I was born in Australia in a small rural town.. I am very shy and reserved especially around strangers until I feel comfortable and trust those who I come into contact with so I'm very observant and usually gauge people's mood before I speak (I was thinking maybe I can also sense and feel the mood of those around me). I believe I am very empathetic and put myself in others shoes unconsciously.. You can guarantee I always put others feelings before my own as I can deal with my own feelings and do a lot of soul searching to sort them out and usually do that when I'm alone but I have always done that even as a child..
As a baby mum said I was very placid and content and usually had to be woken up at feed times and she couldn't believe how quiet I was even when I did cry. So things didn't change much growing up as I've always been this way.
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| Me at about 1 |
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| Me and my older sister (dark hair) eating watermelon on the front step |
My older sister is 15 months older then me and was my protector and usually done all the talking and asking for things so much so mum thought I was never going to talk or even walk but I tend to do things when I'm ready as I'm a bit stubborn (I will procrastinate if I don't really want to do something). Mum said we were like chalk and cheese where my sister can talk non stop and she calls a spade a spade I was opposite we also had different shades of hair mine was blonde and long and wavy and my sisters was dark and curly, things did change though as mine went curly and darker as I got older my sisters is still dark but she now gets it chemically straightened. We were also different in that I always hid my feelings and never told anyone and if I needed to cry I went and hid under the bed covers and went to be alone till I worked things out on my own even on getting physical injuries I never let on I was hurt and refused to tell even the doctor when needed what was wrong, my sister would always cry at the drop of a hat (or raise of a hand) and craved attention so very opposite to me.. I also have 2 other sisters who are again very different personalities to myself and are not shy like me, my youngest sister was born the day after my 12th Birthday so I loved having a real live dolly to play with I also helped mum a lot with the housework so I would be a bit of a nurturer as a teen.. Growing up I didn't feel indifferent to any one else in the class I thought it was just because I was so shy (but maybe it was something else reflecting back on my past or what I can remember of it).
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| My sister playing under the sprinkler in our front yard when growing up.. |
I was thinking also about my first Angel encounter which must of been before I went to school so maybe 3 or 4 I can't remember it myself but my mum said that I was naughty and was over on the wrong side of the road (the one above in the photo it could of even been around that year it was taken) the road leads out to the forestry and was always busy with log trucks and cars, mum came out from whatever she was doing inside and said that I must of seen her and knew I'd done the wrong thing so went to race across the road just as a log truck was coming she knew who the driver was and said that she was pretty sure they were going to be scrapping me up off the road and that it scared the living daylights out of both her and the man driving the truck as he seen me and was pretty sure I must of went under his wheels but when it went past there I was standing on the other side of the road unharmed.. Mum and the truck driver where both very shaken I don't remember if I was.. I do know I've always been looked after and wanted for nothing and just taken things as they were or are and I am very easy going person to get along with..
I have only recently been exposed to the realm of the Angels but I have been reflecting back and doing a lot of soul searching into who I am, why I am like I am and into my whole life so far, also what is my 'life purpose' and I've been learning about the world of Spirituality but the interest has always been there into the mystery of the unknown as a teen I remember being fascinated by a Readers Digest book my mum brought "Into the Unknown" and TV shows that explore the world of the unknown and Mystery..
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| On my FB wall Doreen Virtue |
Well I'll leave that as my 1st post on me and will share more about me on further posts.. I love my music so will also add what I'm listening to as I write this ..
Bye for now stay safe and love always xx
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