Saturday 31 May 2014

Positivity and Love

The two highest energies that will change any one's mood are positivity and love. I always look on the upside when everybody only sees the bad I see the good and find the reason why it is not so bad as "everything happens for a reason"... that reason can not always be noticed straight away but with time you will notice why things turned out that way.. It probably comes back to what you were expecting to happen and when it didn't happen that way  you get disappointed which is a negative energy..  Expect nothing of no-one that way you will rarely be disappointed as you can talk your self out of disappointment as everything does happen for a reason (you will find all negative energy is your ego trying to talk you out of seeing the positive). 
 


I always talk about John Edward (JE) the medium on my blog as he has popped in and out of my life and started doing his psychic work around to same time Phillip past so his book and first TV show in 1999 really helped with my grieving process at the time when I was searching for answers to where my baby went and that he would be looked after as I could no longer do it.  I've followed JE not religiously but watched any other shows or if he came on for interviews on the TV I seen what he had to say in hopes of a message from the other side and they did usually come as some readings it will feel as if the message is also for you.. JE drew my name out once on the Kerri-Anne Kennelly show she had a bingo competition as I was sitting watching I was thinking or asking for Phillip if  JE is for real give me a sign next thing JE drew out  #24(significant as that was the date Phillip passed) and I won a big TV that was about 2004. Any way he has a website called Evolve and you can see his work on that he is having a free 90 day Evolve promotion and it will cost you nothing to see his shows (you usually have to pay a yearly subscription to his site so if you want to access it I did only about Oct last year).. Here is his Facebook page for details on the 90 day Evolution it will be well worth your time if you want to learn more about Otherside .. I believe you can also find details on Twitter.


Some music for today before I have to go do some errands and housework
 
A New Day has Come
Celine Dion
 
 Some peaceful music as well to help relax your soul
I had visions of Angels in my dreams last night who always
send love and light so open your heart and let them in
both Angels and Love.
xxx

Friday 30 May 2014

xx Good news xx

Some good news my mum texted yesterday after dad had 2 more doses of chemo on Wednesday and Thursday they must of talked to the Doctor as he is in remission but may need more treatment after another Scan in a months time depending on the results from the scan..
Mum said they 'will cross that bridge when they get to it' .. as they may need to travel to Sydney for that treatment.. I must get that attitude from my mum of trying not to worry about what is too far in front of me as I know from experience life can be full of unexpected events that you have no control over so you just have to deal with it when it comes up.. My mum does stress out a bit though where  I tend not to stress so much as things always seem to turn out maybe not always as expected but then I don't place expectations on anything or anyone so I'm rarely disappointed and just go with the flow of life..
 Some quotes from my FB page over the last couple of days.
I decided to put up music that my dad would enjoy along with Slim Dusty he likes George Jones.
A great little story about how the song came about with Vestel Goodman
George was going to give up on life but with Vestals love he came through.
Never give up in the hard times let the Angels carry that load for you and pull you through.
Sending lots of love and light.
xxx
 


Wednesday 28 May 2014

Some quotes and music..

Just a few quotes and music today to share
 
Music I just love this song it was on the radio when I got in the car coming from
 work this morning but I had it saved in my favourites on you tube..
For a thousand years - Christina Perri
If you are lucky enough to find one of your soulmates you probably
have loved them for a thousand years in your souls past lives.
Sending love and light
xxx

Monday 26 May 2014

Home - Phillip Phillips

Gratitude and thanks for being yourself who ever you are that visit my blog if you are feeling down try not to worry as things will be alright someone loves you and your never alone - Me I love every one and don't like to think of people being sad.. Cheer up and give all your worries and fears to God and the Angels.. 
 

How awesome is this song love the name as well
x Phillip Phillips x 
Home
Sending love and light your way may it fill your heart as it does mine.
xxx


Sunday 25 May 2014

(((Hugs))) xox

After reading my posts you are probably thinking of your own loved ones that have passed over so I have a feeling some of you might need a big hug.. 
(((Here is one from me))) 
 
A Poem 
"I'll lend you for a while, a child of mine " God said
For you to cherish while he lives, and mourn for when he is dead
it may be five or seven years or only two or three
 But will you look after him for me?
He will bring his love to gladden you and should his stay be brief
You will have a host of memories as solace for your grief
I cannot promise he will stay since all from earth return
But there are lessons taught below I want this child to learn
I have looked the whole world over in my search for teachers true
From the throng that crowd life's lane at last I have chosen you
Now will you give him all your love nor think your labour vain
Nor turn against me when I take him back again.
***
I was given this when Phillip passed away by a local lady that had also lost a child at the age of 2.
 
This song always makes me feel better when in an emotional state..
Sarah McLachlan - Arms of an Angel
Sending love, light and hugs
xxx

The Clock and Visits xx

First I'll tell you about the Clock I brought it the same day we had to choose an outfit for Phillip to be dressed in for his return home to spirit also a Birthday present for my little girl. I was going to give the clock to my sister but decided to keep it instead. The little boy Angel on the top of the clock is a pendulum when we first got it he swung merrily along. One day it just stopped swinging I can't give time frames as some years went by in a blur with my grief process but no matter what I done it just wouldn't swing I tried changing batteries, starting it off by hand but to no avail. I gave up with trying to get that pendulum to swing. 
Photo taken yesterday 23 May 2014 when I got home from work after both Phillip and the clock
were both in my thoughts all morning

Photo taken Christmas 2013 not swinging in photo.
It is located out in the lounge room on the TV cabinet along with  Phillips photo's and other Angel images and figurines I have collected over the years most of the time I don't even think of the clock so don't check batteries to see if they are working I'm not sure if other family members keep an eye on it as we use a digital clock to tell time located on the same cabinet.
The first visit I recall was one Christmas when I was really missing Phillip and when I went out in the lounge room  the Angel was swinging after I know I had tried to get it to work for so long.. So my mind automatically went to Phillip and thanked him for the visit and the next day it stopped swinging again and didn't rock again for a long time and I had tried on numerous occasions to make it rock .. Sometimes it would be years between when I saw it swinging and my attempts to get it going by hand it would always be in vain.. When it did finally rock it would be when I was really missing him or on special occasions like Christmas, birthday or celebrations like that. The one time it did baffle me as to why Phillip turned up and the clock was rocking was recently just before Christmas early December I went out into the lounge room in the morning and seen it rocking and thought that was strange as there was no special celebrations and I hadn't been missing him as much as the other times he had turned up. I didn't work it out till later after my mum had rang me about 6 o'clock that night to tell me dad had Leukaemia so it clicked as to why my little matey had turned up for support or to let us know he was around for the bad news.
I am a very logical and practical thinker (pretty sure in a past life I must of been a Socrates student) and I can't think of any logical or practical reasons for the Angel clock to be doing this especially when I had tried in vain to get it rocking on numerous occasions and than it stops for years on end and only rocks for a day and no longer then two days..

It is now 12.15 AM 25th May 14 and I checked the clock just now when I put  some wood in the fire  the Angel pendulum is no longer rocking.

The signs you receive from loved ones may come in a similar way to the Angels it could even be a touch of your hair, a smell they always had about them it will be something you recognise and shared with your loved one, it could even be something you know they would say if they were here you will know and have a feeling if it was a message from your loved one, they will also come in for visits in your dreams. They won't always move objects as in my sign as it takes a lot of energy from spirit to do that watching John Edwards has taught me that. From just watching some of his readings he explains the process and continually says they send messages through him by symbolism so in watching him it is like a game of charades but he knows things that only those having the reading and the departed ones shared. On Earth we use voices to communicate when we are in spirit form we lose that voice so need symbolism, love and feelings to communicate between souls. When John Edwards mentions the spirit of Babies they usually come in with someone else with a stronger energy field like a father, grandfather, grandmother as when we go to spirit our family and friends souls will all meet up again at our final destination.
I follow another Psychic David Richards he had a NDE (near death experience) in his life time .. The other day I was asking heaps of questions and so David put up a post of his experience when he died as it wasn't his time to leave earth so we get to hear of his experience..
This song was playing in Big W when walking around yesterday
I'm not a big fan of John Farnham so hadn't heard it till then.
Sending Love and light your way have a great day.
xxx

Saturday 24 May 2014

Memories of my little matey - 16 years ago today we said goodbye ..

Here is a collection of the short 5 years Phillip spent with us before his return back home to spirit he was a very active kid it was as if he was trying to cram as much into his life while he was here.
He was fearless and the sort of kid that always had bumps and bruises on him from his adventures my 2 boys that followed Phillip were not so active as Son no 1. He loved to watch Troy Dan the action man that one who never had a shirt on (he was aged about 4 at time of watching).
 
My 2 babies Newborn Phillip 1992 at age 20 days Phillip was in hospital for a hernia operation as he was throwing up
bile and it was twisting his bowel he was lifeless and limp when we took him to the doctor who sent him straight down to kids hospital in Melbourne so while in hospital I pleaded with God not to take him off me until he
 had at least gone to school and wrote his name and that is how it turned out for him.

Phillip as baby before walking he used to carry that ruggy around with him
every where and he still slept with it before his passing
when he passed over I used to sleep with it under my pillow for a
long time until it started to look as if it was getting worn out
 so popped it in my bedside table where it still remains.


 One little happy chappy Phillip age 14 months a Christmas shot 1993
Doing a nudie run while loving the kitty he had measles at the time so he is a bit spotty
aged about 15 mths summer 93. Up and off as soon as he could walk.
 
The little monkey loved to climb anything and found himself in precarious positions
but mummy wasn't too far away to rescue him he scaled the wood shed roof at one time
and made my heart start quite a few times with his adventures. Age  nearly 2

Meeting baby brother Michael for the first time finger in nose..1995 age 3
 My 3 babies again 1996 Phillip is 4 it was just before we moved interstate.
Phillip and his last xmas  they got a Jump-o-lene and the kids had a ball 1997 age 5
First day of School 1998 about 3 months before the accident one of the last photo's we have of him.

Phillip loved Slim Dusty and not long before he passed he came out in a cowboy hat with checked shirt and jeans and said 'look I slim Dusty' wish I took a photo at the time it would of been great to have digital camera's back in the 90's. His poppy and dad were the Slim Dusty fans. 
One of the songs we played at his funeral Travellers Prayer
we also played Slim Dusty Done us proud chosen by his Daddy as they were also best mates and Phillip followed him around every where Phillip also loved his poppy and all the earth moving machines he owned. Phillip passed over on the 24 May 1998.
We had to say the final good-bye on the 28th the day after his sister turned 7.
The final song as they carried his casket out the church
we had him cremated as I didn't like the thought of the alternative.
If you want to read more about his passing I did a post in April you can find it here.
I try not to dwell on how he left us and the accident as that is very emotional I prefer to remember his bright, happy adventurous spirit and all that he has given me through his return home.
Tomorrow I will do the post on when Phillip comes to visit us in his spirit form it is not as spooky as it sounds and he has popped in today after I was thinking about him all morning and what I was going to put on the blog  and how I know when he visits as we are still connected though our soul connection and love. He is just resting in Gods hands until we meet again as his life plan on earth was a short one but he has given me a great gift in loving him then having to say goodbye so early. Phillip has given me the gift of the awakening of my own Spirituality that has been in me all the time but laying dormant with the grief of his loss.  I was lost myself for so long I now have an inner peace knowing that life is eternal and we will get to meet with our family that has crossed over, but they do continue to leave us messages and watch over us. We even get to meet souls that we are connected to from our past lives  that have returned to earth with their own paths to lead with divine intervention at the right time we do get to meet again as if we never parted.. Every one that crosses your path has come in for a reason to be a part of your life as we all have lessons to pass on or learn. We never stop learning especially about our self and our inner self (our soul)..
Sending love and light to Phillip and all that read my blog.
xxx

Friday 23 May 2014

A quick few quotes before work **


Some music I hope you are having a great day today Love the quotes Suzie puts up
I might get to meet Suzie next month as she is visiting the district.
Sending love and light your way may the energy from both fill your heart as it does mine
xxx

Wednesday 21 May 2014

All for you

A lovely quote if you are going through a rough time at the moment.
 
 
The song playing on the radio when driving home from work
Jimmy Barnes - All for you
sending love and light your way
xxx


Tuesday 20 May 2014

Beautiful people

A few quotes to share.
I hope you have some beautiful people to share your life with and focus on them
and not the negative hateful type that want to bring your own happiness down as
we don't have to harbor them feelings in our own psyche because those around us
are miserable and bitter.
 
 
This one just came up on my FB wall and had to share it as sometimes you
just want to hug someone so much but they aren't around for you to do that.
 
Some music I've just been looking on Youtube for something different tonight.
 
Eagles - Love will keep us Alive
a nice soft tune
It's coming up to the anniversary when my little boy returned home I'll do a special post for him and how he pops in to visit me still on occasions.
Sending love and light your way.
xxx

Sunday 18 May 2014

Quotes - Positivity and love..

I feel the need for a bit a positivity this morning so here is a quote to start your day and mine..

A quote from the internet while on my net travels if you are looking into spiritually and your soul is awakening to your purpose in life.  *We each have our own individual spiritual journey so how I pick up signs and symbol may not be the way you will receive your guidance,  you will also be taken to the teachers that will suit your needs I relate to John Edwards and Doreen Virtue and others that have been introduced by them your teachers may be other psychics or spiritual beings which you will be led to.
I think the first place you need to start is looking for your inner self (your soul) to find your life purpose while on
Earth in this life time all things spiritual centres on self and your own code of ethics and being responsible for
everything you say and do because we are all connected and everything has a chain reaction and an opposite as we are all energy in a human body (spirit) what drives us is love our ego's bring the opposite fear and hatred towards one another.
I guess you will need to accept everyone as an equal on a soul level and not be judgemental of the choices they have made in this their lifetime as they are also on the  learning curve known as life and their soul has lessons to learn of its own as their path has also been chosen, maybe they have just come to learn the lessons of compassion, consequences from the choices they have made any number of things. Our chosen professions and the life choices we have made along the way will be the lessons our soul has chosen to learn. Some souls are new ones I read last night and have just come for the human experience for the first or second time but most souls are evolving and will continue to do so until they have learnt all lessons then they become the spiritual teachers and guides to help the other souls trying to find their way back home to spirit. When you read through some of this stuff if you are sort of new to spirituality and the meaning of it all it sounds so far fetched but as you go further into your own development of your own souls evolvement it all starts to make sense as your own guides will only give you the lessons when they think you are ready to move ahead and have learnt the lessons they set so you will get all these little messages, symbols etc. but if you still have trouble trusting or not getting the meaning you won't be moving on until the lesson and experiences are learnt. Sometimes it feels like you are in kinder but when you graduate you should of earned your wings or be able to trust in your own intuition and psychic abilities to be able to give others lessons if that is your path. I'm still learning what my path is and not sure of where I am going with it but know I just have to be the student until such time as all is revealed.

I love unconditionally and can't remember having hatred for anyone in my life time even when they hurt me if anything I probably blame myself  for not being who they want me to be, but then those with negative energy I avoid and surround myself with more positive people or block my ears some times ignorance can be bliss especially when you don't want to harbour negative energy off other people.
  
I love this song of Celine Dion
I'm your Angel
Sending love and light your way if you need it.
Enjoy your Sunday what ever it is you are doing I hope you
get time to relax and do something you enjoy to keep your spirits up.
I have to bath the puppy dog she is a bit dirty.
xxx

Friday 16 May 2014

Past life and Dr Brian Weiss - Quote and Stevie Nicks xx

 
**I just found a web page where Dr Brian Weiss explains who he is..
The books I have on the go and below an introduction to
Dr Brian Weiss on Youtube.. They are great reading if you want to read about Spirituality and former
 souls lives from some of his clients or people Dr Weiss has met through his forums.

Dr Brian Weiss will take you through a session of hypno therapy on you tube, I've done it a few times and the first time I did it I seen myself in England or somewhere in a period when ladies wore long dresses but all I seen (pictured in my mind) was an old 4 poster bed that had a blue and white bedspread. The second time I tried my mind was too active with other thoughts so didn't relax enough to see anything.. 

Music today I thought I would go find some more of Stevie Nicks and here is a new one for me
Touched by an Angel
 Sending Love and Light may the energy of both fill your heart..
Sweet Dreams as it is night time in Australia.
xox
 

Tuesday 13 May 2014

What I'm reading today.. and Quotes

I started reading this book this morning I'm up to chapter 4 it is written by Dr Brian Weiss he is a psychiatrist in the USA that has written a few books on our souls journey and goes into peoples past lives with transgression therapy and it has real life cases Dr Weiss has done and those people tell their story of their souls previous lives and how they affect the current life the souls path is on as once we die our soul reincarnates until such time that it has evolved.. 
An excerpt from the book Chapter 1.. pg1/2
Soul recognition may be immediate. A sudden feeling of familiarity, of knowing this new person at depths far beyond what the conscious mind could know. Soul recognition may be subtle and slow. A dawning of awareness as the veil is gently lifted. Not everyone is ready to see right away. There is timing at work and patience may be necessary for the one who sees first. You may also meet more than one special person (soulmate) in a lifetime.

 Some of the quotes on my FB wall today.
This is scientific and proven.
Your world is made of spirit, mind and body.
Each of those three, spirit, mind and body, has a function that is unique to it and not shared with the other. What you see with your eyes and experience with your body is the physical world, which we shall call Body. Body is an effect, created by a cause.
This cause is Thought.

Read more at http://expandedconsciousness.com/2013/12/23/nothing-is-solid-this-is-the-world-of-quantum-physics/#sOiMck9TAi5oLl0A.99
This is scientific and proven.
Your world is made of spirit, mind and body.
Each of those three, spirit, mind and body, has a function that is unique to it and not shared with the other. What you see with your eyes and experience with your body is the physical world, which we shall call Body. Body is an effect, created by a cause.
This cause is Thought.

Read more at http://expandedconsciousness.com/2013/12/23/nothing-is-solid-this-is-the-world-of-quantum-physics/#sOiMck9TAi5oLl0A.99
This is scientific and proven.
Your world is made of spirit, mind and body.
Each of those three, spirit, mind and body, has a function that is unique to it and not shared with the other. What you see with your eyes and experience with your body is the physical world, which we shall call Body. Body is an effect, created by a cause.
This cause is Thought.

Read more at http://expandedconsciousness.com/2013/12/23/nothing-is-solid-this-is-the-world-of-quantum-physics/#sOiMck9TAi5oLl0A.99
This is scientific and proven.
Your world is made of spirit, mind and body.
Each of those three, spirit, mind and body, has a function that is unique to it and not shared with the other. What you see with your eyes and experience with your body is the physical world, which we shall call Body. Body is an effect, created by a cause.
This cause is Thought.

Read more at http://expandedconsciousness.com/2013/12/23/nothing-is-solid-this-is-the-world-of-quantum-physics/#sOiMck9TAi5oLl0A.99
This is scientific and proven.
Your world is made of spirit, mind and body.
Each of those three, spirit, mind and body, has a function that is unique to it and not shared with the other. What you see with your eyes and experience with your body is the physical world, which we shall call Body. Body is an effect, created by a cause.
This cause is Thought.

Read more at http://expandedconsciousness.com/2013/12/23/nothing-is-solid-this-is-the-world-of-quantum-physics/#sOiMck9TAi5oLl0A.99
This is scientific and proven.
Your world is made of spirit, mind and body.
Each of those three, spirit, mind and body, has a function that is unique to it and not shared with the other. What you see with your eyes and experience with your body is the physical world, which we shall call Body. Body is an effect, created by a cause.
This cause is Thought.

Read more at http://expandedconsciousness.com/2013/12/23/nothing-is-solid-this-is-the-world-of-quantum-physics/#sOiMck9TAi5oLl0A.99
Your world is made of spirit, mind and body.
Each of those three, spirit, mind and body, has a function that is unique to it and not shared with the other. What you see with your eyes and experience with your body is the physical world, which we shall call Body. Body is an effect, created by a cause.
This cause is Thought.

Read more at http://expandedconsciousness.com/2013/12/23/nothing-is-solid-this-is-the-world-of-quantum-physics/#sOiMck9TAi5oLl0A.99
Life is not always easy as sometimes we are dealt hard times and other times life is a breeze..
In those hard times call upon your Angels to help you through it..



 
 
The song I heard today when I was in a store.
Bryan Adams I would die for you.
Sending Love and Light your way.
xxx

Sunday 11 May 2014

Happy Mothers day xx

Happy Mothers Day to all the mum's out there especially my own mum who is always there for us her girls and her husband my dad, she never asks for anything in return for all her love and care given to us, most mums don't need awards or rewards just seeing your kids and your other half healthy and happy is all the reward needed..
As a mother of 4 (1 girl and 3 boys)  myself  I wish for my kids to always be Happy, healthy and to always be themselves as I do love you unconditionally just the way you are.. Being a mum is the ultimate gift of  LOVE both given and received from both parties.. Having lost 1 of those 4 children you don't know what heartache and the big hole it leaves in your soul it changes your whole outlook on life and what really matters..  You can't go through the loss of a child and come out the same person at the other end when you finally find yourself again and you will, you realise your kids are your life.. (the other stuff like jobs, money is just trivial and what we need to do to survive in this world) xxx
 
Sending love and light to all the mums of the World we wouldn't be here without you
to love and guide us to be the best we can be.. Mums don't forget to take care of yourself as well so you can be the best you can be for those you take care of..
xxx

Saturday 10 May 2014

G'day xx it's raining today



G'day a great Aussie expression it is raining here today I don't know if it  affects your mood I'm in a melancholy mood I don't know why maybe the weather.. I thought I would get creative today and make a few cards while Lady Antebellum music is playing in the background..
I hope you have someone around you that understands you or knows you better than you know yourself.. I think to understand someone else you need to understand yourself and your own moods and feelings before you can begin to understand anybody else and have empathy towards them or their situation..   I had a great dream last night some time your Angel messages will come through your dreams or a mixture of a lot of different ways.. Each person will receive them differently not necessarily how I do as they use symbols as a way of communication and you need to learn how to pickup those messages..


Not every one of those things mentioned will be a symbol as you need to ask the questions first
and if you feel they are your answer that you are after go with your gut feelings.

I'm grateful for all mothers as it will be Mothers day tomorrow we are
 taking mum out my sister, daughter and I for the whole day and meeting our other 2
sisters at the half way point to where they live.
 Lady Antebellum - Need you now
another Oldie
For all Earth Angels
sending love and light your way.
xox

Friday 9 May 2014

Quote and Let it go ..

Just sharing a quote that was on my FB wall and a song.

If you are struggling with any of the negative energies mentioned in the above quote you
need to let them go.. so they no longer are attached to you bringing you down.

One of my favourites of Mariah Carey's
Sending Love and Light ..
xxx

Thursday 8 May 2014

love this song - Who was Socrates?

This was on the radio when I drove to work this morning Brian McFadden
Love it  
No one is perfect we all have our human faults today while cleaning (my day job) up in the School Library I picked up a book on Philosophers and the first page I opened to was Socrates and I started to read some of it but thought I had better put the book down and get to work and look him up when I got home which I just did he sounds like my sort of fellow he was about Human ethics and Justice you can read about him here.. Plato was his student here are some Quotes I found online..


 
Socrates wanted to teach his students to think for themselves, ask questions (be sceptical) and to be good by your own standard not by those set out by some one else (so have your own code of ethics to live by), he sounds like he lived by spiritual values to be responsible for your own actions.
"One is to a man who preserves his integrity no real long term harm can ever come"
"Provided your soul remains untouched you misfortunes will be comparatively untouched. Real personal catastrophe consists in corruption of the soul" I wrote them down from the book I was reading.

 Sending Love and light and wishing you a good night with sweet dreams..
xox


Good morning xx Ghosts of the past and physics..


 Just a quick post before work as I'm starting a bit earlier today..
 

A Song from an old favourite of mine Stevie Nicks Ghosts, some ghosts of the past are coming back to haunt some not so nice people, it starts Monday I'm ready for that..
 
Quantum Physics Suzie just put this on her wall I don't have time to read it right now but it sounds interesting and wanted to share and put up for myself to read later.. Everything is energy including us and our spirit when we have passed over to the other side we are still that spirit and connected by love and from my 2 and a half year old pointing to his brother floating above the casket as only he could see it and kids are very intuitive at that age and tell you what they see .. I know that from watching John Edwards as he says it all the time "he works in a world of Energy"..
 I'll be back later sending love and light your way have a great day..
xox