struggles in life because

the lessons we come for

are sometimes painful.

When all we want out of life

is to be loved and to love

one another because that 

is the purpose of every 

soul on earth and they

deserve to be in the

place of bliss where only

one perfect soul will understand

and protect you from the hurts 

in the world they may not be

able to fix you but they

will love and support you

while you fix yourself because

as souls we are the only ones that

can heal our own hearts so we can 

love again.

Love you always 

xxx