Lessons and "Surrender to Unhealthy Relationships" xx

Hi all it is now Sunday so just chilling out today after a rough week and a few lessons about negative people in life and how you can draw them to you and get sucked into their drama's and it has nothing to do with you but what it  is you reveal they can't stop you, so they attack you and you get a bit of that negative energy attached so easily to you and your own ego will come out to protect you, the more you try to explain yourself the more they attack you with their ego, I am talking about bullies and trolls on the internet instead of ignoring them like I would normally I was sucked in which was a lesson for me in that the more you focus and feed negativity it will get you down to the level of those bullies and trolls, I even reverted to name calling which is not what I usually would of done... It put me out of sorts for most of the week but I really went down fast on Friday night and it has taken me quite a bit to come back up with a lot of help from spirit and Angels to put my soul back to a place of love and acceptance that I will never change others and others will never change me unless I let my ego come out to play the energy of the ego interrupts with my divine nature as it will yours when you play the game with a bully.. I really need to take lessons from myself as I give much guidance on this and being confident enough within your self that the bullies in the world will never affect you unless you let them - a free spirit doesn't need to fit in because we are all individual the only difference is some will never understand you as much as you understand where they come from and until they walk in your shoes or are a compassionate soul they will never understand you because compassion comes from understanding others because you have been through the experiences and lessons in life that have yet to get and by their behaviour and actions in life there lessons will come because "What goes around comes around back to you, until you get the same lesson in life when you hurt someone you will also experience that pain just to give your soul the same lesson in fear because when you intentionally hurt someone it comes from a place of fear and ego within you because of your own ignorance and bias to try and understand the other person or where it is they come from. If you don't come from the same place you are only releasing your own fears in order to drag that person down to your same energy level the one of ego."  this is called karma it is a balance of your own soul energy so all lessons have to go full circle this is also where "Law of attraction" comes in by your own energy and you drawing the same people to you that carry the same energy so I let myself be pulled down to their energy level a great  lesson in  energy sent  from spirit to teach me more about myself and how  easy it is to get down by something that would of not normally bothered me..

 A few lessons for my soul is that my soul and consciousness are rising the more I learn about myself and others and as I become enlightened of our true origins I am still human so do have an ego tightly tucked away in my dual energy system of love and fear, my past incarnations fears are coming to me so I can release them and learn that no one can or has the right to shut me down.This is a lesson for all of humanity at the moment with the chaos that is going on because of the new energy and all other souls going through their own enlightenment of course at their own pace, some souls just are not ready they will be the negative people that turn up in your life if you are walking on your spiritual path of discovering the I AM in the WHO AM I and WHY AM I HERE.. I think my soul is still climbing out of this lesson it takes me so much internal work to release the fears of myself and others after I have been targeted I feel a bit wounded still.. I take comfort in my angels presence for they understand and love me unconditionally so does my big brother spirit that does protect me and has all my life even though I didn't know it but I have now awakened to what it was I always knew inside that is we are all connected to the same big brother spirit in all that is the universal energy that keeps our soul/spirit alive where ever we are, love is the connection that will never be broken for it is eternal and timeless.. Love you spirit xx
The basic human right is to be able to say what it is you think and feel if that is not happening in your life and you feel you are being pushed into things that your conscience says don't do respect yourself enough to change things  no matter what the situation is,  if you are not being your true soul and true to yourself by expressing your belief's in life what ever they may be, have the courage and change your life so you can become at peace with yourself and one with all that you are so you can follow your true path in life, always listen to your own heart and follow its lead for your soul always knows what it is you came here to do and what lessons it was to get in this or any other incarnations you have. Your guides and angels will always support you when any changes need to be made, sometimes the changes happen for us with divine intervention we then have to accept the change and see what other opportunities are opening up for us, you can create those opportunities with your dreams and what you want to manifest into your life but you do need to have faith and patience while those dreams become your reality and take the action steps you need to, to make it your reality and if offered help take it..

You don't have to fit in to what others want to feed their ego's you

only ever need to be an individual because that is what we all are

getting lessons in the school of life. 

I have just drawn a card for today and it is time to "Surrender Unhealthy Relationships" just so you can find your true soul again you need to move away from those people that are drawing you down and draining your energy because their ego's are feeding off your soul in order to boost themselves up so you are giving them your power by always being there to be trampled on. Your soul energy and consciousness has been going through changes so you may no longer fit into their narrative so it is time for you to move away from those that are not letting you be your true self and are dragging you into their drama's or making you feel guilt because you are not paying them any attention. You may be feeling spent energy wise and not give them what they need any longer and their comes a time in their life they have to be set free just so they can get their soul lessons without depending on you to always pick them up from the drama's in life, some times they just come to you to give them reassurance their ego is on the right side so they can't see they are a drain on you because they are getting what they want from an outside force when they should be looking within themselves to see what lessons their own souls came here to learn.. So think about who in your life has become a drain on your own soul and are using you for their own self gratification without giving a thought of what you yourself are going through in life by them always using your energy to boost them up, they are using you to feed their ego... Call on Archangel Michael to help you cut the cords of energy attachment you have with the negative drama laden people that have entered you life, if it is family and you can't cut the cords completely Archangel Michael will just tidy them up so only the love attachment is left so your contact can be come minimal just so you can preserve your own soul energy.. With this energy also we are being pushed to change how we are being treated by others and to sever karmic ties so the next life time you are not bound to the same soul connections through the energy of karma but you are free to create another life with your new soul template, so all past lessons need not affect your next incarnation, so send all people in this life and from past incarnations love and forgiveness for any actions of pain between you so your soul is then free in the next life on earth you can choose what it is you wish to create with your new found knowledge from this lifetime, spiritually you will remember it all so your soul won't have to go through all the tough lessons with unhealthy relationships if you learn and know what your lessons are you chose this time, our life this time around is also connected to past incarnations when we had karmic energy to repay or release that affect who we are now.. When you release the toxic people in your life you make room for new positive people to come in because your energy is not tied up in helping those that can't emotionally help themselves because the lessons are not coming to them because they always ask others to bail them out on an emotional level.. xx love and light xx
"Let go of relationships that don't serve you, including unavailable or toxic people. You deserve to be treasured by others and to be surrounded by positive people."
The first person that comes to your mind you will know it the one stopping your soul from soaring and being independent because they are holding emotional power over you and making you feel guilt if in your heart you know who this is take the first step of self-discovery and see what lesson they have left you with so you can then easy move on to the people that will love you for just being yourself so you are not feeding someone's ego by putting a mask over your feelings, it is time to be you and staying true to who you are..
Also to rid yourself of the unhealthy relationship with yourself and rid your own soul of toxic behaviour so overindulging in the things you know are getting you down like alcohol, drugs, overeating or what it is that you are using to fill some void and stop masking your fears with substances, face your fears get your lessons and your soul will be free to open new opportunities .. xx Love always xx

 What to do when you are chilling out escaping from the world

here is what I do and I did cook some muffins as well this afternoon

the weather is so hot for the first week of Autumn I had trouble sleeping.

 I have been colouring in today/last night my sun sign horoscope Taurus..

I have drawn a couple of cards from the Ascended Masters deck "Peace Offering" was a card that flipped over so after the last card to surrender to unhealthy relationships it is now up to you to offer a peaceful resolution and to let the person down easy so show some compassion as you walk away from the situation that has your own soul being dragged down, so don't leave in an angry manner and say things you don't really mean, but rather try to understand where they are coming from and to let then work through their own problems without you trying to solve the situation, because it is not in your control and the other souls attached to this situation need to find their own lessons with what it is they have put you or others through, you cannot do their soul work for them because they did come to earth to get their own lessons this situation with you is one of them so look within your heart and you will come up with a solution where everyone is happy and you are not putting your own self worth at risk of upsetting them.. Try to see if they can find the solution to the problem themselves by asking "what would you do?" then leave it at that so their soul and spirit can do their work on their own with out draining your energy.. 
The next card that came out was Moses with "Take Charge of this Situation" so it is now left up to you to make the decisions and to become the leader that you are and to use your instincts to get you out of this situation into one you know you are meant to be in, maybe now is not the time to act because you still are undecided on the next course of action. The first place to start is setting out your goals and intentions in life and then work towards your dreams you have the power to manifest into your life what it is you need to move forward you can move mountains and part seas to get to the place you are meant to be have patience as what you need will come to you as you need it one step at a time with the guidance you are given so follow your heart and accept any help when offered to you along the way because in your heart your soul knows what it must do in order to heal it self and to open your heart once again and to receive the love it is being given but also to give love in return because what you feel is real and deserving of being able to be expressed in your passions in life and with the creativity you have hiding within your heart.. You will be support by the angels, spirit and ascended masters as you fulfil your dreams and to follow your souls path because within you lies all the answers of your mission and quest in this life also the Christ seed to your awakening and your ascension to the 5th dimension consciousness, it is love that will take you there when your heart and soul open the door to spirit you will be supported all the way and guided because you are never alone as your soul goes through the process of ascending.. love and light xx

Just be at peace with yourself, love your self again, release your

fears and go with the flow as you follow your dreams for you

are the creator of everything that comes into your life.

Sending Love and Light

In life only ever be

who you are,

express your feelings

and your thoughts

because they are

connected to you

through spirit and

what you say affects

others not only in real

life as a human being

but on an esoteric level

they linger because it creates

your karmic energy.

How you treat others will

come back to you.

Steer clear of others drama's

don't let them pull you in,

because it is never about you

but who they are no

matter what they say

for inside you lies the truth

of who you are and who

you have ever been or are

going to be so let your

expressions be and don't

cower to the ego of others

your soul is more powerful

than that love you

forever and eternally.

Just be your true self

and those that are

destined to love you

will unconditionally.

love you always.

xxx