Well Sunday is nearly over it is raining, cold and wet here today so I've been inside mucking about on the computer and doing loads of washing that need to be thrown in the dryer this weekend.. I did have to give the cold, wet, stinky dog a bath as she was outside playing and was shivering her little paws off so I warmed her up in the bath, she is now beside me curled up all snug.. I felt a lot of negativity around the net today so I've been playing with the Angels and music and I made a Youtube video with Lyrics - John Farnham's Angels ..
May the love of Angels lift your spirits if you are feeling a bit down today or any day as Angels will take away your feeling of sadness if you ask them to take those feelings away.
Here is another Angel doll from my collection..
My internet has been playing up this afternoon and tonight so I will finish off this blog post with another song I like to play when feeling in a melancholy mood.. I have started a post on what else I learnt at Suzie the Ghost Whisperer's show but I haven't finished it yet so I will do it tomorrow..
I went to see The Ghost Whisperer Suzie Price a psychic medium I took my mum as well it was a great night, she didn't exactly do a reading for me but on my way out when I purchased her new book and she signed it for me I asked her about the clock and she confirmed that yes it was Phillip playing with it but I must admit it now has me puzzled as after I put that post up about the clock about a week later it started swinging all the time I actually think there is a lesson in it for me from my spirit guides and that I have to work it out which is why I asked Suzie (actually I'm thinking that now my heart and soul are open again that Phillip's spirit is with me and so he has stopped playing games with the clock, maybe I have to find his next sign or message cheeky boy) .. I was in a bit of a rush as the crowd was behind me wanting to have Suzie sign books but she also said that my Nan the one like me in temperament walks beside me and is with me.. (I will put her photo up later as I have to scan one).
My lovely little Nan and gentle old soul Pop
I do miss them both.
While sitting in the audience one of my school friends was sitting over the other side of the room and her dad committed suicide 23 years (he shot himself) ago any way I knew she still was hurting over it as there were unanswered questions as to why he did it.. So I asked my angels to help bring someone through for her as her mother also died last year some time and about 10 minutes later her dad did come through for her and said he was sorry for hurting her about the way he left at his own hand and that he did suffer depression but he also might of been in some sort of trouble but my friend didn't know about that, Suzie also mentioned a flannelette shirt and if he wore one and she might of mentioned a wallet.. In the break I went over and talked to my friend and she told me she had been to 2 other psychic medium shows (1 was Suzie) with high hopes that her dad would come through but she didn't get a reading and also about how it had taken her 10 years to go through her dad's gear that was left as she had it at her house after her mum cleared everything out as she remarried or run off with someone else so my friend went through his stuff and all she kept was a wallet that her mum had gone through and all that was left in it was a phone number it was my friends, she also kept a shirt of her dads and a belt so it was confirmation for my friend that her dad is still around and watching over her Suzie also mentioned other close and recent family events that her dad was watching..
Thank you angels for bringing my friends dad to her.
I will tell you more later on other things Suzie has taught me by just watching her work, if she comes to a venue near you I recommend her show.
This song was on the radio on the way home as my mum and I were discussing the show and family members and death as my pop did have a near death experience and went to the other side twice but he was told to go back as it was not his time pop wrote his own life story I will see if I can find it and see if he wrote about his NDE experience.
As your own spiritual growth evolves so will what matters to you. My own spiritual path is evolving everyday and your own guides and Angels won't let you move ahead spiritually unless you learnt the last lesson they have set for you I am finding that out so it seems to be slow moving at times but you have to also take into account that you are a human being and have to keep your feet grounded until such time you can move on spiritually and combine both your inner wisdom and knowledge of what is out in the big wide universe to your everyday life and reality of having to wake up, go to work and be all that you can be to everyone you meet.
Some quotes
The music on my radio this morning coming home from work
Everyone that you meet and get to know has come into your life or crossed your path for a reason as you have some lesson to learn or to teach that person if you have come here to read my blog and to share my Spiritual journey, as you are on your own and I hope my experiences are helping you on your own spiritual journey.. Life is like being in school for our souls where everything we experience is a lesson until such time we have spiritually evolved and we can hear our Angels and spirit guides.
So thank you for visiting and reading my blog
xxx
There are no coincidences as everything happens for a reason even if you can't see that reason at the time the coincidence happened sometimes it is divine intervention as you need to learn a lesson or to change the path you are on as God has a bigger or better plan for your soul to undertake.
If someone disappears from your life it may not be a coincidence that they no longer are on the same wavelength or path you are on, some people are just not good for your soul and can break your spirit so need to be out of your life. When you left school all your school mates promised to keep in touch but they usually don't as you sort of grow apart as your interests are no longer the same when you start to lead your own lives and find your feet in the world, when you were at school you seen each other every day so grew up with all your school friends things do change as you grow older and wiser what once mattered to you may no longer mean as much.
Music - I do love Pink when I'm in a Pink mood as she has attitude.
This one is a bit softer for her and also a movie theme
Some quotes about being nice to your fellow humans it isn't so hard to do even if they are treating you nasty and intimidating, you don't need to mimic their behaviour as they are just after your reaction and are probably baiting you, politely bite your tongue and walk away as you don't have to stoop to their level.. Love every one I do you don't have to hang with people who treat you bad.
Use the good old saying "if you can't say anything nice say nothing at all".
I try not to be judgemental of other people and the choices they have made in their life as we are only human and we won't get every aspect of our life in perfect order every time as we all have lessons to learn in our souls journey so our life is that lesson. I am very empathetic to other people's situations more than judgemental so I don't criticize them as I can put myself in their position and feel what they might of been feeling at the time. You need to remember no one is perfect so we are bound to make mistakes somewhere or sometime in our life time, just don't beat yourself up about it, put it down to a lesson learnt an experience gained so you won't do it again then move on.
We had some snow falling this morning it was quite thick when I come out from work my car had a fine dusting of snow on it..Brrr!! I'm not a big fan of the snow it is pretty to look at though I would rather not play in it as your hands/feet get so cold you can't feel them and it can be very slippery as well. As kids we used to have to walk to school in it some days . Here in our little town we usually get a light dusting once maybe twice a year it generally doesn't hang around to long, like today some time after 2 the snow stopped and we had rain instead so it melted the snow then we just had the ice cold wind..
The neighbours across the road and some of my front yard
The side view of my house with the paddock next door
Music - Joss Stone
I don't wanna be with nobody but you
Hi everyone what are you all doing on this fine Sunday the weather is beautiful in my part of the world, I'm inside playing on the net in between doing housework and other chores one has to do I was getting rid of a few dust bunnies in my look pretty cupboard where I keep my Angels and other babies I've collected so I decided to take some photo's to share on my blog while getting rid of the dust bunnies..
When you are feeling less then happy with the situation you are in try and pass the
negative energies on to your Angels to take away the feelings of hopelessness or sadness
whatever it is that is taking your own energy away from your own happiness..
Your mind is a wondrous thing and all the answers to life and its meaning can be found within your own mind if you have the questions search within and the answers can be found I can vouch for that as I do it all the time as a logical and practical thinker whatever the question I can usually find the answer some times google helps but at the end of the day it will be your own mind and what it has been taught and your own inner wisdom that will arrive at an answer that will satisfy you.
Greedy people live in the superficial world where only money, power and material gains mean anything those people usually live in a lower energy and run off their own ego's and their heart (soul) gets left behind because they are chasing happiness and think money will solve all their problems, but happiness will always come from within no matter how much money or material possessions you have.. Contentment means always being happy with what you already have.** You can strive for more that doesn't make you greedy what makes you greedy is if you just do it for yourself at the detriment of other people and not sharing with those less fortunate than yourself.. God makes things in abundance and enough to go around for everyone.
The mail out for the Angel I have kept with the sympathy cards I was just going
through the box of Phillip's stuff this afternoon to find these I have his school books,
clothes he wore, artwork, his schoolbag, little presents he made us at school,
the newspaper that had his accident in it and other stuff .
Here is my extra special Angel doll the pamphlet for this doll came just after I lost Phillip so I had to have it as it reminded me so much of Phillip with the blond hair and he had been laid to rest on the letter that came with the order form is the address Phillip street I thought it was a sign and gift from God that it should arrive at that time.. The doll itself took a very long time to come to me after I ordered it I don't remember time frames I just remember waiting for it to come it must of been near a year but he got here in the end.. This is the first of my collection of Angel dolls I will put on my blog as I just love Angels and I thank them for being a part of my life and for their help to bring me up when I'm feeling down and feeling very much alone..
Music I have on right now in the background on my iPod as I blog is
Celine Dion
Have you ever been in Love
I have so much it hurts only twice in my life and both times
Once you find your Soulmate or (twinflame) the magnetic attraction your souls will feel will be unstoppable you can try and push away but the other soul will feel the resistance as you both are on the same frequency if you have already recognised the familiarity of each others soul.. You can choose to ignore the feelings your heart is saying and let your mind (ego) try and talk you out of those feelings maybe because you have been hurt and heartbroken from other previous relationships or for other fears or for whatever reasons you want to close your heart from feeling love again.. The twinflame relationship is a spiritually based one so you will have a lot stronger soul relationship than a soulmate one so the resistance will be felt more so. You can try and push these feelings away but they will remain in your heart until you do meet if not in this life time it will be the next depending on how spiritually aware you both are as the connection won't happen until you are both on the same spirit level and frequency soul wise as your souls have been together in previous lifetimes but you still had lessons to learn spiritually to bring you both at the same place at the same time.. Karmic debt also has to be paid back by both partners to any other souls that have come into their path in previous lifetimes.
Open your heart ready to give and receive love put old hurts and fears aside.
If you feel you are in my soul with divine time destiny awaits for both our souls to connect.
It will be like no other love you have felt before.
A message from Archangel Gabriel that found me on Youtube with beautiful images.
Be who you are find the inner you and let it shine for others to see and let them love you for who you are don't let anyone change you to who they want you to be.. that is not love or a friendship worth having.
Music another favourite of mine (I have so many)
Mariah Carey - Hero
There is a hero inside all of us open your heart and you can see what I see -
we are all stronger than we think and we can overcome any hard times life throws
at us when ever we let our fears be replaced with love.
After my last post I've been thinking about grief and grieving it is a very sad time when someone close to you dies as they are no longer physically here for us to cuddle, see and to communicate with us. Our emotions are numbed at the time and we don't know how we are supposed to feel, it was a new thing to me when I lost my son (Phillip) and it was the most painful time of my life as if my heart and soul had been ripped out and a big gaping hole remained at the time and for a long time after all I wanted to do was to join Phillip in heaven and thought of ways to do it.. I knew I would never go though with suicide as I couldn't put my own Mum or Dad through the pain I was feeling at that time I also had a husband and 2 other babies that needed me and I could never abandon my own obligations to their well being so they became my focus and I ran on auto pilot for so long looking after everyone else. I'm not one to go to others for help so a counsellor wasn't for me although I think the Police did offer us one. If a child dies a Police officer has to put in a report of the events leading up to the death in Australia, my husband and dad had to make a statement about the accident I luckily didn't have to as I don't know if I could of coped with that as well, we have a copy of that report and the coroners report in amongst the sympathy cards I'm not sure I read them or want to.. The counsellor wasn't for me but if you read this and are currently grieving and having suicidal thoughts go and seek help as some times you just can't pull through on your own.. I eventually pulled myself out but my own heart/soul has only just recently reopened after I shared my story (we still don't talk about it within my family as it is a hard subject to broach or discuss as it does bring back those same painful emotions) I also wanted to share my discovery of Angels and how they are with us daily and can help if you ask and if have an open mind to receiving messages from them to help guide us where we need to be and to pull us out in those tough stressful dark times if we find ourselves in them. ** I just wanted to add I had suicidal thoughts as I wanted to join my son so much but I didn't have depression.. So if you feel you just can't go on if you have lost someone like the man that lost his mum in my last post please go and seek medical help to help pull you through the dark times and ask your own guardian Angels to help you with this also. You are worth it and things will get better..**
If you read my other posts what I also found helpful with the grieving process was to find out exactly where Phillip went and that he was being looked after and he was safe in God's hands until I could be with him again.. I did read John Edwards 1st book 'One Last Time' and 'Transformed by the light' Dr Melvin Morse a book on near death experiences, from them I learnt that when our body dies our spirit and soul still remains and death is just a continuation of our souls journey and we meet up with our loved ones when it is our turn to join them in heaven. We are still connected through our souls love for each other we can still get messages to them and from them if we learn what they are.. When you talk to your loved ones as if they are still here they do listen and they may communicate back by a familiar song you listened to, a certain smell, a visit in your dreams, butterflies, rainbows or anytime you feel that they are near trust your feelings as they most probably are near and still watching over you. When we pass over to the other side all pain, feelings of hate, spite, pity, revenge and any negative energies disappear all that is left is love and feelings of peace..
God and the Angels will help you carry the burden of the loss of your
loved one and there will be joy again the light is at the end of the tunnel
just never give up on your own life as the pain will subside the best
advice I got was "Take it one day at a time"..
I still do take one day at a time and try not to plan to far ahead
I just let things happen naturally as they are meant to.
I always choose to have love in my heart and language.
I have taken to Alicia keys and her lyrics so here is another
Some quotes and music tonight I just heard some sad news about some one that committed suicide after his mother died.. Very sad my heart is heavy now to think he was so desperate to give up on his own life after his mothers loss she died of cancer, there are only 2 surviving sisters left and that is the whole family complete one of those sisters found her brother because she hadn't heard from him for a while so she went to his house and found him deceased with a photo of his mum clutched in his hands or close by .. I'm saddened by the whole story of this broken family ...
The mother (Helen) came from a broken family and had to separate from her 2 brothers after their mum abandoned them the boys were 1 and 8 she was 11 after their mum walked out they were with dad who brought in another woman but she abused the kids so the sister called child services (Docs) to try save the younger brothers and they eventually all became wards of the states and grew up in foster homes...
If you have to convince someone to love you than that relationship won't last if you find real unconditional love with a soul mate they will want to be with you no matter what, you will have them in your thoughts all day and want to be with them for the rest of your life, when you are apart your heartaches and you just want to be able to hold them. You will want to be each others support base as you will know your partner as you know yourself and be on the same wavelength as your souls are connected..
Message from Doreen Virtue I just love the photo of the Angel on this quote.
If you have called upon your Angels for help be patient and wait for the signs they have
heard you, your messages will come as thoughts and feelings, you may hear it through music,
conversations around you with the theme of your enquiry, feathers and butterflies are a symbol from heaven .
A sweet song I heard a snippet of on the radio this morning
The first step to acceptance of other people is forgiveness.. You need to forgive yourself first of all for anything in your past you think you could of done better or not at all. Once you do that you can forgive anyone that may of hurt you as that is now gone any feelings or negative energies you still hold onto from your past is only damaging your own health. If you were the one that hurt someone you still need to forgive yourself and move on from what it was that made you do it.. We can't change the past or what happened as you done your best at the time so it is water under the bridge in hindsight we would probably change something we done and would do it better next time if we had the chance.. Let go of any old feelings and resentments do it for your own health not for those that caused them feelings.
"The choices you made in your past both good and bad made you who you are to today so don't hold onto those feelings from the past because that is not who you are today." - M2
A note from Eleanor Roosevelt
If you are one to hold grudges it is time to let go as it affects your health and well being more than it does the one who you hold them grudges against.. One of my sisters always holds grudges and we don't talk a great deal we don't fight though as she is like that with the rest of the family as well we just let her be who she is and try not to say anything to give her the shits as she is one to hold it against you and hang onto those feelings for years on end best to keep things to yourself sometimes.. She probably isn't talking to me because of a letter I sent her about 10 or more years ago to tell her to wake up to herself as the only one she was hurting at the time was my our mum I won't go into details I could see it was hurting my our mum though so took action (she did eventually wake up to herself after she got over my letter, ummm!! than again maybe she hasn't yet towards me anyway).
photo taken with sepia setting on camera
I do love nostalgia and things from the past as that is what made us as a human race who we are today... Here is a piece of my past my dolly when I was little I probably got her when I was about 5 she has survived and I still have her in my collection along with a teddy I will put him up another day as he is a bit rough.. I loved my dolly's as they made me into the nurturer and mummy I am today and I couldn't see myself doing anything but that when I grew up.. I love babies and collecting porcelain dolls was something I have done over the years as well I have quite a few Angel ones, you have to stop collecting them at a certain point as you run out of storage place to put them, they also just collect dust..
Just some shots of the scenery I get to enjoy looking out my front window or on the verandah it was wet this morning but cleared up but still a bit cool..
I took these photo's this afternoon
Where they were clearing the pine plantations over the hill.
another angle further over the other side of the hill the pine trees were planted by hand years ago my uncles
used to talk of having to do it, once the pine is cleared and the area cleaned up after so many years
a crew comes in and plant more pine still by hand for future timber felling.
Apple orchards used to be planted on the other hills in front of the pines.
A bit of Nostalgic music from the 70's
Led Zepplin - Stairway to Heaven
So forgive yourself, forgive others and know that your past
is what made you who you are today..an Awesome person!!
Your heart is your soul centre someone just put this story up on my Facebook wall how sweet is this old man that has Alzheimer's but his heart (soul) sent him on a mission even though his mind didn't remember where he lived or anything his soul sent him to give a sign to his wife that he is still inside and loves her.. 'Your soul always knows', we just need to learn how to listen to what it is telling us to do and let our mind (or ego) rest and let your heart talk with feelings to guide you into what directions in life to take.
How are every one's emotions this week with the full moon and all that is going on in the universe mine have been up and down all week Wednesday morning was the worse I was nearly in tears before work and I had to ask for Angel assistance to take away all I was feeling (so when I hoped into the car the song was Happy on Wed post) I have so many thoughts and emotions running though my mind and heart at the moment it is driving me up the wall. Those around me affect my mood also .. I'll introduce you to David Palmer the Lion King he is an astrologer that was introduced to me earlier this year he is great at explaining why you may be feeling a bit off or how the stars may affect you.. He may not be every ones cup of tea but I like his style and he has a great following and energy.
I wish this for those that come and read what I'm up to on my
If you dream it you can achieve what ever it is you want as all good ideas begin with a single thought that grows and grows until it becomes a reality.. Otherwise nothing would ever get invented and we would not of evolved as a human race this far with all our mod-cons and white elephant inventions that sit in our cupboards unused, I've got a few I drag out occasionally like the bread maker, donut maker I didn't want but was a present one year .. I'm sure glad we had those in our histories pages that started with the simple thought of electricity, light bulbs and toilets with plumbing where would we be with out those I might feel pretty lost and isolated from you lovely people on the internet if someone didn't invent computers and the internet and being able to connect with the whole world via our keyboards.. You can even dream of being with someone like a soul mate that may become reality someday with a little divine intervention and Angel magic involved.
Not sure if I put this one up before but if I did here it is again if not I hope you have found some one in your life with a beautiful heart it doesn't matter what the exterior (body) looks like as that is just superficial and not who the true person is or their soul that is just the outside mask of who we really are I am who I am and it doesn't or never has worried me if people don't like me as I'm not out to impress any one just stay true to who I am and my own soul.. I don't like fakeness or insincerity in people and can usually pick it a mile off, at school I used to hate having to use my imagination and write made up stories as things need to be real, true and tangible for me...
If you are having a bad day remember I love you and if you can feel me in your heart and soul trust those feelings are real and I will be with you in spirit if not physically and to ask your Angels if you need help or support with anything and I may be able to hear those Angels and pass on a message if you have trouble hearing those messages yourself xx
Alicia keys singing about unconditional love
Lyrics are usually what attracts me to a song as most of
them come from within the writers and singers soul.
Don't you just love a good hug here is a Facebook one to share..
A message from Doreen
The more you listen to your Angels and heed their guidance the clearer the messages will come I know I didn't meditate until about 3 weeks ago I brought a Deepak Chopra meditation album on iTunes and I have noticed my mind is a lot clearer and messages do come in and help me when I need it. I listen to it last thing when I go to sleep some nights and have fallen asleep before it's finished on a couple of occasions. *I've also had some pretty vivid dreams after the meditation as well did you know your loved ones how have passed over will also come visit you in your dreams while you are in your unconscious state of sleep they will be vivid dreams you should remember on waking they may happen not long after the passing or at any other time if they have been in your thoughts ..
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My favourite topic is love as if you haven't noticed it uplifts everyone as God is love and so are his messengers the Angels are pure unconditional love and I am sharing my love of life with you all. I hope you can pass the message on and find all the love you need to get through your life..
I've been listening to Alicia Keys on Youtube some of her lyrics are very spiritual in nature..
Here is one just for you ..
Sending love and light hope it gets you through the night
Happiness comes from within you can have all the money in the world and still be unhappy as you need a happy heart and mind and everything will be okay whatever comes up in your life good or bad
To me it will always be people and if they and their souls are happy and content with what they have in life the trouble is these days everyone always wants more .. they can't see what they already are blessed with.. To me having the basics of roof over your head, food in our bellies, job security and love is enough I'm not materialistic in I don't need the latest brand named items in fashion, diamond rings and finery, the latest car etc. things like that don't matter to me, but they never did growing up either I was always content with what I had so didn't need all the latest fads and crazes that were going around I know I always compare myself to my sister but she did like all that stuff that is why she always had her pocket money spend and I had a hold of mine for a lot longer. Shopping for clothes is not something I enjoy doing either so just buying what is comfortable is just fine my daughter and other younger sister are always buying clothes or just looking.
I know I'm caught up in this money go round of life but if I were to lose it all I think I would survive okay as I'm not attached to all this stuff. I don't envy others that have built up their own wealth as they would of worked hard and put a lot into what they have.
At the end of the day when we all go to Heaven our life won't amount to how much material wealth we left behind because you can't take it with you on that final journey of this lifetime , but how well you treated everyone and how much you were loved by those you left behind, the lessons that will be left on the imprint of your soul will be those of love and any fears or pain that you have had in this lifetime as some fears you have can go on into your next souls life unless you release them in this current life which is what past life transgression therapy does.
I know when I lost Phillip money meant even less to me and I must of wasted some of what we had in the pokies not because I wanted to win but because it got me out of the house and I didn't have to think about other things the RSL at the time was only a few doors up from where we lived so it was my escape route as I don't drink or smoke I didn't turn to them for relief of my pain which some people will quite often do, I no longer play the pokies if I do it is just on a rare occasion.
Here is some music for today
Destiny
Jim Brickman
Love your life as it is feel blessed with what you already have and ask your Angels for help if you do have any money worries or need a little extra to help so you can make ends meet as it can be tough out there in the money go round of life you can ask for a little extra to come your way the Angels won't mind you asking if you need help it might just turn out you get overtime at work or, a job if you are out of work or a small win to help along.. That reminds me I do have extra work next weekend as my colleague who usually does the cleaning on the weekend is having some time off so I get his hours 'lucky me' I'm always grateful for extra hours at work.
Sending love and light your way have a great Sunday
