Friday, 29 April 2016

Detoxing - Walking Away - and being Honest xx

Hi all it is now Thursday (28 April)  I wanted to put some of the reading up from over the last week because there has been an energy shift so all souls should be moving to a higher consciousness some may act out in the negative ego energy which is okay as the energy also pushes up the fears in us all in order to release them, so those in the negative energy are helping those in a higher vibration also lift up another level because of the fears that they bring out in others by being a reflection of self.. So those that are trying to control you with fear based energy will be pushing you to look inside yourself and for your soul to break free from this control that others may have over you..
So change will come to you by the choices you are making or with divine intervention so because of certain circumstances the change happens which is out of your control so you have to take a different path in life but with any change on an emotional level you are forced to look within yourself to solve any of the problems that have arrived at your doorstep by chance.. It is really your soul working as it should and putting you into contact with the next phase of your divine plan and having to make choices be it in relationships that are no longer working, job situations, financial situation anything that is a major changing life event for you or family that surrounds you that may also cause changes for you..
The cards over last weekend have been about Detoxing and Removing yourself out of unhealthy situations this would be because with a higher energy vibration shift for your soul all the old energy habits that you once used to survive may start to make you sick and have your lighter soul body dragged down so you are not receiving your guidance as clear as you could and you may get stuck in the denser fear energy so see things more in a more negative situation then it really is so causing undue emotional turbulence within your soul.. Once you make the choice to let go of something that is no longer working for you, the sooner the new can come in for your soul be it energy, other relationships, a new job or anything that is holding you back from moving forward the energy you are focusing on might be blocking the new from entering into your life if you are being negative and worrying about what is going to happen, sometimes you need to trust in the wisdom of your own soul and follow your heart and it will lead you home and to your life purpose..
The reading from  18 April
 The angel message from Archangel Michael this morning is "It's time to leave this Unhealthy situation" in your heart and mind you know what this is so take one step at a time and call on angelic help to give you courage and will power to change what you know is not for your highest good and health, it will be tough but nothing your soul can not overcome at this time, because your soul is so powerful at this time kick any bad habits and your vibration lifts so all solutions and those dreams you are manifesting can happen faster if you are at peace with yourself so your mind, body and soul are well balanced and you are at your best emotionally, you can handle all the soul goes through look to love to always pull you through as you go through any emotional turmoil, you will come out the other side stronger and ready to step into the next part of the soul journey and fulfill the divine purpose of soul. Self-Respect is the second message by kicking any old energy habits you are respecting yourself and loving who you are so this is needed at this time for your soul evolvement and to help you with your enlightenment of the soul which is a part of the soul plan for you to reach a heightened consciousness through your own struggles in life from the lessons you gained work your way through it with out blame for self or others all was as it was meant to be it is time to move on and love the journey you have been on and respect who you are and how far you have come the rest of life will just flow if you come from a place of love and follow your heart. It begins with you the love flow and loving self as you would another so taking care of mind, body and soul.. love and light xx

This also has to do with a relationship that is no longer working for your highest good and you know things are not working out so it is time to have some self-respect and leave the situation it will help your soul grow and other doors will open when you decide to change this situation, call on angelic help to help cut cords of attachment as this person is stealing your soul power you know it is time to walk away.. Archangel Michael will give you the courage and things will change for the better once you free your soul up from this person..
You can do it you are stronger then you think.. Also from addictive behaviours that are in the old energy they drag down your soul energy and make your body feel heavy and makes your mind not have so much clarity because you are thinking about this and when next you can have this addiction .. move away from it now and your life will change for the better.. your soul knows what to do listen to what your body is saying and make the move as it is tied to your emotional body and affecting you health wise the  mind, body and soul are all linked listen to your whole soul and it speaks to you to bring about change that you know in your heart needs to come to a head..
Self respect also means not putting yourself in a position where you are swimming in the fear energy of another that is trying to control you on an emotional level.. xx love and light xx
The energy has been about releasing the old so letting go of things in the past that still have a hold on you emotionally  and you beat yourself up over events that may of happened  at that time so a need to move on and changing your thought patterns over what happened in the past and it still influencing your choices and not facing up to your own truths but denying your own feelings in order to compensate actions from the past that were in the old energy so it no longer matters as the past is gone, you need to move on from that lesson and work on creating a new way of being and that includes facing up to your emotions and being true to yourself and what it is your soul wants to create into the future as you are your own creator of what it is you want to bring into your life from now on, as you move closer to your own higher spirit you then become your own guide so listening to your heart and your feelings is essential with an ascended soul as it will guide you to the right places and you then manifest what it is you really need for your soul journey..
 Reading from 24 April
 I have just drawn a card from the Archangel Gabriel deck and the angels are calling for you to "Ask for what it is you want" so search within your own heart to listen to what it is your soul needs to create at this current period in your life and don't be afraid of these dreams not taking form as the first place we start these dreams and manifestations is with our first thoughts that will come up from our subconscious soul body so your soul is calling for you to focus on what it is you need in your life at this time be it work, financial, relationships starting or ending, love and desires work out what it is your soul really needs at this time, so a bit of self-reflection over where you have been and not basing your dreams on your past lessons but what it is now that you need your other lessons have been completed or are on there way to being finalised once your soul has this new direction.. If your mind is blocked with fear from any source your soul may not be sending a clear signal as to what it is you really need so you may be feeling stuck and just going through the motions, so once you release all these fears your dreams and desires start to manifest with the clear guidance you will then get from your soul with what ever choices you are making at this time.. So what ever choice that is will take you to your next lesson or stepping stone on your path.. You will be okay with any decision but if you listen to your instincts and quiet your mind the soul will speak so you can then interpret with your own logic the method and ways in which you will get the next lesson on your soul journey.. A lot of our soul journey will involve patience as your dreams start to manifest and they will manifest if you don't have any expectation or final out come of where it is you are really going so sometimes just taking a leap of faith and trusting in the divine within to help you with the action steps of following your own divine plan, which may include your current struggles.. So if you can learn your lesson that you may be going through now you can walk through it with a clearer mind knowing these struggles are meant to help you grow on a spiritual level.. First start off with yourself and looking within and focusing on what you need to bring emotional peace are you being true to yourself?..If you are being true to yourself all other outside forces will fall into place and any changes that were going to happen will happen in the natural flow of life for your soul but also for others that are involved in your soul plan.. xx love and light xx
Reading from 25 April
I have just drawn a card from the new Saltwater deck these are messages with images of the animals and creatures that are from the ocean and are from an artist called Laura Bowen who does her pictures with feathers she picks up on her barefeet as she walks around her home.. The message today is from the Jellyfish which is "Transparency" so a need to be honest with yourself and to speak your truth to others so not wearing a mask in front of others when you are not pleased with others actions it is okay for you to stand up for yourself, you can do it with peace and kindness and that means sometimes walking away from a situation you know is not good for your higher self and will put your soul in a position that will drain your energy.. trust in your own feelings and let them known to others so you don't get yourself caught up in a whirlpool of emotions and a karmic cycle where you are always being used and have energy vampires stealing your energy with their actions or their opinions of you. Walk away as it does not matter what matters more is "You" and trusting in and honouring your own feelings first so you are all that you can be for others and they know where you stand so that you will no longer be taken advantage of because you are kind and love to help out others for no reward.. You have to learn to give and take and go with your own life force flow of energy that means standing up for yourself and not letting your energy be drained by feeding someone's else's ego and them expecting you to live their life for them. It helps their soul to fend for themselves and to get their own lessons without using your energy or that of others that are in their lives because they create drama where ever they go.. That is not your problem sometimes you have to make your own judgement of self and walk away just for your own peace of mind and to get yourself out of a karmic cycle you may of got yourself into at this time.. Release any toxic relationships even if it is with yourself and negative talk.. Let it go so the new energy can come in and it starts with transparency and being honest with your self.. Others will respect your own transparency and be drawn to your genuine nature, if they are not it wasn't meant to be so the toxic souls will leave of their own accord because you no longer feed their energy.. xx love and light xx
I am feeling a bit like hiding out tonight it started last night those times I feel like going into solitude as Mercury has gone retrograde so a lot of negativity and fear lurking about so just staying away from where I know it lurks until I feel like coming out of hiding.. so much violence and chaos sometimes gets to me as I never like to see any souls in distress when I know there is so much more to their souls and the power it contains..  If the soul lives in fear whether it is from someone else or fear within your own soul it can make you feel angry, frustrated and the need for souls to let that out when the planets are aligned as they are it is a release mechanism for souls so a lot of chaos usually happens, if you are an empath and feel energy you may want to get away from negativity for a while as well.. I am not a person that gets angry or frustrated  I never have been, if others are in that mood that is when I seek solitude so they can get over fear on their own accord and not project it at me.. 
 What I do when hiding from the world is read I picked up "The name of God is Mercy" Pope Francis I was a bit curious about this man and I first saw the book on one shopping trip and put it back down but on the second trip it found its way into my shopping, I am so glad I did buy it as it helps me to understand the Pope and I am half way through this book and what I have discovered is he walks the talk and understands God and the teachings of Jesus and he will make choices going on his own guidance which may not fit in with what other expect of the Pope.. He is a genuine man that has come to take the church into the new energy what ever his choices he has put fear in those who misunderstand him.. this book has even been said to be for brainwashing others I have not seen this in the book, one can only be brainwashed if they live in fear.. Someone that walks in the love and light of their own soul will never be brainwashed because they are using their own soul power to guide their decisions which is what Jesus was teaching those souls who crossed his path, Jesus was setting the enslaved souls free which is why he was feared and the price put on his head to kill him from when he was born, he had to go into hiding until his lessons were learnt as a youngster he went to the Essene's where he was taught and guided to be the man he was and with the messages of love he had to give to the world which are en-captured in the bible with the parables and tales that are preached in churches.. A lot of people go to church and are in fear still because they have not understood what it was Jesus was showing with the journey of his soul and his sacrifices.. I understand it and I'm not religious but I do know all that is the journey of Jesus as my soul was also a part of the change of consciousness when Jesus walked the earth with his messages.. I don't know the  capacity or the life of my soul at that time but I have asked to be shown and when I go into my own Akashic record I will find out..  the words (last man standing) has something to do with it this is a message I got from a medium last year at the spiritual expo I attended it is on again this weekend so I will go and get another reading and another Aura photo done to see if it has changed at all in a year I will ask for some of my guides or ascended masters to enter the photo as well when I have it done and I will put it on my blog.. 
I also colour in to take my mind of things I brought this book as well on my birthday last weekend it is very interesting it's called Querkles  so a colour by number concept, you choose 5 colours and on the page are a heap of circles of all sizes but when you start to colour the circles transform into some of the art Masterpieces of the world.. this is the first image I haven't finished it yet I am up to colour 4 so still a bit to go.. I love as the face appears among the circles as you colour in..

 A card and message from Jesus the Ascended master of love and compassion that changed the consciousnesses and freed souls from enslavement with his soul journey..
 "Unto you it is given to know the mystery of the Kingdom of God" - it is up to you to search your soul and follow your own soul journey to unravel the mystery of the unknown and to know and understand you are a part of the creation of the kingdom of heaven and you are creating in life what it is you need and what it is you are opening up to by allowing the unknown to enter your soul body and to learn all there is from what it is that hides within your own journey and how it is you got there.. Your souls have had many lives and many lessons that never leave the soul it only makes you wiser to the world that you live in, and you don't know something until you learn it you don't need to be blind to your soul power by allowing the love and the light within you and you will see and understand all that is and all that will be a part of your own soul journey you are the child of god and the part of creation that is god, god is within you and on the outside of you god is the energy of all that is life and what makes you who you are and the I Am of all creation. You are more magnificent then you give yourself credit for no matter how tough your journey know it was all you created and was meant to be for you to learn the mystery of heaven and the kingdom of the creation you are at one with all that is the universe and that of spirit.. Go forth and be truthful to yourself and live the life you created open your mind and open your heart and follow your dreams they are the manifestations of your soul and the divine journey you planned before entering the earth plane.. Don't sell yourself short and fill your heart with the love and mercy of that your soul and the holy spirit that is who you are.. walk your path with love and peace in your heart know you done nothing wrong and you are loved always beyond measure without judgement but with love and honour of what you have created on this the earth.. all you need will come to you if you believe in your self and your own soul power all can be healed and forgiven if you let fear go and fill all the voids of life with love as it has no master - you are the master of your own destiny .. xx love and light xx
One last card today from the Ascended Masters deck .. A message from Melchizedek "Spiritual Law of Attraction" your soul energy is like a magnet you draw to you the souls that are of the same vibrations and are like minded in thought as they are going through a similar journey to you at different stages of your life path, so you draw in the people that mirror you as your soul energy is like a magnet and those souls that were meant to be in your life to teach and to guide you will turn up when you need it so your soul will get the lessons you created for it or your karmic debts are being repaid. Your karmic debts are your own soul energy and to help you be a balanced soul you would of created your lessons to help even out the score so it is a universal energy system that is designed to help your soul through the lessons of life.. so you are the only one that owes karmic lessons to your self by learning and letting go of the lessons you already had and healing from them and forgiving others, you then invite the law of spiritual attraction to call in the next part of your soul journey.. You may leave behind mates, family or anyone from your past as the lessons you taught each other are over so the parting of the ways welcomes in to your life a new direction as when one leaves they are replaced by others that will help your soul grow.. So no one is ever at fault of how any friendship, romance or family disputes end because each soul comes in and gets the learning they need, so it is then by your freewill and choice how you choose to react to any endings in life as an ending is only a new beginning so better things will come if you stay positive and are guided by your heart and are always truthful with yourself and what part you played in any interactions with others in life.. Most importantly how you interact with your inner self for that is what is creating your life and the out look and attitude you have of it and of others as your insight to others will be of the judgements you make of yourself as it is displayed in your interactions, choices and actions.. So self awareness and confidence will show as a result in your choices towards others which is how you attract them to you besides being a part of your soul group and soul plan they will be guided to you by the esoteric forces unseen but felt at the time of meeting.. So if you are at a crossroads with someone at this time it might be a sign for you to walk away if they are dragging your soul down to a place of fear as your soul is expanding and growing so they need to not be a part of your life for a while as you may have a co-dependency that is they suck your energy but because of your kindhearted nature you may feel guilt to walk away but it is for your highest good that you do so you can move forward with your divine plan and rise above those that are not helping your spiritual growth at this time, because it will leave you feeling stuck and with no direction as your energy is not balanced or where it needs to be.. Stay positive that once you break the chain everything will work out and the other soul will find other avenues to get help without your own energy being drained.. To be of self-service means putting your own spiritual growth before others as they will find their way you can ask for angelic guidance for them and for yourself so you will get any solutions you need for any situation that will come up in your life.. the lesson is now over it is okay to move on fearlessly you will be supported and protected by the angelic presence that is in your life watching over you to change the soul energy when you need it for further spiritual growth, with alchemy which is mixing of soul energies and moving the fears from your soul body that will release you from further pain.. Look in the mirror and those in your life as they are an image of your thoughts as you drew them to you.. love and light xx
Melchizedek was a Canaanite priest-king and teacher of the patriarch Abraham. He's associated with Archangel Michael and Jesus in many ancient spiritual texts, including some who interchange his name with Michael's and Jesus's. Melchizedek is reputed to be Noah's decendant and a great spiritual master of alchemy and sacred geometry  (the building blocks of matter). Call upon Melchizedek for help in mastering manifestations and to understand esoteric wisdom..
I just purchased a Celtic Woman album on iTunes 
I really love this song and their beautiful voices and 
the music in the background as well as the choir of kids 
if watching the video's on Youtube as I am doing now.. 
Music is a great escape as well and it is good for your soul.
 
Sending love and light 
When you believe
in you and your 
dreams that is when
you can start to manifest
them with love and faith in
your heart and a positive
attitude that what your 
soul needs is attracted
to you like a magnet 
and all that you are
and all that you can be
will be led to you to 
help with your lessons and  
spiritual growth..
Your dreams will fall
into place as your
heart and soul 
know the way 
to your destiny 
where you will meet
and unite with the 
soul that will help
you ascend to a higher 
dimension and thoughts
that will lead you home.
Listen to your heart
stay true to your feelings
and honour them for 
they are the path to home
a place of love and contentment
where you don't need to pretend
to be anyone but you..
love and light 
I love you always
xxx

Saturday, 9 April 2016

Inner Wisdom and listening to your heart xx

Hi all it is now Saturday I will put up a few of the readings from through the week which seems to be having faith and trusting in what it is your own soul is telling you and to trust your first instincts and the inner wisdom that lies within yourself and try to ignore what it is your ego is telling you is not possible.. Your soul does know all there is to know about your own soul journey and the lessons you came to get on earth at this time when the new energy is being downloaded into our souls energy and the blueprint and reason why we chose life at this time of transition..  The energy that is your soul will remember its origins and its true form without the denseness that is the energy of fear so you will be able to step into the divine being that you truly are if you learn to work with the energy that is changing our consciousnesses so it is a progressive thing depending on your own soul and the pace at which you wish to remember and if you want to open the door to spirit that guides you and is inside of you and always has been. Your soul gets the information it needs as it needs it so you are not in fear of the unknown because it is always you in control of what it is you came here to learn on your souls path..
Reading from Friday 8 April
 "How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something but to be someone." - Coco Chanel.
You are not a title (that is your vocation) the true being you are comes out in how genuine you are and how you speak from your heart as you are not out to impress anyone, you can then take off your ego mask as you don't need to protect yourself, so it doesn't matter what others think of you because you are being true to yourself.. Facing your own truths frees up your soul to be all that you are and all that you can be not what you do or your relationships with others but the relationship you have with self, it is okay to express how you feel to others and to let go of what is trapped inside, others will respect you for it... I am that I am and that is all that I can be.. love and light xx

I have just drawn two cards first Archangel Michael with a message for a "Favorable outcome" so in this situation all will work out fair for everyone so all involved will get what they need out of the end result, so don't worry what happens as it will be the best and things will work out as they should all in divine time the pieces will fall together as each soul needs it and the lessons that come with this particular outcome. Take the lessons and move on from them don't let the natural flow of events stop you focusing on what is the priority for you at this time just follow each step as it comes to you without pre-judging or trying to control a particular outcome for that causes disappointments when there may be more to come out of the situation at hand you will know in your heart at each and every turn what it is that is best to do for you and others trust in yourself and your own instincts and always lead by the heart don't get caught up in the rigamarole of what goes on or the drama as that leaves you drained of energy so you get stuck and find it hard to move forward with you plan, learning to let go is essential as old energy and choices will hold you back from fulfilling your divine plan you know what this is look within your heart and all is revealed without the mind chatter look to your dreams and all is revealed to you. When negativity strikes let it go call on the angels to change that energy and transmute it into the love and light of you whole soul that is your true being not what has happened to you on earth as they are events that were made or created by your soul to make you stronger so you could evolve past the pain to be your true self again with no holds bar you are a strong warrior of the light and you came here to be of service one to your self and your higher soul but you know deep inside your calling keep searching and stay focused on all that is and you will feel whole and your dreams will manifest into your life as planned when the soul is ready for the challenge ahead of you, everything will fall into place. love and light xx
Archangel Gabriel was the other card and I covered that message above before I drew the card so always honor your own feelings without compromising your relationships because what will be will be if you admit to yourself first what it is you feel and express it to others, because in life you have to do what is best for you at all times so unwanted emotions of fear and negativity are left at bay and you don't get yourself caught up in a karmic cycle where you do things out of guilt or obligation because you end up resenting those you are trying to please so by denying your own emotions you pass that energy onto someone else eventually by being angered or frustrated because your own feeling and emotions have been suppressed and you are left doing things for everyone else and forgetting and not honoring your own feelings which will drain your energy so the need to take it out on others is greatly increased which leaves you feeling worse in the end and gives your soul increased emotional work to do internally that it does not need.. you also run the chance of trying to mask these emotions with unhealthy habits that will leave you drained of energy that then affects your health so mind, body and soul all get affected in this karmic cycle.. love and light xx
Have an awesome day what ever you are doing and remember you need to put self and your emotions first sometimes without guilt or shame, because to look after self means you have more energy to look after others in the long run. "The more emotional freedom you give your self, the more you have emotionally to give to others in need of your guidance and wisdom from your own experiences."

The message again today a lot of the cards I have drawn this week have to do with letting go of control and turning within and letting your own intuition and gut instincts guide you on your path so the energy at this time is to open your higher portals to your soul and just go with the flow of your own life force energy and to trust in what it is your own mind, body and soul is telling you.. So quieting your mind and letting your soul speak of where it is you are to be going on your path and to discern all the information and guidance you receive and to do what it is inside of your own heart that you know what to do. So listening to and tuning into your self and doing the internal work of your soul over your life journey so far so awakening to what your past lessons were and how you got to this place in your life and reflecting on all the relationships you have had, what you learned and then letting go so your own soul has new direction in life the one you are creating if you let go of what is holding you back, releasing all your fears and trusting in the universal life force energy that governs all souls on earth and through their freewill choices they are also choosing the life they need or want to create for their own soul life journey.. So you should be guided by your own heart and belief system that has got you this far and will get you to where your soul already knows to go on its journey home, and that of spiritual enlightenment for the soul never forgets all past incarnation lessons so you will never repeat a karmic pattern or be tied to other souls you need to let go and cut those karmic ties that still have you bound to what choices you are currently making so the need to cut past incarnation vows that have you bound to karmic patterns needs to be released into the cosmos so you are no longer bound by what was but are creating what will be and being led by your intuition so you manifest synchronicity and bring in the law of attraction so all you need is being manifested and created as your soul needs it... By letting go of control by ego you make way for the new human being way of thinking and making choices as you will be guided by the heart and not the mind of ego which has you wanting to control not only self but the actions of others. It is now time to let go and trust in the universal system that will have you at the right place at the right time to meet who it is that will not only help your soul grow but also bring in what it is you are manifesting or dreaming about, your desires will fall into place the more you trust in the intuition and guidance you are receiving from your higher soul as it is a part of you that is always connected through the energy of love that is a part of the whole of what is and what will be the soul evolution of all souls DNA so it is time for the first steps to be taken to step into your own divine being and internalizing all that comes to you through spirit into your own soul body and to internalize all emotions so your truths of soul are known by you and you can then move forward with your own soul journey plan with ease and peace of mind and heart. Go forth with all that is and be all you can be by tuning into self the god being of your own creation.. love and light xx
On the card it says - "Tune into you inner voice. Be aware of any gut feelings, flashes, knowings, or "Aha!" moments that come through to guide you."


Some music to quiet your mind and soothe the soul feel the love permeate through you as you picture the light of the angels coming down through your crown chakra right through your whole body till that light reaches the centre of the earth to where your akashic records are stored within the crystalline grid in the core of the earth where your soul was created and every thought, action and choice you have ever made in your souls incarnations once again becomes a part of your awareness and you can remember what it is you came here for, your purpose will be perfectly clear to you call on the angelic help and your guides to help you to decipher the code within your souls DNA and watch for the signs and symbols that will be send to you via your thoughts and through all your senses, using you intuition and inner knowing things will start to come clear to you and make sense as you do your soul searching and listening to your heart centre.. Focus on the love and light that is your very soul a part of the divine being that makes you a part of the I am that is encoded in the blue print of all that is and all that will be a part of your souls journey in this the new energy you are here to help anchor in to guide other souls through the ascension of all that is their soul journey you are the love and the light of human consciousness, you are the teacher of what is to be and what is to come of humanity.. go forth with courage you are safe, loved and protected and never alone as you complete your journey through this life time, all your dreams and desires are being heard and will manifest into your life when your own soul is ready to unite with the eternal love that is your soul you will once again be complete.. love and light xx 
A further message from Archangel Gabriel is to watch your dreams the answers you are seeking will come into your unconscious mind if you can't recall all of your dreams content on waking it doesn't matter as long as you get enough sleep and your mind goes into the unconscious state all you need to know from spirit will be downloaded or come to you via your dreams it will help you to remember why you came here and also awaken your inner guidance for you will sense and know what information is meant for you after you analyse and run all messages you receive through your heart centre all your souls prayers and energy will be entered into the spirit realm that will help to guide you on this soul journey.. Any ideas and thoughts that keep running through your mind are signs of your spirit guidance as you will get a nagging feeling and the thoughts will keep returning into your consciousness and others may show up with your message so take note of what questions you are asking spirit and let your own senses feel the answers that will come from the higher source so these answers could turn up via someone that crosses your path and makes a comment or in song lyrics if you ask a question and the song is related know it is from a higher source to deliver your message via music to your ears, also a topic brought up through the radio waves or on the media channels and it is something that you wish to know the answer will be found but your inner knowing will just know the answer so trust it and go forth with what it is you dream of and are manifesting. Take note of the dreams in particular and how they make you feel when you wake up as you will know when spirit has visited in those dreams we will leave you the feeling of love and protection and the sign of numbers to know we are complete with the work on your soul energy when called to transmute and use alchemy all gets done in your sleeping hours when your mind is not busy with chatter you are more likely to feel and hear spirit when in a mindless state such as sleep or meditation and those answers will help with any inquires you may have about your life and that of others on your journey as they to will visit in your dreams if you call on them to enter your energy space while you sleep all energy can be melded and joined in your natural state of being of love and light xx  
 One last word from Archangel Michael is to stop worrying about the current situation you are in as it is already resolved you can now forgive and move on, don't waste any more of your energy on things that are not in your control.. What happened was for a good reason which will become apparent if you step back and let things unfold in the natural order of things. Everything that has happened was for your souls and that of others as a learning curve in your souls evolution, it is time to let go and move on from this situation and to stop giving it your soul power and attention. Learn to let go so what happens next can come to you and the lessons your soul needs will follow with any further choices you make.. Let any further worries be carried away by the angelic presence so write them down and call on the angels to release you from this situation and the energy cords that are tying you to it that takes up to much of your energy focus.. Everything happened for a reason seek the reason and the lesson will be no surprise as it was you who created this so you can now let it go as it may not be for your higher good to keep rehashing old energy stuff it is time to move into the new energy with out the past shackles tying you down and depleting your energy, the people involved in this situation need to also learn and abide by the karmic laws that has brought this to the resolution stage, continue to go with your heart and you will be on the right track and path.. love and light xx
On card - My Prayer: "I give any worries, cares and concerns to you in exchange for true peace in all ways. Thank you for resolving this [give details of the situation] in a Divinely perfect way."
Sending love and light 
Look within all the answers
you seek can be found.
Your soul knows the way to
all it needs and it creates
all that you have and 
all that you dream of
so trust in what it is 
your soul tells you
as it knows your
divine plan and 
works with you constantly
at all levels spiritually
to help you bring all your
desires and manifestations
to you at the right time.
The divine time is when 
your soul is ready and your
higher soul and spirit
know when that is by the 
work you have been doing 
internally and through your
thoughts and dreams your
soul energy is sent to where 
you focus it. 
Love you always 
See you in our dreams
xx

Sunday, 3 April 2016

Wisdom and Osiris xx

Hi all I'm back after the last post I was under a bit of a psychic attack so it took me a few days to release myself from the negative energy that was being directed at me from others. I hope you enjoyed your Easter break and got to spend time with family. I worked in the mornings so I was a bit tired by the Thursday just gone I was really struggling and was glad to finally have Friday morning off work and catch up with sleep and doing nothing but a bit of housework and washing clothes and catching up on the net.. I have been putting a few posts up on my FB page though with some readings over Easter from Jesus and Mother Mary I have just done two cards tonight that I will put on my blog...
I will be a Nan again in about 7 weeks how time flies here is my other little cherub we did see her over easter she is now on the move and walking and doesn't stop she is so busy her mum is going to have her hands full with 2 babies but she will handle it most mums do my first two Jessica and Phillip were about the 17 months apart, the fun of it all when we welcome new life into the world such little miracles and to know how the soul and the energy involved works is so fascinating I have started my Soul Realignment course but a bit slow off the mark in getting to do the practical work as I have to learn all the terminology which I have been reading/watching because most of the course is done through video clips but I do have it all written in a book as well and I have to learn dowsing which is using a crystal pendulum to get answers to specific questions for a client once I go into their Akashic record, very fascinating stuff.. I will have to go into my own first though I do a lot of internal work on myself and know there are things from past incarnations that have been coming up since I have started to awaken to the true divine being I am, but all other souls are no different then I am, they may be on a different journey and not at the same stage as I am so do make other choices to suit their own soul purpose which is not for others to judge but to just accept their choices they made for a reason even if it is not one you would make, it is because everyone has their own path to follow..
Kaitlen is so sweet here is a photo from a few weeks ago

I have drawn a second card for tonight from the Ascended Masters deck and it is Osiris with a message about the male energy in your life first of all a hello from spirit from the male in your life that has now passed over so it could be your father that you wish to hear from letting you know what he taught you is instilled in your heart and soul and to have courage as you walk on this path for all the skills he gave you should be a part of your life, even if we didn't get on at times know that you are loved and what I taught you were warrior skills but you should also let go and show your feminine energy when it comes to showing those you love what you mean to them and to have compassion for all fellow men in your life and around you. It is okay not to be so tough all the time to show others that you love them for that is what makes you stronger not weaker it is okay for a man to cry even though we may of had lessons in how not to cry it is now time to let your emotions be heard and felt so you can be honest with yourself and with others that you wish to bring into your life for they also need to hear the words of caring and to know that they are loved as well. This action does not make the warrior weaker it makes him stronger because he is true to himself and his emotions are not getting denied or released to the world.. One needs to let go to let love in in this new energy for the energy of ego will work against the tide of where it is you wish to go in life for you are creating that life through your emotions so you need to know which emotions you should hold onto and which emotions that need to be released just for your own peace of mind and self confidence.
It is okay to let go now of old habits and to release all the toxins in your life as those substances will not help you find the way to your inner self so you are denying your soul the truth of the purpose of which it came here by not standing in your truth and letting others know what it is you are feeling. Let go and your dreams will start taking form when you can admit to yourself over what it is you are feeling and releasing all demons to the angelic realm so your soul can find its true self and the purpose for which it came..
Let go "NOW" and the ascended masters and angelic realm will fill any void that is left in your soul a chemical imbalance has occurred within you so by letting go of the old and releasing all emotions you are inviting the new in to your life so what you want will start to fall into place if you open your heart and be true to what it is you want and to set your intentions and keep a positive mind over what it is in your dreams that you can achieve you are and will always be supported by spirit to chase your dreams. So learning to let go and let in what you need will see our dreams fulfilled in divine time with trust in all that you do and with all that you are. Your soul has the power to bring in all that you desire when you work with the new energy at this times.. love and light and you are never alone as you go through this soul journey, call on our male energy counterpart to be a part of your life and learn how to give to others and receive for yourself the abundance of gifts that you nee to fulfill this your soul life purpose..
**Just to add a further message if your dad, brother, husband or son is not in spirit and you do not get along that great it might be time in the new energy to swallow your pride and to cross the bridge to just make contact with them to let them know how you are feeling about their presence in your life and to forgive all past hurts and to let go and to just make up for your own peace of mind and if that fails try not to take it personally as the lessons your soul came for by the way you act towards each other was a part of your divine soul plan, just so your own soul could work on the lesson of forgiveness for your own soul growth. So you can call on Archangel Michael to tidy up the energetic cords that has you connected and ask him to release any negative energy that has your relationship on rocky ground so all the energy that is left is love so on an esoteric level your souls can work on a plan together and both your soul energies will change so you can come to an understanding.. Some relationships are based on past karmic energy so you can work on that through the esoteric channels of energy so to forgive is a step towards that, you can work with the energy esoterically with all souls in your life before any thing happens on the human level so it all takes time to work itself out but you have to release your own soul from any negative energy first..
All souls at an esoteric level are based on love energy so on earth you can work with any other souls energy by your own thoughts/emotions if you wish to change the relationship between you, though you do have to respect the freewill of any other soul involved as they may not listen to their inner voice so not get the guidance or the energy you are sending on an esoteric level but things will always work out to what lesson in life any soul involved with you is working on, some things will come to you synchronicity so your soul will work with others so they can be at the right place at the right time if you are both listening to your guidance and following all instincts and your heart. love and light xx
 Keith Urban - Song for dad
Your dad loves you always no matter how far away he is from you.

 I have drawn a card from the Wisdom of the Golden Path deck.. "WISDOM"  a message from spirit to listen to your own truths and discern from all information and to trust in your inner voice when making choices and going with your first instincts, your soul has inborn wisdom so it knows what path you should take when making choices in life and when any situation comes up in your life if you follow what your heart says it is your soul speaking, it should come second nature to you that is if you don't let your ego come in with fears over why you should make a certain choice that moves away from what it was your gut says.. This is your soul and subconscious mind working with you to come to a decision over what it is you really need as you may have some lesson your soul still needs to learn so you may think you make a wrong choice or not a wise choice it is because your soul must of needed a certain lesson as it may not be where it should be to bring you further on your path, so you may make choices that are along the line of the past choices you have made so you end up with a repeated pattern in life and can't seem to move past the same lessons that keep coming to you, you may be stuck in a karmic pattern so are not listening really to the inner voice and getting the reason you keep having the same lesson.. It is a chance for you to reflect on where you are in life and if you are being true to yourself and letting your actions reflect what it is you are feeling inside, and letting others know what it is you need or don't need so facing up to your own emotions and then acting on them without fearing the consequences, because of your choices at the end of the day you own all that you do create in your life through those choices so you have to go full circle and get your lesson when you know what that lesson was for your soul, you can then move on from it with your new found wisdom..
By denying what we really feel and just letting others make assumptions over what it is we want or need we deny ourselves of facing our own truths and fears, so the same situations will also keep cropping up for us as our soul won't move away from what it is we came to achieve on our soul path in this life time but it can also be governed from an energetic pattern our soul brings with us when we enter earth, as we start to awaken to who we really are and why it is we came here.. So be truthful to yourself and say 'no' when you know a certain choice is not really where you want to go but out of guilt or other emotion you go ahead just to please someone else.. It is okay to say what you are feeling others will respect you being a genuine soul that follows their own heart and not doing things that will make  you end up being resentful as that is an added extra emotion you have to deal with internally as you reflect on what it is you are going through.. Always listen to your heart and follow the guidance you are feeling and take the action that your soul knows to go to where it is you are heading in life.
The soul always knows what you need and when so it is just a matter of tuning into your soul and following those instincts which may take some practice to trust what it is you are feeling and your thoughts, then following through with it.  xx love and light xx


One last message from Archangel Michael for those that come to read my blog you will know if this is for you because you would of been questioning yourself over why you are here and what your purpose in life is as March has been a month for self reflection and soul searching for many so the message is to let you know "This is Your Life Purpose" so the things that have fallen into your lap and have caused change in your life has come about because of your life purpose so you are where you are meant to be at this time but if you are still struggling with any why? questions over what it is you are supposed to be doing with your life call on me Archangel Michael to help clear your soul energy of negativity so you can get with clarity of thought and with messages and signs from above your guidance so you know what it is you should be doing for the divine service that your soul came here for.. All you need know is in the wisdom of your own soul so with discernment  and learning about who you are will awaken your soul to bring to you clarity over who you are and what is your life purpose, all signs and messages will come to you through your emotions and you being able to analyze with logic and admitting your true feelings over what or who is in your life and why they are there lies within your own soul, so it will be you that discovers this with the signs and messages you receive from other sources but the truth of the matter is and will always revealed within your own divine soul, so it is up to you to listen to your emotional body and your soul to get the answers you have been looking for..watch your dreams also as spirit and angels send messages to you as you sleep so make sure you look after yourself and get the sleep your body needs because a lot of soul work with spirit happens as you sleep, if you are not getting enough sleep call on the Archangels to help you get some peaceful nights so you can dream to bring in all the answers you need. love and light xx
On the card:- "My Prayer:- Archangel Michael, you know  the details of my Divine life purpose, and I ask you to help me be aligned with my goals. Please clearly guide my actions so that I'm taking the best steps to fully manifest my wonderful and meaningful career."
 The second card is "Honor and Trust Your Feelings" so a message to listen to what it is your emotional body is telling you and to trust in what it is you already know inside but have not admitted to your self out of fear of things that happened in your past, it is now time to release that energy and see life from a different perspective one where you go with the flow of the energy of your soul with positive energy so letting go of your ego and trusting in the divine spirit that is within us and sending us messages within our earthly body.. Knowing what ever choices you are now making will lead you home at some stage as you work on your soul body energy and changing it to suit your situation, providing you are learning your lessons and not just dismissing them because of your ego reaction.. Listen to your heart and obey its commands and honor what it is you are feeling and then letting any darkness or fears go so you are not held back and you can then follow your dreams, because all you ask for will come to you when it is time to move forward with the rest of your soul plan.. Let go and let others handle things for a while as you may be getting our energy tied up in unnecessary projects while you are looking for the break away lead in the project you are talking.. Don't overwork yourself but conserve energy where you can so when you really need it you will have more then enough to cope what it is that will come to you as you fulfill all of your souls purpose you need to be fit, healthy and have your emotional body in the right place for a reunion to take place but you need to be able to trust in your self and what it is you are feeling and knowing it is real and you can pursue what it is you need to meet your dream and what goes through your imagination and in your thoughts if they are consumed by one thing this is your passion and purpose so it is up to you to act and trust in the divine nature of who it is you truly are and not a person of someone else's perception of how they think you should be so not playing up to your ego's image of how you think others see you. So honor and trust in your feeling because it is you getting into contact with your higher soul in order to get guidance that will come through your emotions.. Love and light xx
On the card:- "My Prayer: Thank you, Archangel Michael for supporting, guiding and protecting me as I listen to and act upon my feelings. Help me to understand and express my emotions with love." 

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri


Sending love and light 
I love you always 
forever in my heart and soul
always on my mind 
and hoping you are okay
if I could only hold you
again that would be my 
dream come true.
So it is something I am
manifesting into my life 
and trusting in the divine nature 
of all our souls to be working on
our plans as we go through 
different stages of soul evolution
as we work on our soul searching 
and working out what it is
that our body and emotions are
telling us is really going on at 
an esoteric level as our souls 
meld into one as we are 
guided by the spirit of 
the one soul that is of
our divine creation and
creative force that will
have our souls reach 
ascension as we slowly 
awaken to our true self 
and shed our fears with
emotional roller coaster rides. 
So our karmic debts are clear
and we can then create our next life 
in this lifetime for all karmic debts
have been paid our souls have done 
the hard work which is why we are 
here and it is our soul purpose 
our mission has always been
LOVE one of the unconditional and 
divine bonding kind as it is eternal 
though out our souls history for 
you are my twinflame.
Love you always no
matter the distance for now.
xxxx 

Friday, 4 March 2016

Lessons and "Surrender to Unhealthy Relationships" xx

Hi all it is now Sunday so just chilling out today after a rough week and a few lessons about negative people in life and how you can draw them to you and get sucked into their drama's and it has nothing to do with you but what it  is you reveal they can't stop you, so they attack you and you get a bit of that negative energy attached so easily to you and your own ego will come out to protect you, the more you try to explain yourself the more they attack you with their ego, I am talking about bullies and trolls on the internet instead of ignoring them like I would normally I was sucked in which was a lesson for me in that the more you focus and feed negativity it will get you down to the level of those bullies and trolls, I even reverted to name calling which is not what I usually would of done... It put me out of sorts for most of the week but I really went down fast on Friday night and it has taken me quite a bit to come back up with a lot of help from spirit and Angels to put my soul back to a place of love and acceptance that I will never change others and others will never change me unless I let my ego come out to play the energy of the ego interrupts with my divine nature as it will yours when you play the game with a bully.. I really need to take lessons from myself as I give much guidance on this and being confident enough within your self that the bullies in the world will never affect you unless you let them - a free spirit doesn't need to fit in because we are all individual the only difference is some will never understand you as much as you understand where they come from and until they walk in your shoes or are a compassionate soul they will never understand you because compassion comes from understanding others because you have been through the experiences and lessons in life that have yet to get and by their behaviour and actions in life there lessons will come because "What goes around comes around back to you, until you get the same lesson in life when you hurt someone you will also experience that pain just to give your soul the same lesson in fear because when you intentionally hurt someone it comes from a place of fear and ego within you because of your own ignorance and bias to try and understand the other person or where it is they come from. If you don't come from the same place you are only releasing your own fears in order to drag that person down to your same energy level the one of ego."  this is called karma it is a balance of your own soul energy so all lessons have to go full circle this is also where "Law of attraction" comes in by your own energy and you drawing the same people to you that carry the same energy so I let myself be pulled down to their energy level a great  lesson in  energy sent  from spirit to teach me more about myself and how  easy it is to get down by something that would of not normally bothered me..

 A few lessons for my soul is that my soul and consciousness are rising the more I learn about myself and others and as I become enlightened of our true origins I am still human so do have an ego tightly tucked away in my dual energy system of love and fear, my past incarnations fears are coming to me so I can release them and learn that no one can or has the right to shut me down.This is a lesson for all of humanity at the moment with the chaos that is going on because of the new energy and all other souls going through their own enlightenment of course at their own pace, some souls just are not ready they will be the negative people that turn up in your life if you are walking on your spiritual path of discovering the I AM in the WHO AM I and WHY AM I HERE.. I think my soul is still climbing out of this lesson it takes me so much internal work to release the fears of myself and others after I have been targeted I feel a bit wounded still.. I take comfort in my angels presence for they understand and love me unconditionally so does my big brother spirit that does protect me and has all my life even though I didn't know it but I have now awakened to what it was I always knew inside that is we are all connected to the same big brother spirit in all that is the universal energy that keeps our soul/spirit alive where ever we are, love is the connection that will never be broken for it is eternal and timeless.. Love you spirit xx
The basic human right is to be able to say what it is you think and feel if that is not happening in your life and you feel you are being pushed into things that your conscience says don't do respect yourself enough to change things  no matter what the situation is,  if you are not being your true soul and true to yourself by expressing your belief's in life what ever they may be, have the courage and change your life so you can become at peace with yourself and one with all that you are so you can follow your true path in life, always listen to your own heart and follow its lead for your soul always knows what it is you came here to do and what lessons it was to get in this or any other incarnations you have. Your guides and angels will always support you when any changes need to be made, sometimes the changes happen for us with divine intervention we then have to accept the change and see what other opportunities are opening up for us, you can create those opportunities with your dreams and what you want to manifest into your life but you do need to have faith and patience while those dreams become your reality and take the action steps you need to, to make it your reality and if offered help take it..

You don't have to fit in to what others want to feed their ego's you
only ever need to be an individual because that is what we all are
getting lessons in the school of life. 

I have just drawn a card for today and it is time to "Surrender Unhealthy Relationships" just so you can find your true soul again you need to move away from those people that are drawing you down and draining your energy because their ego's are feeding off your soul in order to boost themselves up so you are giving them your power by always being there to be trampled on. Your soul energy and consciousness has been going through changes so you may no longer fit into their narrative so it is time for you to move away from those that are not letting you be your true self and are dragging you into their drama's or making you feel guilt because you are not paying them any attention. You may be feeling spent energy wise and not give them what they need any longer and their comes a time in their life they have to be set free just so they can get their soul lessons without depending on you to always pick them up from the drama's in life, some times they just come to you to give them reassurance their ego is on the right side so they can't see they are a drain on you because they are getting what they want from an outside force when they should be looking within themselves to see what lessons their own souls came here to learn.. So think about who in your life has become a drain on your own soul and are using you for their own self gratification without giving a thought of what you yourself are going through in life by them always using your energy to boost them up, they are using you to feed their ego... Call on Archangel Michael to help you cut the cords of energy attachment you have with the negative drama laden people that have entered you life, if it is family and you can't cut the cords completely Archangel Michael will just tidy them up so only the love attachment is left so your contact can be come minimal just so you can preserve your own soul energy.. With this energy also we are being pushed to change how we are being treated by others and to sever karmic ties so the next life time you are not bound to the same soul connections through the energy of karma but you are free to create another life with your new soul template, so all past lessons need not affect your next incarnation, so send all people in this life and from past incarnations love and forgiveness for any actions of pain between you so your soul is then free in the next life on earth you can choose what it is you wish to create with your new found knowledge from this lifetime, spiritually you will remember it all so your soul won't have to go through all the tough lessons with unhealthy relationships if you learn and know what your lessons are you chose this time, our life this time around is also connected to past incarnations when we had karmic energy to repay or release that affect who we are now.. When you release the toxic people in your life you make room for new positive people to come in because your energy is not tied up in helping those that can't emotionally help themselves because the lessons are not coming to them because they always ask others to bail them out on an emotional level.. xx love and light xx
"Let go of relationships that don't serve you, including unavailable or toxic people. You deserve to be treasured by others and to be surrounded by positive people."
The first person that comes to your mind you will know it the one stopping your soul from soaring and being independent because they are holding emotional power over you and making you feel guilt if in your heart you know who this is take the first step of self-discovery and see what lesson they have left you with so you can then easy move on to the people that will love you for just being yourself so you are not feeding someone's ego by putting a mask over your feelings, it is time to be you and staying true to who you are..
Also to rid yourself of the unhealthy relationship with yourself and rid your own soul of toxic behaviour so overindulging in the things you know are getting you down like alcohol, drugs, overeating or what it is that you are using to fill some void and stop masking your fears with substances, face your fears get your lessons and your soul will be free to open new opportunities .. xx Love always xx
 What to do when you are chilling out escaping from the world
here is what I do and I did cook some muffins as well this afternoon
the weather is so hot for the first week of Autumn I had trouble sleeping.
 I have been colouring in today/last night my sun sign horoscope Taurus..

I have drawn a couple of cards from the Ascended Masters deck "Peace Offering" was a card that flipped over so after the last card to surrender to unhealthy relationships it is now up to you to offer a peaceful resolution and to let the person down easy so show some compassion as you walk away from the situation that has your own soul being dragged down, so don't leave in an angry manner and say things you don't really mean, but rather try to understand where they are coming from and to let then work through their own problems without you trying to solve the situation, because it is not in your control and the other souls attached to this situation need to find their own lessons with what it is they have put you or others through, you cannot do their soul work for them because they did come to earth to get their own lessons this situation with you is one of them so look within your heart and you will come up with a solution where everyone is happy and you are not putting your own self worth at risk of upsetting them.. Try to see if they can find the solution to the problem themselves by asking "what would you do?" then leave it at that so their soul and spirit can do their work on their own with out draining your energy.. 
The next card that came out was Moses with "Take Charge of this Situation" so it is now left up to you to make the decisions and to become the leader that you are and to use your instincts to get you out of this situation into one you know you are meant to be in, maybe now is not the time to act because you still are undecided on the next course of action. The first place to start is setting out your goals and intentions in life and then work towards your dreams you have the power to manifest into your life what it is you need to move forward you can move mountains and part seas to get to the place you are meant to be have patience as what you need will come to you as you need it one step at a time with the guidance you are given so follow your heart and accept any help when offered to you along the way because in your heart your soul knows what it must do in order to heal it self and to open your heart once again and to receive the love it is being given but also to give love in return because what you feel is real and deserving of being able to be expressed in your passions in life and with the creativity you have hiding within your heart.. You will be support by the angels, spirit and ascended masters as you fulfil your dreams and to follow your souls path because within you lies all the answers of your mission and quest in this life also the Christ seed to your awakening and your ascension to the 5th dimension consciousness, it is love that will take you there when your heart and soul open the door to spirit you will be supported all the way and guided because you are never alone as your soul goes through the process of ascending.. love and light xx
Just be at peace with yourself, love your self again, release your
fears and go with the flow as you follow your dreams for you
are the creator of everything that comes into your life.
Sending Love and Light
In life only ever be
who you are,
express your feelings
and your thoughts
because they are
connected to you
through spirit and
what you say affects
others not only in real
life as a human being
but on an esoteric level
they linger because it creates
your karmic energy.
How you treat others will
come back to you.
Steer clear of others drama's
don't let them pull you in,
because it is never about you
but who they are no
matter what they say
for inside you lies the truth
of who you are and who
you have ever been or are
going to be so let your
expressions be and don't
cower to the ego of others
your soul is more powerful
than that love you
forever and eternally.
Just be your true self
and those that are
destined to love you
will unconditionally.
love you always.
xxx
 
 


Have Confidence, Give and Receive and New Beginnings and fresh start xx

Hi everyone it is the last day of February in a leap year so Happy Birthday to all those born on the 29th and don't get to celebrate the right day every year.. Today is one of those days you sometimes have where you have a feeling and you just can't  put your finger on what it is if there is something not quite right or as if someone wants something from you and you just don't have it in you to give them what they need sort of feeling, so not sure what it is about I'm sure it will come to me later.. Also a day where I feel so alone in the world maybe because of that feeling I just described maybe my soul is going through energy changes again but don't know what, why or how also others expecting you to be like them and you know you're not so you feel like you are being picked on for being different.
I was fine when I woke up in the morning after I shed my fears/tears my  soul is just going through changes and feeling like some wanted to shut me down so I think this goes back to my souls history and still shedding those fears. 

The message from 1 March 2016
I have just drawn the angel messages for today and I have used two decks but got the same message in both so Archangel Gabriel and Archangel Michael are both saying have confidence whether it is in what you are creating for yourself or your future have confidence in what you do and your own abilities to manifest into your life what it is you want or need because you can have both creativity and experience in all matters that surround the soul path you have chosen for yourself in this life the divine plan you set eons ago will fall into place trust in yourself to achieve what it is your heart is telling you and have courage and optimism to see it through you don't need anyone in life but yourself to work out what it is your soul planed quiet your mind and listen to your heart what it is you are feeling is real and will lead you to the path destined for you at the right time in your life you may have things to finish on a soul level to connect to those you wish to bring into your life as you are already connected and love is always the connection you are never separated even when apart you are still as one soul in this life and every other trust and have confidence in what you are doing for all will be as you wish it to be and as you imagined.. Let go of doubt and move on your path with courage for you will be supported and loved so never alone as you complete what you must first, in your heart you will know what this is.. Don't worry about your work for those that seek the truth will seek it out and be drawn to it no matter what you do, it is okay to move forward if you feel stuck in your situation your soul will know the next step.. xx love and light xx 

The message for 2 March 2015

"Giving and Receiving" are you balanced in this energy so not only giving to others that will take advantage of your kindness so they will expect you to do certain tasks for them for nothing which will make you feel you are being taken for granted and are you allowing others to give you gifts in return or feeling guilt when they do if so stop it now and accept all that is given to you but in return make sure you also give so a kind word, a smile a lending hand to someone with out expectation of anything in return.. Learning to give and receive can take a lot for some souls as there are takers in the world that take the givers for a ride look at yourself and see if you have an equal balance of both with what you give and what you allow yourself to receive.. If you feel you are being taken advantage of stop giving so much to those that are using you let them carry their own load for a while this could also be emotionally so they use you as a battering ram and expecting you to always bail them out emotionally and not listening to your advice so they need to be let go of for your own emotional well being, plus it will benefit them to go it alone because they will get the lessons they came for with out relying on you for everything they suck your energy leaving you empty and exhausted from their drama's in life, let them go to make room so you can receive those good deeds in return let others do things for you.. If you feel you are being used trust that feeling and follow your heart out of the situation. xx love and light xx
Do you know people usually turn to you when they are full of fear from the drama's in their lives sometimes they only need a friendly ear so you don't need to do much but listen and understand so you then become a release valve of emotions for them so they quite often only need your shoulder and don't need you to fix things, use your instincts and you will always know what to do without over exerting your own energy reserves in trying to solve the worlds problems that is not always our task as a sensitive soul.xx

 The message from today 3 March 2015
The message today is from Archangel Michael I drew two cards again because I wanted more information.. The first card was "New Beginnings and a Fresh Start" with all that your soul has been going through it might be time for you to start to break away from your old habits and to look for new opportunities that will come your way don't fear change if it comes to you it is only your soul knowing it has to move from its current situation in life as it no longer is working out for you, you know in your heart what you must do so call on the angelic presence in you life to help you make that change one step at a time and what you require will be sent to you after you manifest what it is you need to make the changes you need. You know in your heart things are not currently working as you expected so you are being pushed in to a negative position you can't feel you can get out of but that is just your ego talking you can and will make the break away when you have all the necessary things together and your soul will know the right time to act, don't let those negative thoughts about your future stop it from happening because it is your soul plan and destiny to do what it is in your heart and to keep following that and to fulfill that what you are most passionate about. Your soul always knows the way, the answers and what it was you planned for this life and others following for they are written in your book of life so it is in your souls memory over what it is you are to do you know when the time in right, to act you will have a strong urge in you heart and mind that you will not be able to get out of your system because it was destined to happen when your soul knew it time to act and that time is now have courage and don't fear change for it will put you on track for what it is you came for.. The second card is "It's time to leave this Unhealthy situation" so you know this is not working for you follow your heart cut out what is not healthy for you and leave behind your current behaviour and start fresh with a new vitality and change your soul has raised consciousness so it is time to move with it and leave the past behind from your lifestyle choices that are making you sick, to the belief systems you once had it is time to move forward with your plan your soul knows what to do and you are getting your guidance it is up to you to act and do what is best for your higher good so your body, soul and mind are all aligned to take you to the right place once you close the door on those other past pattern they will be filled with a new way and new opportunities that you will create and manifest into your life because your soul has its plan it is your ego that has you feeling in a stuck place because your soul blueprint is soaring only your mind is stopping you from catching up to where it is you should be.. you are loved and never alone as you go through any soul process have courage, faith and trust in yourself and the universal system that will take you there and home where you belong, home is where your soul becomes one with who you are your true self a spiritual being of love and light that can manifest and create any thing in their life it starts now claim your divinity and there will be no stopping you from fulfilling all your dreams.. love and light xx
Talking of 'New Beginnings' or maybe just more learning for my soul I just signed up for a 10 week course to learn how to read the Akashic record of other souls to help them release old patterns of behaviour that goes soul deep so in their souls DNA and memory banks this is an online course.

Also on the 19th March I decided to go to a workshop in Wagga on medium ship with Ross Spencer so more learning it is only a one day session.. I seen Ross Spencer before at a platform event at a Spiritual Expo last year.. So that should be an interesting and insightful event..

It is now Friday I have this morning off before work this afternoon so I will finish this post and start the yearly reading starting off with this month March I have already started it and written some of the information down so it is just a matter of typing it down and getting more messages as I do that..
 In this world not everyone is going to love you don't take it personally as they struggle in life themselves and come from a place that only they can change by looking at their own behaviour and how they treat others in the world because what they give gets returned to them we are but mirrors of others but we don't have to take on their fears because you can reflect them back for not taking responsibility for their hatred because it has nothing to do with you but with their own self worth..

I don't feel the best today going through more soul changes and sick and tired of people telling me how to be when all I want to be is who I am - a loving compassionate soul that doesn't wish to hurt anyone in life, but they feel it okay to hurt me because they don't understand or want to understand who I am and what I am passionate about in life that is to see everyone having their own power which comes with the energy of love you don't have to believe in god or any religion the only one you ever need to believe in is yourself and to not let yourself be treated like crap in the world from others that carry fear and hatred because those energy tie your soul down so you are easily controlled and manipulated to be like one of the crowd that you stand out from.. Those with hatred and fear in their souls really fear the truth of their own ignorance and need to find others to blame for their own failing because they can't face them themselves so their escape in life is to blame you for their choices because that way they don't have to face their own reality, until such a day that the very thing they fear most will be the lesson they came for.. be wary of how you treat others because it will always come back to you.. love and light xx
I will leave you with beautiful song by Guy Sebastian as I have found my Angel they just don't know it yet.. love you always xx
Sending love and light
Never be afraid of who 
you are and to show 
the world what you are
made of you never 
know when you will
be the Angel in someone's
life by just your presence
and your energy is all they
need around to give them 
comfort and to know someone
cares after all we are
all god's children and 
deliver his messages 
everyday and are 
here to teach and to be
students of each other 
as we go through the 
struggles in life because
the lessons we come for
are sometimes painful.
When all we want out of life
is to be loved and to love
one another because that 
is the purpose of every 
soul on earth and they
deserve to be in the
place of bliss where only
one perfect soul will understand
and protect you from the hurts 
in the world they may not be
able to fix you but they
will love and support you
while you fix yourself because
as souls we are the only ones that
can heal our own hearts so we can 
love again.
Love you always 
xxx