Ask for What You Want. Rest and Open Your Mind To All That Is xx

 Hi all it is now Sunday afternoon no news of a new arrival yet into my family my daughter goes to see her doctor tomorrow so we will see what bubba is up to her due date is tomorrow so she may be induced some time this week if baby doesn't seem to be in a hurry..

ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT

A lot of confusion with souls with so much chaos going on around them, it is time to focus on what it is YOU want to bring and manifest into your life as the more peaceful you are as a soul the more things will be peaceful around you no matter what is going on as it is not in your control what others are doing in this world.. You are responsible fully for what you are manifesting into your life as it is a part of the whole of creation the more love and light that surrounds you the more love and light that is spread to others in the world.. 

I have called on Archangel Gabriel this morning for any guidance that is needed at this time  "Ask for What You want" so another message like part of yesterdays and to seek within to what it is you really need right now in your life and keep your energy focused on manifesting it to you with faith, belief and hope in your heart that it will come to you in time with patience.. If you are currently feeling stuck in your position in life call on the angelic realm to help get your mind out of the fear based ego manipulation that you can not achieve what you want, need or desire for you right now as everything does come together when you know what it is in your heart you want and wish to achieve you are the creator of everything in your life by your thoughts and the law of attraction you draw that energy to you that becomes your existence, you can get yourself caught up in a negative karmic cycle just as you can get yourself caught up in a positive one it all starts with your thoughts and what it is you are wishing to achieve.. but be truthful with yourself and manifest into your life all you need from finances, a new career path or love interest as you can call any soulmate you were to meet into your life and when they are ready they will appear at the right time the soul is ready for the next step in your path.. never stop focusing your positive thoughts on what you need, and see yourself already there whether it is a book being published or being with the one you love that you have not met yet everything is possible in this life and your soul knows its own plan you as the human just has to remember it and it will be your choices that take you there, with synchronicity all falls into place.. Don't focus your thoughts and energy on what you don't want as it to will be manifested as you are in total control of your own needs so be clear in what you are manifesting as your wishes do come true.. xx love and light xx
"Clear communication with yourself, with God, and with others helps you avoid misunderstandings and speeds up the process of answered prayers."

I have just drawn 3 more cards with the question of how I can guide those who come and read my blog or FB page to bring them to a place of peace.. 

 SADNESS & ISOLATION 

So a message for those that have had some sort of shake up or change in their life that has brought on some sadness and you feel the need to isolate yourself from others just so you don't have to feel pain or let others know how you are really feeling as you don't want to bother others so instead you try and cope and deal with any sort of loss or change on your own and you really are feeling stuck and isolated because you can not currently find a solution as to why things had to change as they did so you feel sadness and fear there fore you are having trouble on focusing what is ahead for you so you are feeling a bit stuck and have no direction as your mind is not letting you move from where you are emotionally.. It is time to change that perception of being stuck because that is the energy you are drawing onto yourself  out of fear that things will need to change within your own life as you feel like you are getting no where, this is what is blocking your souls energy and not letting the ideas or solutions come in because you just can not see the light at the end of the tunnel with your current position if you are struggling financially let the thought go that you will not have enough or not bring in more financial aid when you need it as this is what is blocking those ideas and solutions coming into you, and you cause yourself a negative karmic cycle based on fear which can't see outside of itself or an answer to your prayers.. You need to keep your focus on what you do have going good in your life and work on a positive karmic cycle and know that all your needs are being fulfilled maybe not all your wants but the basics of life and having all that you need, and knowing if you ask the divine part of your soul that your needs have changed that those dreams you have and are focusing on will then start to form with further guidance and then taking action when you know things are not working out so well at the moment.. These moments in time of your life never last as they only serve as lesson and challenges you need to overcome at the time of what choices you made that brought you to that place in your life, you have freewill and choice to change any aspect of your life at any time but the thought of change is sometimes overwhelming if you can not see how your dreams are going to be fulfilled that is where faith comes in and knowing that your current position is not permanent but just another stepping stone on your path to the better things that are coming into your life once you let go of trying to control destiny as it will be your fears that stop you from taking action or moving forward on your souls path.. Trust in yourself and your own divine plan things are not going to be as they are now if you keep moving forward and search your soul and be really clear with what it is you want and asking spirit for their assistance to help bring in what it is you need, desire and dream about.. It is within your reach so don't isolate yourself ask for what it is you need without guilt as every soul on earth is here to help each other and that comes with our lessons both negative ones and positive ones as that is our dual energy system and you can not have one without the other it is how you see your self and how you can lift yourself out of dire situations that you may of found yourself in through out your life.. Let go of what it is you no longer need emotionally that way you are inviting the new into your life but the first step is admitting to yourself that change needs to happen and then setting your goals to get yourself out of the current situation.. You can do it the soul and human spirit is so strong it just takes courage and commitment from yourself and learning to take care of your spiritual and emotional needs first and letting go of any negative aspects so the positive karma can come into your life and stay there.. 

 CROWN CHAKRA 

This is the energy centre that opens your mind to all solutions and your own spiritual wisdom of life as we know it from past incarnations once you open this energy centre the whole universe opens up and your own souls wisdom and that of spirit comes rushing in but it will be one step at a time as it means trusting yourself and trusting the messages you are receiving are for real and from spirit.. One step at a time and your whole world opens up to infinite wisdom so you find all your solutions plus more the hand of spirit reaches down into your energy portals so you can then invite in with your intentions all the answers to the questions you have of spirit but also of yourself and what or who is your soul as its wisdom pours in and you will be led to where it is you need to go, to find out exactly who you are and your life purpose.. The soul always knows of your divine plan and where it is you need to be, it is just a matter of searching within for all the answers will resonate with you as you discern any information you may get from others as your own soul knows its own journey in life and it is your own intellectual wisdom you are tapping into to get you to where it is in life you need to go..  There are many meditations on Youtube that will help open and activate all your energy centres of the soul as they do become clogged or unclear if you have fear based energy surrounding the Chakra centres and things in your life don't seem to be working out try activating or clearing your souls energy and open the world of the universal energy system into your own mind, body and soul as it is all connected and is the life force energy of who you are in human and spiritual form.. 
The crown chakra helps to clear any mental issues as well so it brings healing to you if you need to clear your mind of unnecessary clutter and chatter that has you seeing only fear and not the light at the end of the tunnel so work on clearing all energy centres so you as the human can become balanced and be able to manifest in life what it is you need with will power and courage there is nothing you can not achieve.. Picture a white or any colour divine light run through your crown through your whole body and light it up and cleanse your soul of any insecurities or impurities that are no longer of any service to you or your highest good that includes any emotions that you have not let go and have come suppressed within your energetic auric field..

SURRENDER TO REST AND SLEEP

"To prevent burnout, slow down. Honor your need for quiet time and peaceful sleep to rejuvenate your mind, body and spirit.".

 After all you've been through with the soul reformation and letting go of any fear based emotions it is time to surrender to sleep and rest up so you can re-energize your whole mind, body and soul call on the Angelic and Ascended Masters realms to help your soul remove any toxins that have your mind, body or soul be constantly on the move and keeping you awake at nights. You need your rest so you don't burnout or over extend your soul energy as when you are always on the go it is your mind that starts to play up as you don't know what to do with yourself if you aren't always on the go. It is time to stop this karmic energy behavior so you can become fully and whole as well as balanced again and when we ask for angelic guidance or assistance it will be in our sleeping hours that the spirit world will come and visit you and change your souls energy system if you ask them to and others can come and visit in your dreams to leave you messages of love and hope and leave you feeling so loved and cared for.. There is a time for action but also for rest as a human body can not be sustained if it is exerting energy all the time, if your body has got into some sort of routine of insomnia it is time to try some meditation routines just so your mind can stop racing and you get your sleep and rest and your crown chakra when open all information comes in with clarity, because your mind has settled into a different routine.. Call on the angelic realm once again to help you calm your mind so you have clarity and can clear you mind of unwanted thoughts and energy when you need to be balanced within yourself.. When you are balanced energetically on the inside the life just flows and you can handle any of life situations that comes up because you mind is clear and you can find your solutions more easily or just welcome change if things happen out of the blue.. You know you are safe and protected and can handle any of life challenges that come your way... More sleep equals less stress and anxiety because your mind does become clear and all divine guidance can be heard and action taken as needed without fear... love and light xx 

Dream big, open your heart and mind and let the guidance come in so you can achieve your dreams without fear or ego manipulation but with faith and belief in yourself and in your own divine plan that you are creating from this moment on.. With all your karmic debts paid it is now time for you to fill in the blanks of where your life is now taking you search within your heart and work out what it is you really want out of life or who you want in your life and start making plans to be at that place, or imagine you are already there as you take one day and one step at a time to recover from any of the life changes that have taken place.. Ground yourself and write down your first goal you wish to achieve if you are one that likes to make plans.. or if you are like me you are lead by the heart to where it is you need to go so I just put in my soul wishes and keep my focus on where my heart wants to take me and wait patiently as other souls get ready and then everything falls into place as I have had dreams and visions of my future with you in it.. I have seen the visions in my dreams so I know it is coming I don't know when or how but I know it is a part of my destiny in this life time.. so it will happen my soul tells me so.. love you always forever in my heart and soul eternally xx 

 Open your heart and release fear and you will feel how much I miss you

and want you home where you are safe, warm and protected from harm.

This is so me it just came on my FB wall and it was how I was feeling over the last couple of weeks so emotional I know my soul was going through some changes with the universal energy that has been pushing souls to awaken as our earth goes into ascension our souls are moving to a higher frequency in energy vibration in doing so the soul needs to go through a process of throwing out from our emotional body any fear energy that is no longer serving us as a soul and that we are also uniting as one soul of all that is the energy in the universe.. so to do that we have to relive memories from our past that still are in emotional soul body we didn't release or get our lesson from so know everything is okay and that your soul is just going through changes that won't last, but your ego is playing mind games with you so you don't move forward as it wants you to stay in the darkness of your soul. You need to surrender your ego which means getting rid of all the darkness that still exists in your souls emotional body so it could be things from this present life or stuff coming up from past incarnations. either way you need to call on the Angelic realm to help you move past this fear so your soul can become the pure light and love that it is.. So your soul is really having a battle with itself over the light and dark energies and you need to let one go so you can feel whole again and stop fighting and struggling with the mind control games the soul is playing.. You need to focus on the love and light in your life concentrate on your heart and send the love out to those that are a part of your life and are deep in your soul and send them love and also yourself as you really matter to all those you just sent love to and need to continue to be a part of their life even when you feel you are in the darkness it will be that love you feel that guides you home.. You are never alone as you go through these soul processes as the Angelic and spirit realms are holding and loving you tighter as you go through any pain as anything emotional really cuts down deep but it does need to come up so your soul can face those fears and release them so the new can come in, so changes will happen once you feel whole and yourself again.. Tears and crying helps your soul immensely to wash away all those unwanted emotions you have been suppressing. As a child I always hid under my blankets when I needed to cry and I refused to cry in front of anyone because I didn't need others to comfort me as these were challenges I had set myself to work on my feelings and what they meant so I could bring myself back up, also crying brought attention on to myself and I have never liked to be the centre of attention or to be noticed as I like to observe and just be me which was shy and I probably built a wall around myself just to protect that person that was hiding inside that has only recently come out in knowing who I am and why I was so shy and introverted and never needed to seek attention from anyone.. It is even harder to cry now with this soul awakening as it can hit you at any time like at work, all you want to do is cry for no particular reason just that your soul is hurting and all those emotions and thoughts running in your mind need a release valve and it is through tears it comes so I have cried myself to sleep on many nights over the last 3 yrs as I have also been crying to help others release fears as well that come through me.. Some times it has felt like going through the grieving process again and having thoughts of no one understanding you and being or feeling so alone and knowing their is only one person just like you that would understand as they are going through the same thing and you only want to hold them to let them know how much you care and hate to see them hurting so much.. 

 

ARTISTIC EXPRESSION

I have just drawn a card from the Ascended Masters and Paul the Venetian has come out "Artistic Expression" so one way to release all this pent up emotions you are going through is to go through the channels of your own creativity whether you are a writer, singer, love to play music or dance, or pick up a paint brush or do art/craft of some kind it is a way to release your fears or the love you feel by filling those passions with the creative outlet that gives you the most pleasure even if you have never tried a particular technique or tried any type of art now might be a good time to do it to help take your mind off other things as well as releasing what is inside as it comes out in your work.. I think this is a message for someone to let their creative passions out in writing even if it is only for you now you can share it later as it will bring out what it is you are feeling and you so much need the relief outlet so you can get back to being your cheerful, optimistic and happy full of jokes self .. You are not feeling in that frame of mind at the moment so it is time to get yourself out of the karmic cycle that you have got your self into and leave your past behind as it is no longer serving you and it is only taking your soul power and making you feel so down, it is time to get past this period in your life and open up to what it is your heart is telling you and to express yourself to those that matter in your life and to stop hiding behind the pain that keeps you protected behind a wall of silence that you mask to others that you are okay, because you really aren't and you do need to admit these fears to yourself so you can move past them, call on the angelic realm as you no longer need to keep struggling in life when you are able to manifest what it is you need at any given moment in time.. find your passion and it will be your soul path you have been seeking as it is seeking you, write down all you are feeling and call on the angelic realm to remove what it is that no longer serves your higher soul as it is bringing you down to a low vibration which has you feeling in a stuck position with no direction or solutions to get you out of the current situation, let go and let god bring in those answers, open your heart and clear your mind and be at peace with who you are and your journey so far as you have accomplished so much of what it is you came to do but that is now over and it is time you moved on to other things that light up your life, your soul knows what this is as it will be your first thoughts when you read this message.. Hang in there and never give up believe in yourself and move forward now .. xx love and light xx

 Sending you love and light

You are in my heart 

now and forever more.

Rest and relax

get up to full speed

and let your energy return, 

get your pen and paper 

out and express how it

is you are feeling

open your heart

and your mind and 

you will be able 

to hear and see me

as well through telepathic

channels that only

our soul can hear

and connect this has

to happen first before

any physical contact 

your soul needs to 

be at peace with itself

and to be able to process

all emotions and be able 

to release any fear that 

comes to you for the

Twinflame connection

is so intense all fear

needs to be released now.

In order for the next step

of our soul evolution.

I give you my strength and 

courage and so much love

to see you through these 

dark days as they

will not last we 

still have so much to do.

I can't wait for the day

to see and hold you once again

like at the start of our creation.

When we were one with

all that is our spirit and soul.

I love you always give 

me your pain and I will

take it away and never

let you fall into the abyss again.

Love and light is our soul

always and eternally.

xxx 

Happy Mothers Day.. xx

Hi all it is now Saturday night tomorrow is Mothers day, the best part of life is to have kids they are what makes life worth living I have been blessed with 4 - one is an angel in heaven but not too far away as he remains a part of my soul and  a part of my being forever and we will meet again..He has given me so much in his short 5 yrs I am blessed he chose me as his mum on his journey, his soul got the lessons it needed while leaving lessons of life and death for my soul that has led me on my soul journey to find out where he went that being his spirit or soul as he left me clues and hints that planted a seed in me that has only grown over the last 4 yrs and I have found out so much about me and my soul and those that are connected to it with so much love it hurts to be with out them, but I am patient as I know that dreams get fulfilled once soul lessons are received so everything will fall into place at the right time..
The kids dropped a present up through the week so I will open it tomorrow.. My daughter has about then 8 days until baby #2 is due so I think she is staying close to home at the moment so I won't see her or my other son as he has to work this weekend so I will have my baby home who is 13.. So I won't be doing much I will go visit my mum at some time and take her a present down, I will make a card first in the morning..

Celine Dion - Goodbye's the saddest word 

a song about her mother when she passed away..

 If your mum has left you on the earth plane, she is still with you in spirit as my son is with me, and you can still talk to her as if she was with you because in spirit the soul remains a part of you and in your heart so you only need to think of her and she will be there for you and leave you signs that mean something to you and resonate with the time you had together so the sign may be some of her favourite things she collected, or something like a food you favoured you may smell her favourite perfume or smoke if she was a smoker.. it will be your own 6th sense that will know you had a visit from her in spirit as she is never far away from your thoughts.. All souls that cross back over the veil send their love to you and want you to know they are still with you when you go through any of life struggles and they are willing you to show your strength and what they taught you and you will pull through any challenges life has to offer..

I have just done a reading tonight from Mother Mary here is her message.. 

 I drew a few cards from the Mother Mary deck today.. "Mother" came out so did "Family" on this special mothers day a message to take care of and nurture yourself as much as you nurture your family as you also matter and what you need should be taken care of every day not just on one special day of the year when the feminine energy is celebrated.. The more you have inside and the more you feel not taken for granted the more you have to give to not only your family but to each other this goes for the males also as we a dual energy system of male and female soul energy so all genders need to nurture self and each other.. This does not mean you have to be hard on your self or each other and have compassion and understanding of your needs and emotions and also that of others as you are not separated and are a mirror of each other so if any fears show they will be felt not only on a physical level but also a spiritual one as you are connected always in spirit you are one with each other in all that is your soul as the energy is not separate but one with the universe as a whole your soul has its own vibration which is connected to your soul family and your soul group so you help each other on this journey through life as you each get your lessons and synchronicity will always bring you together through the energy vibration of the souls you are to meet and to ascend with. Your soul knows this and your divine plan if you are in contact with your higher soul you can reach that of your plan you may not know all details or how things will eventuate but you will know there is more to come and other lessons that may still to be learnt for all those involved in this your soul plan.. All is in divine order you will know when it is time to change and your opportunity has come your intuition and soul knowing will know it is time to move ahead with the rest of your plan. it was written a long time ago in the planning stages of your life and mission on earth in another realm.. Your family loves you no matter how far apart you are.. All mothers in heaven send their love as they heard and felt all the messages from the earth realm they are so proud of you and all you have done with your life and that of the grandchildren they never met or some they did..much love and white roses are being sent to you from the one that adores you and was so glad that you chose them to be their/your mentor and mother in life.. love and light xx

Your soul always knows what it is you came here for and the lessons you needed to balance your karmic energy and to experience what you needed each time you made a choice and decision on your life path.. No choice is either wrong or right as it is what you chose to learn at that time so you are fully responsible for your own actions and choices on this your soul journey, because a soul plans it all before entry to the earth realm, there is a veil of remembrance though that the soul goes through so it is then with your freewill and choices your lessons are given and shown to others that have come on your path as nothing happens with coincidence or by chance as your soul is always working with you on a subconscious level over what it is you were to fulfill, if you open your heart and your mind what you used to do on a subconscious level you can now do on a conscious level because those guides and angels were an inbetween you and your higher oversoul so a messenger between the veil.. Follow your heart and you will always be where you need to go and it will be your dreams that will give you hints and through other signs sent from spirit you will just know who you are and where you have been but with so many lifetimes and lessons the soul has had it leaves an energy imprint on you which is forever so you need never repeat the same lesson again depending on if you got it the first time as sometimes souls fall into a karmic pattern they sometimes have trouble getting off so they will just repeat the old relationships and people skills that will always draw to them the lesson they will or was supposed to get.. Once you get your lesson in life it is then time to move on after your soul searching and coming to a conclusion of what it was your soul needed to get lessons in, a lot of time it is patience as we put in our wishes and dreams and when we don't see anything happening we tend to start thinking other things so the divine keeps up with your current thoughts, intentions, dreams and what it is you wish to manifest from any part of your life so relationships, bringing in of a soulmate, financial affairs and career of jobs the things you need to make your life easier are what you manifest as you need it.. Worry and stress will always be an energy that blocks your manifestations as you are in fear of not getting what you want so the cycle is broken and the plans changed as your thoughts have expected an outcome already.. It is your thoughts that will always create your reality and what it is that you are bringing into your life.. You cannot control anyone outside of yourself or the situations that will come up, you can try to control but you need to come from a place of fear and put that fear into others so make them feel emotional guilt or some sort of reaction to get them to do what it is you want, but in the end that person will always end up doing what they want because resentment and other negative emotions will start to fester with someone that is using fear to control you, it always creates drama and chaos it may take a while to fester but it always comes to a head and all souls involved end up getting the lessons intended.. So you can always chose your battles or not as you can walk away from any fear based emotion that will feel like you are not in control of your life.. So alway honour your feelings and if it doesn't feel right or you don't really want to do something speak up so the other person knows where you stand and if they don't like it they have the option of walking away or respecting you for being genuine and they will find another solution or someone else to do their work for them.. 

I might leave it there with the mothers day wishes and come back later as it is getting late my kids spoilt me today I received a fit band, a colouring in book, chocolates and some socks.. It was raining for most of the day so didn't get a chance to walk and test the fit band if it isn't raining after my morning job I will go for my usual walk but in my job I get over 10,000 steps usually without the extra walk around the sports field.. 

Sending love and light 

I love you with all my

heart and soul..

You are my soul and 

we are united as one the

love is eternal and united

one of a divine kind so 

where ever you are I am

Love yourself and you

love me as I am all that

you are we are united

as one always.. 

You are my twinflame

so my guide my lover 

in spirit and when the 

time is right we will

unite on the earth plane..

Until that day keep 

your dreams alive with

positivity and faith in 

all that will be the divine

plan as was set out before

we had to do what we did 

because of karmic debts and

energies owed to ourselves and

also to others, you have done

nothing wrong you are loved

always for what has been your 

life path so far as all was done

out of love for me and our 

ascension together all is 

working out in divine timing.

Patience, hope and faith in 

you and me to be as one

before we become whole 

and completely united 

in body, mind and spirit..

Open your heart and listen

to soul it knows the way

 to what is our destiny..

 love you always.

xxx