Happy New Year - Be Gentle with yourself - and let go of worry xx

Hi all wishing you all a Happy New Year sorry I've neglected my blog a bit my soul has been going through so many energy shifts after my last post I sort of took a break as when your soul is going through a transition and awakening you will go through all sorts of emotions as your soul is shedding and releasing what you don't need as the energy of your soul goes to a different frequency so your consciousness which is energy also has to lift so you have to shed the old patterns and ways of how you used to do things and you will not see things the same, you will still feel the same person you always were but the true you is coming out a bit like a caterpillar going through a process and turning into a butterfly but it is all internal soul work, so working through your emotions and just knowing when it is your dark shadow side (your ego and fears) that come in and then releasing and letting go of that energy so you can return back to the higher frequency that is you, but focusing on why your ego turned up so knowing your fears and the lesson that came with ego and letting your inner knowing come out to know it was only a soul process and transformation you are going through so all the negative and self pity thoughts are only an illusion of what is really going on but then diving in deep to your emotions and working out the puzzle and why that fear always shows up as it most likely comes from other incarnations of your soul that you carried with you so getting to the root cause of your fears and changing your mind set, most ego thoughts have to do with your self worth and self confidence issues and why you can't change things in your life so your ego will give you every excuse in the book not to bring about changes within your self or in any situation in your life that keeps resurfacing.. Our soul usually wants to  continue with the same old pattern because we are in new energy and it sort of gets lost in the confusion over why things may feel different for us but being creatures of habit we can get stuck in our old energy pattern ways.. which is probably why part of my life purpose is to get souls that seek my guidance to centre them back in their heart space, so not listening to guidance from outside but becoming focused on what it is that the soul is telling them through their emotions and standing up for themselves and what they want and need in life but always being true to who they are and having self confidence..

I hope you all enjoyed your Christmas and New Year break here is one of my gifts the magpie was testing it out a cat also did through the week and the top bit ended up on the ground so we have got some liquid nails this morning to stick it on this time because before it was only sitting on top the weight of the cat must of been too much but all is well it didn't break just made the dog bark and the top bit fall.. 

I do know that focusing in on yourself and what you want is a hard task as my lessons came and I had to go through it and probably still do as an ongoing battle as I give so much of my energy to others sometimes I feel so drained at times that I need to go on that inner journey to re-energise my soul and find the divine within so I can keep giving .. I don't anger I don't think I ever have maybe a few times I let it get the better of me but I always end up in tears and have a lot more internal soul work to do to clear the energy from my soul so I feel like myself again though I never tell others of my pain I go it alone.. today I don't feel so great I know I am shifting energy again and it is my own maybe a few other souls as well I feel their fear energy mixed in with mine.. 

SPIRITUALITY and RELIGION there is a difference and it does get confused I just wrote this on my FB page so thought I would share on my blog for other souls as many are going through spiritual changes as we have come into the new energy so it is a transition and transformation of your souls energy as you search within for the true meaning of life and why you exist and maybe for your soul purpose and some sort of direction in your life at this time as our soul template is changing so our soul energy is lifting in vibration our souls energy is light and love when we are in embodied form but also when we are not it is the same energy only in a human body you forget all that you are until you go searching which is spirituality some souls go through religious channels to find the answers so there is nothing wrong with going to churches or that but that is only teaching about what your soul should already know so churches are not necessary if you don't feel comfortable in them, I know I didn't when I did have to go mainly for weddings and my grand daughters christening, I felt uncomfortable because I know we are always connected to soul, spirit  and the angelic realms 24/7 so we don't need to do rituals just be ourselves and to ask for help when we need it from the realms you can feel and may not see..

Spiritually is a search within yourself to find the true soul that you are and you will find you are more then the human mind and ego could ever comprehend your soul energy is a part of the multi dimensional universe and it is the love that helps reach new heights and frequencies of the light that is your divine soul that has a plan to evolve in each incarnation it is not an easy journey as it goes on your emotions as you release the fear in order to step fully in your light body which takes courage as it is not for the faint hearted who have not gone through many fear lessons because to know your own fears and darkness you only get to experience the full light of your soul as well.. You will have many days you feel alone as if no one loves you and you will become so sensitive you pick up the fear energy of others you will feel it as your own as you shift it from your soul and wash the fear away with soul tears until you can find your light within and re energise your soul.. Love is your soul power, fears will weaken and control you if you allow it or control others in the process as you set out to harm and hurt because of fears held within you, sometimes you may not even be aware of the pain you cause others but that fear becomes a part of your own karmic energy and you will feel it also..what goes around comes around because that is what your soul energy created.. Hurt me I will love you anyway that is unconditional and who I am as I shift that fear energy from soul in hope my pain heals you that is just life as an empath and compassionate soul. xx Love and light xx

Here is the Angel Card reading I did this morning on my FB page so if you are feeling a bit blue today take time out for yourself shut the world out as it can be a cruel place with so much negativity to soak into your souls energy if you are an empath or sensitive soul you may need time out to re-energise away from negative souls as the full moon energy may of brought some harsh energies out for other souls to release including your own..

The angel message for today is from Archangel Sandalphon call him in to help you clear any heavy energy you may be feeling and listen to soothing music or nurture your soul the only you way you know how by doing something just for you to re-energise your energy take time out in nature or go for a walk, just do something that gives back to your heart that may be a bit clouded with heavy energy, it may be from others so surround yourself with only positive situations and souls until your soul is back to itself and full of love and light, you may need to spend time alone just to review your life and look for answers and directions just for you over what in llife you should do, whatever that is you are always supported by the angels with all choices that you make as you are loved unconditionally as you create your own path in life sometimes you will feel alone when doing that but you are never alone your spirit guides, and angels are always with you and know of your situation so you only need ask for signs, messages and symbols to help you with the directions and also to ask why some situations have turned up in your life, search within and your inner knowing will give you the answers so you can move on and come to some sort of peace of mind so you can do as your soul guides you.. Clear your mind and answers will pop into your mind with clarity and lighten up and not take life so seriously at times as when you can do that your soul energy changes and you are lifted higher so your soul can hear the angel whispers and see the signs that you are never alone and loved beyond measure always no matter what you do as the love of angelics is what moves your soul energy so you can find yourself again when you get a bit lost in life especially with the new energy coming in as the old ways and patterns are breaking away, souls are completing many things but then get lost in the confusion of why they feel different and know there is more but not know how to get there so sort of lose direction as the soul energy lifts higher in frequency, the soul will start to look for the divine plan you set if we reached this marker in the new energy so it is time to create as you go and let any negative energy pass and know it is all a part of your soul process as your soul changes template and frequency.. So when you are feeling a bit lost and alone nurture your soul and come back to the centre of your being which is in the love that surrounds you, even though you may not always feel it, it is there for you and it starts with the love of self and who you are, and having self confidence to get through your struggles with the guidance of the angels and light beings that do surround you, some are in human form so will always be there for you when you need a boost in life to say you are valued and to just be yourself as you will be loved as you are by those that are meant to be a part of your soul journey.. So take time out for you today and boost your soul energy and call on the angels to take away the emotions you don't need if they are surrounded in negativity.. xx love and light xx

 I love this Cherokee Prayer - Amazing Grace

Hold onto what is good

Even if it's a handful of dirt

Hold onto what you believe

Even if it's a tree that stands by itself

Hold onto what you must do

Even if it's a long way from here

Hold onto your life

Even if it's easier to let go

Hold onto my hand

Even if someday I'll be gone away from you.

One more card I have drawn is a message to "Surrender to Worry" - Make a commitment not to lead an anxiety driven life. When worries arise, breathe them out of your body, focus on the power of your heart, and have faith that spirit is guiding you always.. 

Our worries stem from our fears so they could be from this life and your experiences or they could stem from deep within your soul and be carried from other incarnations so they will always resurface when you come to some of your life lessons in this current life time which will halt you from moving forward on your souls path because worry is fear energy you are blocking any real solutions from coming into your energy so you may repeat and stay stuck in the energy your soul is creating so let go of worry about what, how and when changes will come to your situation and start by creating positive energy and being optimistic about your life and use your soul energy to create and manifest what you need as long as you have fears and worries that is what you are manifesting as the new energy moves quick be mindful of what it is you are wishing for or using your soul energy to create as you will get what you want in good time.. If you are worried about your financial situation as a lot of us do release the worry and you will see a flow of abundance come in or ideas that will help you save or pick up extra work the possibilities are endless as spirit will open the avenues for you if you ask and use your energy to create what you need not necessarily what you want if it is based on impossible dreams that are not within reality because we as humans still need to do the ground work once the opportunities come knocking on the door.. You might be worried about a relationship so be mindful of how  you are using your energy as if you are in fear you may push the ones you love away by trying to control them or because of your own fears about not being lovable or rejected, or it could be a family member you are worried about send them love, light and healing to help them find any solutions to any situation in life they come up against.. So let all worries go then use your soul energy to find the solutions as there is always one and a reason why you are in this situation in the first place search within and the answers will always appear at the right time when your soul energy is ready to receive what it is you need to know.. love and light xx 

 I will leave you with a song I only discovered at the end of 2016 

I may come back over the weekend with more angel card readings 

or a 2017 spread see how I feel and if I can shift this energy..

 Who you love .. John Mayer and Katy Perry 

 Sending Love and Light 

May 2017 be a year of

"New Beginnings" for you

and the changes not be to

hard on your soul because with 

new beginnings come some 

closings as well and changes.

So I hope they are kind and 

you can transition with ease

As our souls still have some way

to go before things get completed

and destiny falls into place.

So much more internal work 

and energy to lift on a weary

soul that has gone through 

so many trials and tribulations

in what we call life on earth

to only have our souls evolve 

and transition all in the name 

of love as it is eternal and 

forever unconditionally ..

May your dreams also 

fall into place at just the right 

time for your soul..

love you always 

xxx

 

Soul Freedom, forgiveness and letting go xx

Hi all it is now Friday  I did start a post on Tuesday it was when I was still shifting fear energy from soul so instead of finishing that post I thought I would start another one and talk about soul freedom and what it is as I have been mentioning it a lot lately as I know my soul is free from fear apart from when at times I am shifting this fear energy from soul for myself or others as an empath and sensitive soul on earth that is a part of my purpose and that of other light workers we help transmute this energy of fear into love and light for the whole of humanity to help them shift the energy away from the earth so this is done when the other souls have changes come up in their life so some fears may arise in their souls which is pure energy of the human spirit the energy is a collective of energy as your soul is a part of the whole energy system of the universe you each have your own human lessons but as a soul energy you also get lessons in other spiritual realms so these lesson are a part of your soul energy data and all your incarnations and lessons stay with your energy of soul so that makes you who you are and where your consciousness and wisdom comes from because all your life lessons on earth or in other realms never leave your soul energy as you go from one life to the next your soul energy transitions into each embodiment of the lessons you are learning and you are guided always by the higher source which is the whole of your soul energy that your subconscious and conscious mind turn to so it is the energy of your thoughts and emotions which in turn creates your karmic energy which is your life force and what guides your divine plan in order to balance this energy within yourself to help you find your true spiritual base of who you are so you are always in control of your life as you are the master creator of it at every turn of your life as a human an that of your soul in the afterlife as it is always learning in what ever realm your spirit energy resides in, you have a master plan of the divine nature that you planned and as your soul is eternal there are no time restraints or limit that is only something that you experience on earth while you get the lessons in fear as your true soul is one of love and light so when entering the dense energy of the earth realm you forget your natural form but it is imprinted in you so you will go searching for it even if you chose a life of wanting not to explore your spirituality as it is a totally personal thing and something you plan before entering earth because you have freewill you may not choose to explore it so will chose to ignore the signs of spirit as they are always surrounding you in every life, a lot of your soul messages will come to you during your subconscious dream state time depending on what your plans were to release some of your karmic energy..  Some mention that karma  are debts that you owe to other souls from previous incarnations they aren't really what you owe to any other soul but to your own soul as you create your own karmic energy it is like your field of energy that you create for yourself so it can be either a karmic soul energy of fear or of love as they are your dual energy systems while on the earth realm so this karmic energy is one you create for yourself by your choices, actions from your thoughts and emotions it is your energy also in how you treat yourself so if you have a lot of self doubts you would be creating fear energy and do things for others out of obligation of feeling guilt or feeling the need to be needed so the others soul may control you using your emotions and the fear energy that you have created so you may end up feeling used or taken for granted in the end if you keep following your negative karmic energy so while we go through our human experiences we learn to balance this energy but a lot of souls can get trapped in this energy by not saying "NO" when they feel they don't really want to do something but do it anyway out of guilt or another emotion that will push them into action..
To be free from this fear energy you need to learn to listen to your heart and emotions and always follow this guidance to get yourself of a karmic energy situation as they will come up time and time again for you in life..
So to have a free soul means you are free to be who you are without others controlling you with your emotions especially when they come from fear but to be really free you need to release all fears that is in all of your life so it takes a lot of internal work and to have self confidence in who you really are and be happy to stand alone if others are not of the same energy as I am finding a lot of souls probably don't understand who I am and from time to time I will get negative feedback but I send these souls love and light and continue to be who I am which is probably what I have done all my life as I shy away from being in a group situation so don't become attached to a certain tribe just to fit in as it does make me feel very awkward maybe it has something to do with my own incarnations and soul wisdom as to why it makes me feel that way, because if I feel myself being sucked into a peer pressure group situation I will simply walk away as they try to fit me into another mould that I know I don't belong to.. Our souls will usually gravitate like a magnet to our own soul group or tribe that pre-planned a meet up at some point in each others life most likely to work on a common goal in order to help humanity because nothing on earth or with souls in random as all is and has been pre-planned prior to our entrance to earth as a soul we usually always come in to finish off what we started the in a previous life time depending on what lessons we needed or what karmic energy we had to balance in any life time those around us in our soul tribe will be around to help guide you with your soul plan so when the soul is ready your soulmates will appear in your life so the lesson might be a life long one or just a short one it depends on your plan and if you are learning what you come here for. Some souls may even get caught up in a karmic cycle of the same lessons over and over again because they didn't learn the first time, so it will be repeated until the lesson and karmic energy is balanced and you learn the lesson you came for..

To have your soul free from fears means you will not try to control any situation in life as you will know that things will happen in their natural order so you won't need to judge others but forgive them for their humaness as we are who we are and we al have our own lessons to learn on the life journey we undertook so others choices will never be yours as you are not on the same path in life because you have your own life and choices to make depending on your karmic energy you surround yourself with. So to be a free soul is to accept all that is life without judgement but forgiveness.
When you release your soul from fear you will replace that energy with love because that is your true soul essence so you can be only you no matter how others judge you because that is their fears their biases that they are not a mirror of you or your soul path so they will never control you .. love always xx 

This brings me to the cards that came out today because they are what I have been mentioning the first one literally jumped out of my new deck again it is Jesus (Yeshua) he has the message of "Forgiveness" this is to free your soul as well because to be free means acceptance of your own choices and the lessons you are learning on your own soul path so you need to forgive and have mercy upon your self in order to free your soul from the past and all the energy attachments you have had with others that have helped you learn your life lesson that are now over it is time to cut the cords of attachment in this new energy as it is time to set your soul free from further lesson with other souls that have been in your soul group it is time to create a new paradigm of what it is that you want in your life going into the future in this incarnation but also to wipe the slate clean to go into the next incarnation with a fresh new plan that doesn't use any karmic energy but time to be balanced in your own soul energy time to be one with yourself so in this from the now time until the tranisition into the next life and afterlife you are free to plan all that you are and all that you can be to help humanity evolve into the next phase of soul evolution so it is time to forgive yourself and to forgive others for any pain that may have been caused in any life time it is time to clean the akashic records of past karmic energy as it is no longer needed on earth or in heaven it is time to clean up and cut the energy cords of attachments to all that was and to walk into all that will be what you manifest and create as you go along day by day moment by moment as you listen to your heart and soul beat. Time to create magic and bring in all you need according to your soul energy time to let go of all restraints and step fully into the love and light of your true soul being. Time to be yourself and show the glory of you and your knowledge and wisdom that lies within that doesn't include what you don't need from past life lesson as they are past gone over for you to forgive and to move on to the next stage of your soul journey as a free agent a free spirit to say what you mean and mean what you say, you have the wisdom the compassion to be who you are without fear of consequences for your actions as you will be guided by your heart always to make the right choices for you.. Time for forgiveness to free your soul from fear and to move forward on your path .. love and light xx
Jesus is suggesting also to make a pact and say the words "That you forgive yourself and others from this life time and all past incarnations as it is time now to cut the cords to be free from fear" 

Words of wisdom from Mother Teresa who devoted her life to be of

service to God.. 

Saint Germain is the second  messenger for today with the card I drew I was doing the reading on my blog which I will do but the message is "Karma Releasing"  this is a need to let go of your fears and clearing your energy so you are not surrounding yourself in drama and unwanted emotional pain from negativity that may be surrounding your situation in life right now, Saint Germain is a great alchemist so he comes in to help lift and heal your soul energy or at least guide you to be the best human you can be and that means you are bound to make mistakes as there is no such thing as living a perfect life as a human for each human is perfect for the life they have chosen to partake in as they are the creator of all their experiences so once the lesson is learned along you path it is then time to clear the energy and know what the lesson was you learned along the way and release any guilt or negative aspect of that experience and see it as a lesson that make your soul wiser so you would not have to repeat that karmic cycle again..
On the card the words are "Move beyond drama. Create your own path. Make room for good energy" so in other words you need to let go of those that are creating the drama in your life as all drama is focused around fear energy so it may be from your own negative patterns you keep repeating or from a situation that involves others that are always calling on you to bail them out. so knowing within yourself if this situation is toxic to you and letting it go so you can let the old energy go and welcome in the new energy, so within your own heart you will always know what this is because your soul does know what it is that is working for you at the moment and what is no longer a part of your soul plan so a time of self reflection and releasing a karmic pattern that drags your energy down. You may need to change your perspective on life and what you now want out of it so you can manifest that into your life which may take a change of energy ... xx love and light xx 
I see this message as going with forgiveness because when I drew them it seemed to fit together because by forgiving yourself and others you are already changing your soul energy balance so you are releasing your karma and old ways of holding grudges or holding onto some emotional baggage that no longer serves you as it holds you back from doing what it was you came here to do it is a battle of your true self a spiritual being of love and light and one that is human so that is when the fear and ego come in to tamper with your self worth and try to hold you back from manifesting what you need in this the new energy as it moves pretty quick from what your thoughts and emotions are to what it is that you are creating around your self with the karmic energy of your soul that draws into you what you experience in life so if you are surrounded in drama you don't have to be if you listen to your heart and walk away from a situation that has your energy and emotions tied to it or your mind is overtaken by it as you flounder to get some air to much overthinking won't solve your problems you need to clear you mind and open your heart to get the right solutions to what it is that has come up in your life and creating your karmic energy.. 

 Today the messages all are about letting go of control and of that which no longer serves you so a time to stop overthinking about your situation and to let your soul energy flow again so you can get all the answers you need, a time to relax and let go of all your worries and concerns about what you are to do now with your future all answers will come to you  when you stop blocking the energy and let your soul and your subconscious do the work, time to let go and let god a time for healing and releasing your past and to open your heart and your mind and be accepting of who you are and what it is you are working towards and manifesting in your life.. the full moon energy coming in is pushing you to release your old paradigms and belief systems and accept what it is you are learning right now as you gain your strength and your soul power back after such a stressful period in your life where you had to recuperate and recover so your strength still is  not be where it should be as your soul is still re-calibrating with the shifting of energies in the universe.. A time to let go and welcome in any changes even if it is a change in attitude and perception over your life and what it is you are aiming for sometimes you just need to step back, clear your mind of all the mind chatter and negativity so releasing this old energy in order to make way for the new so you may not have the answers you are searching for yet over which way your life is heading as you may feel like you are at a standstill and can't seem to get ahead but relax and release and let things fall into a natural rhythm with your life force energy and everything will come together when your soul is in the right energy to receive any blessings you've been hoping for.. love and light xx 

Sending you love and light 

I have loved you for 

a thousand years

and will love you for

a thousand more..

Set your soul free

to let love in 

to give and receive

and to be as one

an eternal connection 

that goes back to creation 

when we first were

together now we 

are apart but always

connected by the

higher soul that 

is one which 

makes us feel 

whole and complete

whether we are 

apart we are 

always together in

spirit as we can 

never be separated.

love you always 

xxx

Believe and trust .. xx

Hi all it is now Tuesday night we had a storm come through earlier so our power went out for a couple of hours a few trees must of come down or the transformer was hit by lightening but all is well as it got back up and running in no time..
I thought I would show you some more photo's I've taken of the wonders I see from nature where I live some time last month I caught these images of the sun peaking through the clouds like a spotlight on the hill and trees below it looked so magical in real life I looked out my window and seen it so grabbed my camera and went on the front verandah where I caught the images I do love living on this peaceful little hill where I do and seeing the mountain view..

This was the reading from Tues 4 Oct when I started this post ..

I have just called in Archangel Michael to be a guiding light for us tonight and his message is to "Believe and Trust" that the dreams you have planted the seeds for will manifest themselves and what you are going through now is to bring you to a higher state of being and a way to adjust your body to this energy is to have a purge a cleansing of what it is that is no longer working for you in this new energy.. So a releasing of the old paradigms and ways of thinking are necessary for you to move forward right now at this time.. Have faith and courage to help pull you through any challenging or emotional times you may be going through right now at this time. You are safe, loved and protected always so never alone as you go through this stage of your soul evolution.
Look after your health needs by grounding yourself and going outdoors to bring in the energy of nature and the energy of your life force that may be a bit drained of energy at this time..
Watch your dreams and call in Archangel Michael to help replace any negative energy you may be feeling about your future and what it is you don't know yet, all is as it should be and with divine timing and synchronicity all your dreams and manifestations will fall into place have faith in the divine energy of your own soul life force to always bring in what you need to help you on your soul journey.. It was planned before you entered the earth realm you had lessons you wanted to learn and karmic energy you had to balance be at peace in knowing that the karmic energy you brought in has now cleared or will clear once you can forgive all those in the past and also forgive yourself for any choices you may of made that still has a hold on you it is time you let this energy go so you can bring forward and manifest all that you are and all that you can be going into the future as soul energy is timeless you will not leave the earth until you have achieved what it was your soul came to earth for..
Call on me to help lift your soul to a higher state of consciousness and to fill your soul with the divine love of the angelic realms of whence you came from to be a light and a beacon to those souls that need you to lead the way of truth and integrity going into the next phase of soul evolution.. Don't have self doubts or pity on yourself as your soul is on the right path no matter if some times you get lost on the way the angelics will help you find that direction and the way of it again with guidance and love, you can then make the choices from your heart or ego but know that your heart will always lead you to the way of the choices of your soul that is where it was you were supposed to go in this lifetime..
Don't give up as you have so much more to do and to look forward to as you manifest into your life what it is you need as you go. Be in no hurry as time is irrelevant in spirit and soul works in divine time when the energy of soul is ready to go ahead all opportunities will be opened to you if you go with a positive mindset and have a belief and trust in the divine process that has heard your prayers and they will be fulfilled at the right time for your soul.. Work on the challenges you are in now with love in your heart and know that they are only temporary as you take baby steps towards those dreams and your divine soul plan.. You are loved beyond measure and never alone as you go through any emotional journeys call on me to help lift your soul to a higher vibration so you can see the light and follow it home. xx love and light xx
On card:- "Before going to sleep tonight, say 'Archangel Michael, please enter my dreams and replace fear with faith and trust. Let me be filled with strength, courage and confidence." 

The quote on my calendar today Friday 7 Oct  says 

"All great truths begin as blasphemies." - George Bernard Shaw..

So if we didn't have lies we would not go searching for the truth you can not have one without the other.. it is the positive and negative energy of the universe.. You as a soul have to see the darkness in order to feel and know the light especially that of your own soul, you need to experience pain in order to grow and evolve that is just the energy of freewill and having the choices in life of how you walk through your emotions.. Pain usually means you are healing whether it is from a physical or health issue the pain usually shows before the healing occurs it is your thoughts that will help the healing speed up the process because if you are in low energy as a soul you create the negative energy so it is blocking the healing from happening in order to move fears you need to face the truth about what is blocking your energy in order to move past them that is where out emotions come in and help with that process in order to remove them you have to face them head on and this is internal soul work as the truth always comes from within your soul as it always knows what is missing or what it is you want to manifest according to your own soul and divine plan the purpose of why you chose life in the first place as it is always to be of service to the bigger source the one that is so wide and expansive your human mind would never be able to comprehend it all.
The first step to healing is being truthful with self then all else falls into place as your soul is then at peace and going with your own life force energy a need to let go of ego and control of things you can not control..
This is why it is important to not suppress your true emotions but to express your needs to others because you soul does always know of your own plan, it is just a matter for you to follow your heart into making the right choices because your soul is of a higher vibration so you are in direct contact with your higher soul on a conscious level so you will always end up where it was you were supposed to go even if it is into those situations that bring up fear because as I said above you need both in order to learn and grow as a soul..

It is now Sunday I have just drawn the card "Forgiveness".. to forgive is to set your soul free from the past and your emotions that are suppressed and trying to control you from experiences you may of had in your life that you no longer need so know what your lessons were and first of all forgive yourself for any of the choices you made as that event and lesson is now over so you don't need to carry guilt over hurting someone as you hurt yourself more by hanging on to the emotional energy that needs to be let go of as the other people involved may no longer be in your life but by not forgiving them if they also hurt you is to hold on to the emotional cords so energetic attachments that still have you tied together and those attachments are stopping you from moving forward in case you get hurt again, so in truth the other person still has a hold on you and is controlling you through your emotions so you can not let go and know of your lesson until you forgive your own actions and also the actions of others that were in the situation with you.. Everything in life is about a lesson that your soul came here to learn and by holding on to the emotional energy of the situation means you are still in fear of it happening again so it is controlling you so your soul is not free emotionally to move on or heal from the past so you are creating a karmic energy pattern around yourself that involves events from your past that you no longer need.. The other souls involved also need to be set free from further karmic energy surrounding them and you so in further incarnations all is over so you are then free to plan your next life and incarnation as a soul with out continuing the same lessons as you would have passed that karmic energy within yourself so it is about balancing your energy and forgiveness is a major step in your soul healing on an emotional level from situations and experiences in your past that no longer serve you right now.. You can also send forgiveness to those that have passed over if you never got the chance to apologize or want to clear your karmic energy in that relationship as they can still hear and feel your emotions even if they are in the spirit world as they are still connected to you through your own soul energy, so if you were treated badly by someone that has passed over if you forgive them they will be freed from further lessons with you on that front they do send you love and want you to know that all was done for a lesson that would make you stronger so it was done out of love on an esoteric level just to help you grow and evolve and to grow into the strong person that you are..

With the new energy coming in now it is about moving your soul out of fear and filling that space with love so forgiveness is a part of that and releasing your soul from any more karmic energy within your own soul, for to forgive someone is to set your own soul free so it is opening your heart and filling it with the new energy of love and compassion that exists within you, so the other souls involved will feel the energy ties being cut so they to are free souls in the next life cycle which you may or may not be a part of as it depends on what lessons your soul gets in this life time and if you are learning through all your emotions as the experiences happen and balancing your energy.. Forgiveness is also knowing when to let go of the past so you can move on.. xx love and light xx

I called in Yeshua and the message is "Give, and it shall be given unto you." (Luke 6:38) so this is a message to give to other and what you give it will be returned to you in way of energy what you give you receive so if you are surrounded in the energy of fear that is what will come back to you if you treat others with that energy but it is okay as this is needed in order for you to release your fears and the fears of others are also coming out to be released but it is all in the way you react to each situation you are put in in life as you have two choices one is to act of of love and compassion so walking away from conflict and taking the high road to save peace just for your own soul, or to confront and release your fears which may cause conflict and arguments with others it is always your choice in life how you wish to react to all situations and experiences that come to you but the energy you are surrounding yourself with is what you will draw to you, including the people in your life as souls are like magnets and those in the same energy will be drawn to you as you touch something within their souls so you are creating the energy around yourself that will bring in what your soul needs at the time you go through any experiences in life. If you bring kindness and compassion into the world that is the energy that will surround you but you may not always get the same in return from all souls but when you need the kindness on one of your bad days some one will come to you with the same energy that you give to others so all good deeds are noted and it creates your karmic energy so whenever you need something in your life to turn up you can call upon spirit and your higher soul and it will turn up in your life when your soul is ready to accept that what you have called in but you also need to have an optimistic outlook and trust that what you need has been heard by spirit and any thing you are going through now is a step towards making that dream come true it is totally up to you what it is you are manifesting into your life by the energy that you create yourself.. Your life is created by the energy that you create around yourself so be it negative or positive it is what you are drawing into your life by choice so you can always shift the energy by changing your thoughts which will change your emotions and perspective of how you see your life right now in every moment and what lessons it is you are drawing to your soul as every experience you have is bring some lesson to you about your own souls energy and how you are learning to balance it by how you treat yourself and how you see yourself and how you see others so it will always come back to you....  love and light xx

How are you the energy must be a bit harsh today and all week I've been up and down with my emotions all week and feeling so alone, stuck and rejected..  I know it is the energy within the universe pushing souls right now to step inside of them selves so a lot of souls are going through and emotional rollercoaster ride in order to releases any fears so I am no exception I just have to ride it out and call in my angelic helpers to help me shift this energy not only from my own soul but also from others as my heart is breaking as I release fears of my own.. I did draw a few cards earlier that told me to "Trust" and there was "No need to worry" so I will try and take their guidance.. 
Sending love and light out to any souls that are hurting right now and need healing because much chaos is going on in reading the news and the natural disasters that are happening at the moment.. I start back at school tomorrow so my normal working hours begin now  that the kids are returning to school after two weeks off I did only get one of those weeks and my afternoons off and it was raining most of the time so hopefully the sun will be out so I can start my walking again .. My baby turns 14 on Thursday so we are taking him 10 pin bowling on the weekend and buying him his present a new desktop it has been on our list to get for over a year and I got the money together with my tax return so we can finally get it...
I've been listening to a lot of music this weekend while tuning out and being creative. Here is one song I was listening too Michael Bolton.. 

Sending love and light 

You don't know what it is like

to love somebody as much 

as I love you .. 

xxx

The Master of Love xx

Hi all it is now Sunday I spent yesterday in Victoria with family at my nieces wedding it was a great day where the weather held off for most of the day but the weather was getting a bit chilly by night fall, she got married on her in laws farm they have been together for 14 years and for most of that time she has said "right we are going to have a wedding" this year.. but then another baby would come along they have 5 the youngest must be about 2 .. I arrived just as the bride did we had to give way to the big ford truck in the driveway, the rain decided to come in at that time but it was only a small misty shower that disappeared for the main nuptials..

 The youngest her dress showed the mud later in the afternoon

lucky it was on the farm these kids just love the outdoors and

are a bit wild I don't think they ever stopped the one inbetween 

these two is a wild child he wasn't even in most the photo's because 

he was always off..

 This is the 3rd child she is a bit sweet she reminds me of her mum 

the bride when she was little..

 

There is the wild child his name is Kane he is the 4th..

 Thinking out loud - love you always, missing you xx

Sorry if you received an email for this post before it was finished yesterday blogger does that sometimes when you click on close for the post it will publish instead so I will finish it today now it is Monday I worked this morning it is a long weekend in Australia because all the footy grand finals were on over the weekend quite a few wedding must of also been planned for Saturday we seen one in the park at Benalla and all motel rooms were booked out because they mentioned 3 weddings for the weekend in that town, we ended up staying back in Wangaratta..

 Yesterday I drew some cards the first one was from the Archangel Raphael deck he is the healing angel his angelic presence comes in when your soul needs healing from health issues but any sort of healing also as angelic and your Ascended Masters are one energy so it doesn't really matter who you invoke to come in and help you because your soul is a part of the same energy that you are asking to come in help you, they may have different frequencies but that is attuned to your own soul frequency a lot in the spiritual world have separated the angel presence as individual but it isn't because it is all tuned into your soul energy so you create the energy with the spiritual being that you are.. My soul is tuned into the frequency of the power of love because as a crystalline soul I bring the energy of peace with me I'm sure I've been through many incarnations since creation to get the lessons I have had in fear so have not made it a part of my energy in this life time as I didn't need those drama laden lessons, I probably have had a few and my heart just shuts down because I am and always have been a heart thinker but tended to hide behind my shyness in order to protect myself from any sort of drama, I have been tested many times and the choices I've always made were ones
of a peaceful nature so walking away from bullies instead of buying into their fears and in protecting my physical self ended up with swollen hands but still not feeling hatred against anyone it just isn't in me to feel that way as I guess I've always been aware of what that feeling does to me internally so have avoided it so no matter how in life I have been treated by others I still remain the same person I am as I am a bit stubborn and have not let the fears of others ever change who I was or who I am..
I guess also in life I have always been searching for what it is inside that makes life what it is and why things happen the way it does so I never stop asking questions of myself and searching within others and what makes them tick and grow.. I am feeling a bit lost today like my soul is missing its other half and this also is happening for a reason I'm sure the answers will come soon enough I'm patient and can ride through any emotions as I send loving and healing energy to soul so any answers will come when it is time..

 Here is the first card I pulled yesterday "Jesus the Divine Healer" Jesus used the divine power of love to help heal others on an emotional level as well as a physical level so he used what we now term Reiki that is bringing your own life force energy to you to heal yourself so it is bringing your soul energy to you in order to heal you health or any other issues you may have so the message Jesus always brought with his healing power was to have faith and a belief in his father which is god but it is also the divine energy within yourself that lifts your soul to a higher consciousness so it is you working with your higher soul and spirit that is a meld of divine energy that comes from a higher dimension then the dense energy of earth.. So you have to call it in and be positive and use affirmative action so getting your guidance by listening to the whispers of your own heart and telling or willing your body to fight off any invaders to your health in mind, body and soul as it is all connected to the same energy of soul that creates the miracles of healing that is within your own life force energy.. Having an understanding of your own soul power and the energy that is stored within you, you can heal all of your ills and emotional baggage that has you going down the wrong path to self destruction because all emotions are tied into your overall health and if you are in low energy and are always worried or stressing about something it will show up in your physical body somewhere.. Your soul always knows and senses what it should be doing in order to heal itself it is just a matter of your mind, body and soul all working in harmony and taking note of all your senses so when feeling pain asking your soul what is wrong and being able to make the right choices for you, and not necessarily doing what works for others as they are always taking a soul journey and following their own path to get their life lessons which may include medical conditions, but also learning to value their own life with the challenges that come up for them.. Follow your own heart and emotions as your soul truly knows the way of your own divine mission and plan in life as to what you should be doing, you may get many wake up calls to change the way you have been doing things especially in this new energy as souls are having to release a lot of the old ways and belief systems that are no longer working for all souls on a consciousness level .. Love and light xx

 

 Here are a few others cards I drew last night after the one above.. It was "Pray always" and "Whatsoever you shall ask the Father in my name, he will give it to you." so with our soul we always need to ask our higher soul or spirit as it is a meld what it is we need in life to bring us our lessons but our freewill and choices we get we chose from either our low energy (out of fear for what ever reason) or from a higher energy of consciousness level (love so we consciously make better choices because soul is in a higher frequency) so following your heart which is your soul energy.. A lot of the time as a human we make choices out of fear just to please other humans that are using our emotions to have control over you so you will do things out of guilt or doing things just so it pleases others which is okay as long as you are happy to be of that sort of service but if you do things out of guilt or obligation you end up suppressing your own feelings as you didn't really want to do it in the first place so it is a matter of learning to say "no" if it is going against your own principles your emotions will always let you know.. but this is what sets up your karmic cycle where you don't set boundaries for yourself if you didn't really want to do something so that energy will come back at you but it will be then something you have to deal with internally especially if your kindness is being taken for granted by others that know how to get you by using guilt tripping.. Guilt tripping you can set up that energy within yourself also because of how you express your self to others who may not always like to see the truth of who they are as they will bring it out in the other souls they interact with.. So life is always really about your soul and learning lessons by taking in the emotions internally and processing that energy into your own life lessons.. It is learning how to balance this energy and being able to stand up for your self and protect your own soul when you need to and to be at peace within yourself that means walking away from conflict so you are not caught up in the fear energy of others.. but everything happens for a reason so it is then up to your soul to work through any emotions you are going through at anytime through the situations you create for yourself, as souls we are always being challenged one way or another so it is alway a battle between our heart and ego which is our negative mind speak usually about ourselves..this is what we have to free our soul from the fear within ourselves but also the fear in others that are trying to control us with our emotions.  love and light xx

Love is our divine healer and it is the soul power held within you open your mind and your heart and receive this energy now from spirit and your higher soul to heal any health issues and also any emotional  healing that you might need for experiences in life you have been through in your past that no longer needs to be a part of your future.As those lessons are now over so your soul evolution and growth could take place.

I called on Archangel Raphael this morning if you are having health issues and the message is "Avoid Allergens" so if you know of certain foods or alcohol upsets your digestive track it might be best to avoid these products as they come toxic to your mind, body and soul once you start going on a down slide in a physical sense it effects all your other cells and energy within your body so you may need to cut these things out just so you can feel better within yourself and you are not putting your life at risk at this time. With the energy changes on earth at this time it is changing your whole metabolism so some things you used to be able to eat and drink may now affect you but if you are addicted to these foods because they have become a comfort to you, you may need to look deeper within yourself in order to work on the real problem so by first having courage to cut out certain things you eat or drink may take some getting used to as it is also a mind game with ego saying you need these products to survive.. In your heart you will always know what these substances are so start slowly and cut them out of your diet and ask for angelic assistance to cut any cords of attachment to these products it could be sugar, salt, alcohol or many herbs or spices that just don't agree with you so you may have to cut them out one at a time and zone in on the target trigger that always has your soul and body going down into a low vibration and also making sure you get enough fresh air, sleep and slowing your mind down so your mind, body and soul are all in harmony and alignment with the new energy that is coming in at this time..
Also if you are having any relationship drama's invite the angels in to help guide your soul to love and that starts with self love and loving and nurturing all of who you are and watching your diet and exercise and not letting any of these issues interfere with your other relationships in life.. Learning to love yourself and take care of your own needs first without being selfish and feeling guilt can take some practice and getting used to but if you fill your own cup up with love and light you have plenty of love to give to others when you are at peace with yourself and your mind, body and soul are in harmony that is the energy you create around yourself and you can give to others as you can set your own boundaries over how you wish to be treated and walk away from the things that are not working as well as giving love to the relationships you are trying to grow with others be it your soul partner, lover, or family relationships.. Your karmic energy belongs to you in how you treat others but also in how you react to others in how they treat you.. So listening to your own inner guidance and being able to follow your heart no matter what life throws at you because some souls are here to bring you lessons through fear and others through love and unconditional love so no matter how you judge yourself you will still be loved no matter how the other person treats you.. So walking away from the ego of others just to save face and be at peace with who you are and with the mission in life you are on, even if at this time you may still be searching for that mission or service that your soul wished to complete in this life time.. Always call on the angelic realms to lift your soul energy to a high vibration with their divine healing love and light so you can be in harmony with your own life force energy of soul and to heal any rifts in any relationships you have with others.. love and light xx

 This just came up on my Facebook wall and got me thinking how much we can change in a year or even in a shorter time then that, it is more about being changed on the internal side of us with each experience and challenge we have had in life as it changes your souls energy as a whole because it is what you chose life for to experience all kinds of emotions both in fear and in love as you can't have one without the other as that is what your soul is made up of the energy of the dark and the light at the moment all souls are going through a process of shedding the dark (fear) as it is so controlling on your soul and has you making choices from a low energy vibration but it is done to get your life lessons so it is a part of your karmic energy and why you come to earth to try and balance it within yourself so you have the confidence within your self to know and accept the true soul of love and light that you are as fear can only be felt on earth and it is what we created as a whole energy in the cosmos just to learn about who or what our true self is we are a part of creation that means we are the God energy that makes up the whole of our existence on earth.. We are a spiritual being in a human body having a lesson.. I am reading a few books at the moment so just read something interesting from one of Brian Weiss's clients as he took her back to the experience of dying in a past life so it was a death that happened over 100 years ago ..
The book is called "Same soul. Many Bodies" I brought it when I went to see Brian Weiss last year because he signed it for me.  The question asked was this..
"Where does the soul go after it leaves the body? 
I'm not sure; there may be no word for it. I call it another dimension, a higher level of consciousness or higher state of consciousness. The soul certainly exists outside of the physical body, and it makes connections not only to the other lifetimes of the person it just departed but to all other souls. We die physically; but this part of us is indestructible and immortal. The soul is timeless. Ultimately, there is probably just one soul, one energy. Many people call it God, while others call it love; again, the name doesn't matter.
I see the soul as a body of energy that blends with universal energy, then splits off again, intact, when it returns to a new life." 
I had more to add to this but my soul is feeling a bit lost and alone at the moment so I may come back to it and finish it off tomorrow after I shift this fear energy that has just encroached my soul.. a bit of internal work to do with the angelic realm so I wish you a farewell and goodnight I hope that the angels or someone you love comes to visit you in your dreams tonight.. I will leave you with the soothing sound of this video and Archangel Michael who I will be calling to help shift this energy from soul so I can find my way again and work on where this energy is coming from.. 

 Sending you love and light 

No matter where you are

or what it is you have

done I love you 

with all my 

heart and soul

for you are my

twinflame for 

all eternity 

whether on earth

or in spirit there is

no separation of

the love that exists

even when ego and 

fear takes a hold the 

love will lift your 

soul higher then 

it has ever been in

any life time as 

it is what soul has 

always been searching for

love you always.

xxx